new year

Christmas was just past by 2 days time! And the new year is coming towards me. Yet i havent thought of what to do.But im definitely spending my day with my girls and boys at church! BBQ! precious suggested that. If not, you dont have to ask me further….. party at somewhere? So far, i am not really interested on any party yet! hahaha

Anyhow, the year passed just like a splendid drama . Seriously it had been bustle of a year for me and im heavy-hearted, it coming to an end. Yet, through all these i realise the ones who really love and care for me. I couldnt say enough to them. How appreciative i am to have them during my lowest period. They are just priceless…

Now sharing my new year’s resolution 2010:
- find a goal and work towards it
- more holidays, visit japan, korea, europe....bla bla bla.....LOL....
- make it a good year!
- loving in God more....

Happy new year in advance. New year new hopes!! God bless u all.. XD

sleepy mode

i just want to shout out loud~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I AM So SLEEPY~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

first time Belly dance

As usual, after working i headed to celebrity fitness for my workouts and dance classes.
Lets guess what class i attend for today? No Jazz, mtv dance, step body...but is belly dance.
A dance that i never try before. I was excited and curious abt it actually.

I tell u guys, the aunties there were aggressive than me. I was shocked by their costumes. Haha...i think i am the one who r weird without the belly belt. Anyway, they were pretty indeed.

Actually, belly dance costume designs are divided into styles depending upon the number of pieces in the bra and belt. An "oriental" costume contains several pieces, including a bra and one-piece belt, a skirt, which may or may not be attached to the belt, and a veil. The picture was shown as below like what i attended just now. So, they are not my classmates as well. ( focus on the belts)

pretty right?

see, a fat lady also can dance belly dance. So, i believe i can too. ( hopefully one day in future)

Egyptian women!

They are kind, faithful, lovely and very sensual, especially when they are dancing.

Not just any dancing, but when they are belly dancing.

They can warm you to the depths of your soul when they dance.

Belly dancing flowers in every Egyptian girl's blood as she grows up.

In fact, there is no Egyptian woman who cannot belly dance.

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Since i attended for the my first class today, i cant deny that belly dancing does not mean moving only the belly.

When i belly dance, i used my entire body including my head, hair, shoulders, arms, hands, chest, belly, hips, bottoms, legs and feet. It is magic! but, its tired too.

I just feel like i got a bit "cacat" with my all movements.

i cant feel any beauty from myself. hahaha...

However, its a good try for me.

Hopefully i can love it~

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i always feel lonely when driving alone especially in traffic jam.

No one can talk with me.

But, Thanks God for creating a brilliant brain for human being to invent radio in the car.

Thanks Hitz fm to be my companion all the time. ^^

thumbs up!

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Ok, guys. I gonna continue to do my revision.

TATA~~~

enjoy ur night, midnight, morning............

God bless u all....

disturbing XD

From soup to nuts, i savoured the music with relish. *relax-ing* ^^

The night still young.

While doing my revisions, i was trying to subdue the magic cubic as well.

i know i used to be dull-witted especially when playing the magic cubic. *never give up*

However, i still be smart in certain aspects such as shopping, eating and crying. lol...
Thereupon, i really very need a big wardrobe in my dream house in the future.
and yet you never can imagine how big i wish. XD

i wish i can own a walk-in wardrobe. i think this request still not too over right?
As i know, almost every gals are desirous of this. We are gals!!!!!! LOL....
Henceforth, i want to earn more money for my own good. hahahahahahaah.... *joking*

i think i am much more to be a disturber than a blogger now cos keep talking and dreaming nonsense here.
hahahaha...

ok la......tata, everyone.........

encounter

I was over fatigued with work, perhaps I still wasnt excited on encounter camp.

But on Friday noon, upon reaching saturday night just now, that feeling of lethargy totally changed.

Now, I forgot my worries, forgot my troubles, and my problems just melt into oblivion.

