持守

一直宣告要喜乐的灵，
信心的果子，
与我同在。

但是，恶者不断的攻击，
一直持守的，还是站立不住，
今天下午，我崩溃了。

不过，透过伊甸园的誓言，
释放了一直压抑的情绪。。

原来，持守是一件不容易的事，
但是，我不要放弃，
因为，天父一直都没放弃过我。。



mine mine
11.o2 pm
23 mar 2009

感恩

感恩。。。。。

生命的突破。。
生命的不一样。。

一首一首的诗歌从我们心里涌出。。
不停的一首接着一首，
虽然其中的有走音，有唱错的，
没有任何乐器伴奏的，
但主是喜悦的，
谢谢主，
赐给我们那么美妙的歌喉，
心里是多么感动，
真奇妙的一个神。。

眼泪不停的流，
不是伤心的泪，
是喜乐而泣。。

感谢神，
我学习成长。
每天经历更新。。。

主不断的使用我，
原来，我也可以为主更多事。
求神更大大使用我。。
我不想再逃避了。。
我只想单单倚靠你。
我要把目光转向你。

我爱耶稣。。

我真的爱你。。

真的。。

我也好爱我的弟兄姐妹。。

你们好棒哦！！！！


mine mine
12.42am
23 mar 09

微妙

人与人之间的沟通是可以简单也可以很复杂。
当跟一个是熟悉的人沟通时，原本应该是简单，
但是，为了要让之间更了解对方，就变成了复杂。
这却也带来了不同的效果。

两个人之间对话的时间可以很短暂，
也可以很长，甚至时间不够用。
是不是对一个好朋友，才会有很长的对话呢？
还是，一个刚认识的朋友却不多话讲呢？
我也不知道。

反而，我曾经可以和刚认识的朋友聊了很久。
就好像Jay koopman.
我和他就是那么一下的见面，
几乎没有超过十分钟。
但是，后来我却和他在facebook聊了差不多四个钟。
神透过他让我释放我心中的原本以为放下的事。
但后来才发现我没放下。
感谢神。。。
那一晚，我完全被医治。
是的，分享和沟通真的很重要。
只要我们愿意分享，我们就得胜了。
仇敌再也不敢来做毁坏的事了。

我相信神在我的身上有很大的计划，
但是，我不晓得会是哪一天。
也许现在已经开始了。。
不过，我知道神必定会有他一定的时间。
所以，我要等候他。

很多时候，我会气馁。
但是，我会学习如何成长。
我要有不一样的生活。
读经，祷告，灵修是我以前很少做的。
但是，现在的我每天都寻求。
我期待很多的不一样和神迹。

虽然，有时我心中会害怕。
但神说，
“我不可吩咐过你要坚强勇敢吗？
所以，你不要惧怕，也不要慌张；
因为你无论到哪里去，耶和华你的神必与你同在。”
我相信他。

凡事藉着他，我学习如何去面对更多挑战。
神怎样与摩西同在，也必照样与我同在。。
我知道我的生命会不断的更新。。

天父，
你知道我心中的问号。。
女儿在这儿一直等候你的答案。
一切都顺服。。。。

奇妙的一天。。
谢谢，天父。。。



mine mine
21 mar 09
2.34am

sigh

i dun feel wan go to work le...
gonna take emergency leave for no reason..but...
no dare to do so...
aiks aiks aiks
sigh sigh sigh........................



mine mine
18 mar 09
12.11am

tired again...

i was tiring after auditing at client there for whole day..
The company account really messy and full of errors transactions recorded.
its really made me blur with all the numbers in front of my eyes.
suffering................................................................

i am not interested at all in this job!!!!!!!!!!

god, help me~~


mine mine
17 feb 09
11.22pm

phewwwww~~~~

i gonna quit for this job soon...
not becos i wan to give up...
just bcos i wan to find a better choice for myself..
the nearest place,
the suitable field for myself,
a better allowances and benefits,
a better environment,
got annual leaves,
got bonus,
can online,
can leave the office on time,
got cooler airconditioner,
comfortable,
reasonable...