Only full of hopes and smiles on my face. *shines*

All because of Loves from Jesus Christ.

I love u, Lord.

Tonight, i gonna have a sweet dream.

cheers, everyone.

Tomorrow is another brand new day. =)

True love waits

One day in future,

I hope i can step on the red carpet and walk along together with my beloved one.

Who is that actually?

U know?

i have no idea.

It sounds like a bit mystery but interesting also.

Anyway, I am waiting for u.

Background clearance *hehe*

A short note:

I really appreciate the things you had done for me for the past years till now..

Without you, my life couldnt never be so complete and safe.

You did a great job as a friend cum siater, and pardon me if i didnt.

On this *special* day, i shall spare all the talkings and let you know...

i am serious. *shy*

I dont know if that call came at the right time…

but i know love isit about keeping.
You learn to accept, learn to let go.

Cast that emo aside,

Im back as a brand new me.

GO GO GO, mine mine!!!!

hahaha.....

Bye.

真正爱你的女人是这样的

1.真正爱你的女孩，在别人面前总是野蛮，只会为你温柔，眼泪特别多；
2.真正爱你的女孩，总是会对你说：别抽烟！尽管她知道你改不了，还是不耐烦的说；
3.真正爱你的女孩，无时无刻都想知道你在干什么；
4.真正爱你的女孩，会为你晚回家而着急，然后不停的给你手机拨电话，直到手机没电；
5.真正爱你的女孩，不会管你的钱，而你自然会心甘情愿的把所有钱都给她；
6.真正爱你的女孩，不许你在她面前夸别的女孩子漂亮，也许她心里也那么想，但是不许你在她面前那么说；
7.真正爱你的女孩，会想尽办法给你好吃的东西，因为她愿意和分享一切她最好的；
8.真正爱你的女孩，会在你气她的时候，默不作声，然后红着脸，嘟着嘴，等你去哄她；
9.真正爱你的女孩，有时候会在你面前变得无理取闹，撒娇任性；
10.真正爱你的女孩，会特别在意你在兄弟面前的面子；
11.真正爱你的女孩，不会跟你生气，总是假装生气，你说两句好话便马上开心；
12.真正爱你的女孩，如果你总是在她面前提到她和别的男生，她会马上泪如雨下；
13.真正爱你的女孩，记得所有你们一起有意义的日子，并且为你送上惊喜；
14.真正爱你的女孩，希望你在每年生日的时候都许下同一个愿望，就是永远和她在一起；
15.真正爱你的女孩，不会干涉你太多，她愿意永远做你背后的女人；
16.真正爱你的女孩，她的一切都在证明，你是她生命中唯一的男人;
17.真正爱你的女孩......真正爱你的女人，在你为生活忙碌了一天以后，不会因为你身上的汗味难闻而远离你，会温柔地为你擦去汗渍；
真正爱你的女人，在你懒得不想洗澡的时候，帮你打好水给你泡脚，帮你洗脸按摩，而不会一脚把你揣下床；
真正爱你的女人，帮你洗衣服的时候从来不会有怨言，因为她觉得为你洗衣服也是一件很幸福的事；
真正爱你的女人，会在你内心空虚的时候陪你度过一个又一个晚上，而当你忘记她的时候她却不会怪你；
真正爱你的女人，在你提出分手的时候虽然很不舍得但还是会马上答应你，因为她知道你和她在一起已经不会快乐；
真正爱你的女人，会在买自己东西的时候对比三家，但会毫不犹豫地买下你喜欢的东西；
真正爱你的女人，总是把自己最活跃的一面展现给你，因为她希望你看到的总是一个阳光的自己；
真正爱你的女人，在你伤害了她后躲在自己的房间里偷偷地哭，因为她不想让你心存内疚；
真正爱你的女人，一颗心总是在你身上：今天过得好不好？有没有注意休息？有没有按时吃饭？ 真正爱你的女人，会在你和别的女人交往的时候默默地为你祈祷祝福，因为她是真的很希望你幸福；
真正爱你的女人，不会和你说她有多么的在乎你希望你时时刻刻在她的身边，因为她知道你喜欢自由地呼吸空气；
真正爱你的女人，在撑伞的时候总会把伞靠近你，因为她宁愿自己生病也不愿意让你淋一点雨； 真正爱你的女人，会在她最快乐的时候打给电话给你，因为他希望你能分享到她的快乐，她喜欢和你一起分享的感觉；
真正爱你的女人，会抛开一切和你一起疯，因为她希望你和她在一起的时候不会有压抑的感觉； 真正爱你的女人，会拒绝所有对她示爱的男生，因为她的心里就只有你一个；
真正爱你的女人，会全心全意地支持你，和你一起做的你喜欢做的事；
真正爱你的女人，不会让你因为她而停止了你前进地脚步，她会鼓励你让你没有顾虑的往前走； 真正爱你的女人，在分开了以后还是会常常想你，然后给远方的你打给电话或发短信和你说要注意身体；
真正爱你的女人，从不会要求你送她什么贵重的礼物，她只希望在她生日的时候你可以陪她度过一整天；
真正爱你的女人，她会让其他的女人介入你的生活，因为她希望你可以找到你所认为的属于自己的幸福；
真正爱你的女人，她会一直等，等到你对她说“我爱你”的那个时候。

好文章：母亲，我怎么让你等了那么久

好感人！看了直掉眼泪......
子欲养而亲不在……很感人的一篇文章, 雖然長了點可是只花費你一些時間....
請好好的把它看完.母亲，我怎么让你等了那么久..........文/ *刘继荣*

母亲真的老了，变得孩子般缠人，每次打电话来，总是满怀热诚地问：「你什么时候回家？」　　且不说相隔一千多里路，要转三次车，光是工作、孩子已经让我分身无术，哪里还抽得出时间回家。母亲的耳朵不好，我解释了半天，她仍旧热切地问：「你什么时候能回来？」　　

几次三番，我终于没有了耐心，在电话里冲母亲大声嚷嚷，她终于听明白，默默挂了电话。隔几天，母亲又问同样的问题，只是那语调怯怯地，没有了底气。像个不甘心的孩子，明知问了也是白问，可就是忍不住。我心一软，沉吟了一下。　　

母亲见我没有烦，立刻开心起来。她欣喜地向我描述：「后院的石榴都开花了，西瓜快熟了，你回来吧。」　

　我为难地说：「那么忙，怎么能请得上假呢！」她急急地说：「你就说妈妈得了癌，只有半年的活头了！」我立刻责怪她胡说，她呵呵地笑了。小时候，每逢刮风下雨，我不想去上学，便装肚子疼，被母亲识破，挨了一顿好骂。现在老了，她反而教着女儿说谎了，我又好气又好笑。　　

这样的问答不停地重复着，我终于不忍心，告诉她下个月一定回去，母亲竟高兴得哽咽起来。可不知怎么了，永远都有忙不完的事，每件事都比回家重要，最后，到底没能回去。电话那头的母亲，仿佛没有力气再说一个字，我满怀内疚：「妈，生气了吧？」母亲这一回听真了，她连忙说：「孩子，我没有生你的气，我知道你忙。」　　

可是没几天，母亲的电话催得越发紧了。她说，葡萄熟了，梨熟了，快回来吃吧。我说，有什么稀罕，这里满大街都是，花个十元八元就能吃个够。母亲不高兴了，我又耐下性子来哄她：「不过，那些东西都是化肥和农药喂大的，哪有你种的好呢。」母亲得意地笑起来。　　