pray for me...

i rely my everything on U...

show me my way....




minemine
11.13pm
16 mar 09




p/s: since ah beh said my look became older and older, so i decided to cut my hair today to make myself younger. but, its seems like became worst than b4. LOL.....moo moo!!! is ur fault!!!! hahahahahahahahahaahahaha....pls return my pretty look back!!! wakakakaka..

monday

another new day new week for me to challenge myself,
hope i can walk with God by faith,
by happiness,
by joyful,
by hopeful...

blesses forever and ever.....

mine mine
7.52am
16 mar 2009

A message for sisters from heaven

当我创造天地时，我说有了，就有了；
当我造男人时，我造他并将生命的气息气吹入他鼻里。
然而，在创造你——女人时，我是在赋予男人生命后才造你，
因你的精致需要精心雕琢。

我使男人沉睡，好让我能耐心完美地塑造你；
使男人沉睡，好使他不能干预创造的工作。
我选一根骨头造你，就是那根保护男人生命之骨。
那保护他心，肺，与支撑他的“肋骨”，也是你的使命。

藉著这骨，我模塑你，将你造得完美而漂亮；
你的特质，如肋骨般——坚强，精致，却易碎。
你，保护男人最精致的器官——心，
肺；心是那他全人的核心，肺是他生命的气息；
意外来时，整副肋为了保护心，会先容自己断裂。
你要支持男人如肋排支撑身体。

你，既非取自他的脚骨，使你比他卑下；
你，亦非取自他的头骨，使你比他优越；
你乃出自他的旁侧，那使你与他并列，贴近他心的身旁。
你是我完美的天使。是我美丽的小女孩。

你已长成为光辉灿烂的优秀女子，
当我看见你内心的诸般美德时，我的眼，便满足了。
千万不要改变你的美好。
当你用双唇祈祷时，他们是何等可爱！
你的鼻被造得何等完美！
你的双手被造得能温柔地去触摸。
在你沉睡时，我轻抚你的脸庞，
我将你的心贴近我的心。
在一切受造的万物中，你是最像我的。

天凉起风的日子，亚当与我一同行走，
然而，他却是寂寞的。
他不能看见我，或触摸我，
他只能感觉我因此，
我将一切渴望与亚当分享的经历与本性，
融入你里面——我的圣洁，我的力量，我的纯正，我的保护与扶持。

你，是特别的，因你是我的延伸。
男人为我的形象，你为我的情感。
你们二人结合，代表上帝的整体。

故此，男人啊！要善待女人。爱她，尊敬她，因她是脆弱的。
伤害她，就等于伤害我，
你对她所做的，就等于对我做的。
当你压榨她，你是在伤害自己的心与你们天父的心。

女人啊！要扶持男人，
在谦卑中向他显示我所给你的情感与能力；
在温柔娴静中展现你的力量；
在爱中向他显示，你是保护他内在自我的——“肋骨”。


What a touching sharings from one of the sisters there..
Thats all about woman who one of the unique creations from God..
We are created to deserve for doing anything for Him...
Because He love us...
He love us more than He loves Himself...

Jesus cares, and He know just how much i can bear...
my greatest love is you.
deeper in love with YOU..
i hope for Lord's blessings fall richly on me everyday...
God wil give us, grant us, His love and grace,
Blesses me forever..



mine mine
9.29am
15 mar 09

loving relationship

dear heavenly papa,

thanks for what u did for me tonite..
i was healed by U tonite...its another special day for me....

God's words are holy spirit, then holy spirit will fulfill me everywhere and everytime....
i wan to stand behind the heaven's gate to wait for u to open the gate for me..
i wan to get the spirit's passport to go through the gate but need makesure to get the holy spirit to have the salvation...
God, He wan all his nations will save from the evils....