星期六那天，气温特别高，我不敢出门，开了空调在家里呆着。孩子嚷嚷雪糕没了，我只好下楼去超市买。在暑气蒸腾的街头，我忽然就看见了母亲的背影。看样子她刚下车，胳膊上挎着个篮子，背上背着沉甸甸的袋子，她弯着腰，左躲右闪着，怕别人碰了她的东西。在拥挤的人流里，母亲每走一步都很吃力。我大声地叫她，她急急抬起满是热汗的脸，四处寻找，看见我走过来，竟惊喜地说不出话来。　　

一回到家，母亲就喜滋滋地往外捧那些东西。她的手青筋暴露，十指上都缠着胶布，手背上有结了痂的血口子。母亲笑着对我说：「吃呀，你快吃呀，这全是我挑出来的。」我这没有出过远门的母亲，只为着我的一句话，便千里迢迢地赶了来。她坐的是最便宜、没有空调的客车，车上又热又挤，但那些水灵灵的葡萄和梨子都完好无损。我想象不出，她一路上是如何过来的，我只知道，在这世上，凡有母亲的地方就有奇迹。　　

母亲只住了三天，她说我太辛苦，起早贪黑地上班，还要照顾孩子，她干着急却帮不上忙。城里的厨房设施，她一样也不敢碰，生怕弄坏了。她自己悄悄去订了票，又悄悄地一个人走。　　

才回去一星期，母亲又说想我了，不住地催我回家。我苦笑：「妈，你再耐心一些吧！」第二天，我接到姨妈的电话：「你妈妈病了，你快回来吧。」我急得眼前发黑，泪眼婆娑地奔到车站，赶上了最后一趟车。　

　一路上，我心里不住地祈祷。我希望这是母亲骗我的，我希望她好好的。我愿意听她的唠叨，愿意吃光她给我做的所有饭菜，愿意经常抽空来看她。此时，我才知道，人活到八十岁也是需要母亲的。　　

车子终于到了村口，母亲小跑着过来，满脸的笑。我抱住她，又想哭又想笑，嗔怪道：「你说什么不好，说自己有病，亏你想得出！」受了责备的母亲，仍然无限地欢喜，她只是想看到我。　　母亲乐呵呵地忙进忙出，摆了一桌子好吃的东西，等着我的夸奖。我毫不留情地批评：「红豆粥煮糊了；水煎包子的皮太厚；卤肉味道太咸。」母亲的笑容顿时变得尴尬，她无奈地搔着头。我心里暗笑，我知道，一旦我说什么东西好吃，母亲非得逼我吃一大堆，走的时候还要带上，就这样，我被她喂得肥肥白白，怎么都瘦不下去。而且，不贬低她，我怎么有机会占领灶台呢？

　　我给母亲做饭，跟她聊天，母亲长时间地凝视着我，眼里满是疼爱。无论我说什么，她都虔诚地半张着嘴，侧着耳朵凝神地听，就连午睡，她也坐在床边，笑咪咪地看着我。我说：「既然这么疼我，为什么不跟着我住呢？」她说住不惯城里的高楼。　　

没呆几天，我就急着要回去，母亲苦苦央求我再住一天。她说，今早已托人到城里买菜了，一会儿准能回来，她一定要好好给我做顿饭。县城离这儿九十多里路，母亲要把所有她认为好吃的东西都弄回来，让我吃下去，她才能心安。　　

从姨妈家回来的时候，母亲精心准备的菜肴，终于端上了桌，我不禁惊诧──鱼鳞没有刮尽、鸡块上是细密的鸡毛、香油金针菇里居然有头发丝。无论是荤的还是素的，都让人无法下箸。母亲年轻时那么爱干净，如今老了竟邋遢得这样。母亲见我挑来挑去就是不吃，她心疼地妥协了，送我去坐夜班车。　　