God is a tangible God...
my faiths are keep growing because of U..
As i got unconditonal love from God...
U are the only one who love me without any conditions..
my heart is adoring on U...
holy spirit always be with me...

i gonna get married with jesus......
Cos...
I started fall in love on jesus in crazy.....



love u jesus.....


its late..

i gonna sleep le...
nite nite everyone.....

god bless u all....



minemine
15 mar 09
1.55am

finally

finally, i got my own computer for my audit work. But, its an old desktop with Window 98.
=.=
=.=
=.=
I cant even access for internet too..
so, i jus can use excel only.

However, i still need to give thanks to God bcos i no need do my audit work by mannually le.....
hehehe.......

Tml is friday lu~~~happy ^.^
Looking forward for the sat and sunday..

hmmm....
i wanna sleep le~~~
tired and sleepy.....

bye bye papa...
bye bye everyone....


mine mine
12.34am
13 mar 09

moods

i got a lots of moods now.....
But i am Not sure which one the moods is the most for me..
I just hope everything r going good and smooth..
suddenly, i am confusing what the things i did before....
i am not sure am i right???
am i correct?
will i regret??
what is the best???

I dunno too...

sleep ba...

tml gonna work again......

papa...pls show me the right direction...
i need u to instruct me..
pls stop and interrupt me when u realising i am doing something wrongly...
if that is right thing to go ahead, pls give me more blessings from U.

I really need u everytime and everywhere..

alhough i am tiring but, my heart still awake..
Pls give me more time!!!!

i need more time!!!


Nite!!!!!!!


minemine
1.20am
11 mar 09

masks' introduction

I love to do mask often so surely i got some masks that i preferred. lets me introduce and share with u all.. i am not getting any bonus or paid for that. Just a pure sharing. hehe..

This call puliama.

i bought it by online and this product is made in taiwan.

I heard this is so called "taiwan SKII" so it attracted me so much. haha..

That's why i owned it now.

Its liquid type and when apply on the face its became transparent.

The worst is its smell too bad.

i cant get used it when using it from the beginning but now i forced to accept it.

because i found the result still not too bad.

You can treat it as sleeping mask or just wash it after 30 mins on the face.

This is puliama got 3 types such as lavender, lemon, and wine.

Mine is the wine and its good for improving fairness of skin.

hmm...so conclusion is its good and the most important is the price so reasonable.

its only RM 45. It can last for one year.

So, can consider to buy it and get a try.....hehe....

this is laneige and this brand from korea..

this strawberry yogurt pack mask was not i bought it.

its from shi bing, one of my beauty consultants.

He is a guy~A guy who are care so much for his inner and outside's health.

I really need to learn more from him..
Apply this for 45 mins then after that just wash it off..

You will find out ur face become smooth and shine..

no bad no bad~~~

This is Freshel white C Repair All mask.

Whitening Mask subdue spotd and removes excess keratin layer that contains melanin.

Active ingredients help penetrate into skin with sealing effect of the mask.

Mask draws out skin transparency and intensively moisturizes skin.

This is for all skin types. No fragrance or colouring agents.

Directions:

After toner, apply mask on clean face for 10 minutes.

Follow with milk or face cream. Use 1-2 times a week.

3D-Deep Botolium Eye Sheet
This is from Dr. Ci: Labo.
Its help to reduce dark circle and wrinkles around the eyes..




seikisho Mask white
I love this so much.
It unclogs pores to help reduce black pores.
Besides, this black mask helps increase clarity and add radiance to your skin.
AND
This mask helps remove dirt and impurities to thoroughly clean akin and enhance translucency of your skin.
It adheres closely to the skin surface and lifts away dullness with a mild tingling sensation.
Remove the mask to reveal a glowing, smooth complexion.
[credited to KOSE]






OxyMask
One of the taiwan's product again.
Its also nice and special because when you applying on the surface of skin,
full of bubbles appear on there.
After few seconds, you can notice that all the oxygen gas will absorb into the skin.
Its really super super relax and fresh after using it.
You can buy from SaSa.
RM198.00.