天很黑，母亲挽着我的胳膊。她说，你走不惯乡下的路。她陪我上了车，不住地嘱咐东嘱咐西，车子都开了，才急着下去，衣角却被车门夹住，险些摔倒。我哽咽着，趴在车窗上大叫：「妈，妈，你小心些！」她没听清楚，边追着车跑边喊：「孩子，我没有生你的气，我知道你忙！」　　这一回，母亲仿佛满足了，她竟没有再催过我回家，只是不断地对我说些开心的事：「家里又添了只很乖的小牛犊；明年开春，她要在院子里种好多好多的花。」听着听着，我心里一片温暖。　　到年底，我又接到姨妈的电话。她说：「你妈妈病了，快回来吧。」我哪里相信，我们前天才通的话，母亲说自己很好，叫我不要挂念。　　

姨妈只是不住地催我，半信半疑的我还是回去了，并且买了一大袋母亲爱吃的油糕。　　

车到村头的时候，我伸长脖子张望着，母亲没来接我，我心里忽地就有了种不祥的预感。　　

姨妈告诉我，给我打电话的时候，母亲就已经不在了，她走得很安详。半年前，母亲就被诊断出了癌症，只是她没有告诉任何人，仍和平常一样乐呵呵地忙里忙外，并且把自己的后事都安排妥当了。姨妈还告诉我，母亲老早就患了眼疾，看东西很费劲。

我紧紧地把那袋油糕抱在胸前，一颗心仿佛被人挖走。原来，母亲知道自己剩下的日子不多了，才不住地打电话叫我回家，她想再多看我几眼，再和我多说几句话。原来，我挑剔着不肯下箸的饭菜，是她在视力模糊的情况下做的，我是多么的粗心！我走的那个晚上，她一个人是如何摸索到家，她跌倒了没有，我永远都无从知道了。

母亲，在生命最后的时光里，还快乐地告诉我，牵牛花爬满了旧烟囱，扁豆花开得像我小时候穿的紫衣裳。你留下所有的爱，所有的温暖，然后安静地离开。　

我知道，你是这世上唯一不会生我气的人，唯一肯永远等着我的人，也就是仗着这份宠爱，我才敢让你等了那么久。　

是，母亲，我真的有那么忙吗？*

cute love story

gal: am i pretty?
boy: no.
gal: do u wish to live with me?
boy: no.
gal: will u cry if i leave u?
boy: no.
after that the gal start to cry, the boy pulled her closer 2 him n said" u are not pretty but the prettiest, i dont want to live with u, but i live for you, if u leave me. I wont cry, but I will die.


^^ love is so true.

主捎来的一封信，您有时间看看吗？

亲爱的朋友：
今天早晨，当你起床的时候，我在旁端详着你，并且希望你能和我说话；即使是几句短短的字句，询问我的意见或是为了昨天发生的一些事感谢我。但是我发现，你一起床就很忙，忙着找适当的衣服穿去上班。我再一次等候。 当你在房子里东跑西跑，忙着准备出门时，我知道你有几分钟可以停下来和我打个招呼，但，你还是太忙了。后来，你有十五分钟，呆坐在椅子上，什么都没做。然后你突然站起来，我想你大概要对我说话，没想到你竟然跑到电话那儿拨了号码给朋友闲聊了一番。 我看着你去上班，我一整天耐心地等着你。从你一天的活动，我知道你真的没空和我聊一聊。

结果午餐的时候，你四周观望了一下。或许你觉得在他人面前和我说话很丢脸，所以你也没有低头向我谢饭。你看到前面几桌有你的朋友在开动之前简短地对我说了几句话但是你还是无法做到。没关系。反正还有时间，我希望你可以和我说说。 你下班回家了，但好像你还有许多的事要忙。做了几件事后，你打开电视，我不知道你是否喜欢看电视，你拿着选台器一个个频道不段地跳着。你每天花很多时间坐在电视机前，脑袋空空毫无思索，只是欣赏着节目。我还是很有耐心地等你看完电视，吃完晚餐，但是你还是不理会我。