This is a sleeping mask from The face Shop.
That is especially for those who r lazy to do mask.
Just apply it before go to bed then wash it after the next day morning.
Your skin will be fully moisture.
So, the result still no bad~~~



-end-

tired

sleepy and tired~

the fourth day

a dark blue flowery dress for my working wear today...
its simple but i like it very much bcos i felt comfortable when i wore it...
my working time suppose till 5.30pm only..but..
i left only at 7am..why?
my boss dint ask me for staying late
is myself who delayed my off time [not becos i am hardworking]
as i cant find the balances that i did the breakdown for each expenses items...sigh..
at the beginning, i was sitting on my chair to do my works..
however, when i realised i cant make the figures correctly, i was nervous till i started to stand there to find out the solutions..
again, bulky of payment voucher files which from jan till dec were fully occupied my whole table that i needed to view them in eyeful..poor eyes..
as i was doing my work on manually, of cos i was using pencil, ruler, rubber and calculator to do it..
indirectly, both of my hand ended up with dusts and became black...yulk!! so dirty...i hate it...
no more pretty pretty nails on my fingers...sigh...

my eyelid started to fall down again...aiks..
dont know why i am not in a right mood now...
i am tired but i cant sleep....
Am i think too much??
i also dont know...
hmmm....

anyway, i still need to work for tml...
There are still a lots of tasks are waiting for me...
poor mine~

i gonna miss my mum...

i want to go back~~T.T
sob sob....

heavenly papa, pls console my heart right now...
i need you, my dear....

my mind is starting blur again...

stop thinking any anymore!!!!

-end-


minemine
5/3/09
12.44am

my third day of job

i was overslept this morning becos of my careless..

forgetful and tired me forgot to set my alarm...

i supposed need to wake up at 6am

unfortunately, i wake up at 6.45am..

but luckily, i still manage to get ready before sia sia jie reached here to fetch me.

thanks god..

of cos, i need to skip my milo, laundry, full set apply of skin care, contact lens....

then i jus used 15 mins to prepare myself...

i really feel that i became difference since i start to work..

the job is a boring job with full of accounts, couples of numbers, figures, amounts...

and keep reviewing all the related thick and heavy doc files...

can u imagine that my office table will be full of file there when i started to do my audit works...

the worst is i dont have any personal pc eventhough a desktop..

thats mean, all my audit work done by manually....

see how boring and pity for my job..~~~sigh...

but i still need thanks god bcos i got his angel guardians who fetch me to and back from office..

if not, i think i will resign my job just after first day of my working day..lol

my mind and brain so blur blur..

i cant think well now..cos i am sleepy and tired..

i wanna sleep lu....

bye bye heavenly papa

U must take k of my working day for tml...

Give me more wisdoms to manage my works..

thanks god!!

i need more stronger stamina and energy from U..

thanks god...

i need a good rest..

thanks god..

i want to sleep well without any nightmare or dreams..

thanks god..

Dun let me oversleep again...

thanks papa..

remember wake me up oh~~~hhahaha..

good nite papa~~~

muaks...





mine mine

11.41pm

4 mar 09

tough job

i hate audit work...
its boring..
its hard..
its dirty..
its complicated..
its got lots of doc need to vouch and trace..
its ugly....
its tiring...

as conclusion, i dun like this job...

-end-

feel wronged

i feel so so so wronged today...
a bit sad...a bit down....
but i still need prepare my heart for tml...
tml is another new day for me..
a new challenge for me...
hmmm...
god bless me...

nite~

mine mine
1 march 09
11.55pm

tired

actually, i wanna update my blog now but i am too tired....
jus wanna inform that today is another new month [march], i gonna start to work tomorrow..
excited? nervous? happy? confuse? scare? panic? lost?
i dun know myself right now also...
becos outside my world is going slower than usual..
my brain is blur-ing ~@@

good nite...
good nite my heavenly papa...


mine mine
1.08am
1 march 09