上床的时间到，我猜你大概累坏了。你向家人道晚安后，一股脑儿地躲进被窝里，准时倒头就睡。 那也没关系，因为你可能没发现我随时在你旁边守候着你，我有的耐性是远超过你所思所想的，我甚至想教导你如何对待他人也要有耐心。我非常的爱你，以至于我每天等候你向我点个头、祷告、想到我，或者从内心深处说出你对我的感谢。单向的会话实在很难的……。 嗯，你又起床了，你一次次地起床，我会一直用爱等候，盼望今天你能给我一点时间。祝你顺心如意。

朋友，我们是否常因为忙碌、害羞或信心不足等因素，常常忽略了和神说话呢？虽然我们是如此的软弱，但神却一直与我们同在，深爱着我们，并且愿意用一颗宽容的心，等待我们再次的归向祂……

hectic weeks

tues: assignments
wed: assignments
thurs: assignments (today)
Fri: assignments
Sat: assignments + dinner with juan ma
Sun: assignments
Mon: assignments
Tues: assignments
wed: assignments
Thurs: assignments
Fri: date of submission ^^

So, i think nth i can blog for these 2 weeks unless i done my things. So stressful and out of idea.
But, there sure must have outcome in the end. So, worry wad, mine. Just Go ahead!! I need more wisdoms from U, God. Pour down on me~ Amen.

miserable

Now already 1.28am. I just only done my packing.

Later 5 sth need go to airport ald.

I am kinda of heavy hearted feeling right now.

i dun wish back to KL.

But, what can i do?

Nth i can do.

I still need back to reality.

Full of assignments are waiting for me.

I think gonna go through quite tough within these 2 weeks.

i need more wisdoms, God.

A kind of miserable feeling on me too..

Sigh...Dont know how to express out.

I just hope everything should be fine.

I need focus on U only, God.

Help me~

sigh...Stop to thinking so much now.

I need to SLEEP now!

Bye...

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breakfast-cum-lunch with betty and kr just now.

Half-dead staring blankly at the computer screen now.

im definitely not wishing to do my packing...

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i gonna miss my mum again...:(

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* someone please shake me up *

manukan and sapi island

Last week, i went for my trip again.

This time my destinations are islands islands......

yeah, i love naturals which are created by God.

Its really awesome scenery that i saw.

Nothing i can express with my grateful heart,

I just only say "thanks, Lord for everything."

thus, Thumbs up to my Heavenly Ahba......^^

Well, the main purpose for this time trip of cos are those islands.

i dint join any water activities like banana boat and etc.

As i only want to walk around and relax myself from those pressures that i am facing.

Of cos with my panasonic lumix, i captured lots of photos.

I love to capture indeed. ^^(actually influenced from my cg members)

They can camwhoring in any sessions or any places..

Aiks..i get used of them oledi. So, its fine. They are still the besties for me.

From those photos below, u can noticed that i wear so tight to protect myself to escape from sunburn.

I dun wan getting darker and darker as my skin is origin dark oledi.

All ppl are saying that i became darker after back from taiwan trip bcos is summer time there.

So, to avoid the same thing happen again, i just want wrapped up myself tightly.

Frankly, its damn hot. But, u know la..

Gals are always "爱美不要命''...LOL..So, u know la......

oh ya, i forgot to tell u guys that, i think the most unforgettable moment was sitting on the speed boat. I barely wanna cried out of the unstability of the boat.

Can u imagine that, the situation just like sitting on the banana boat which keep shaking up and down, right and left. Its really scary man...

Of cos i screamed all the way to manukan island. LOL...funny right?But, i dun care much.

Its just same as that and the only difference was i dint fall into the sea.

On the way, beside screamed out loud, i keep saying " Jesus, save me!!" (in chinese)

Hahaha..when recalling back that moment, i also feel i am funny. wakakaka..XD

Sapi island

New fren from the same boat as me. I dunno her name actually..haha

manukan island..

End of my islands' trip.

I am wondering where is my next destination.

i think i should change from shopping maniac to travel maniac.

Am i correct? haha...But, tats my latest hobby...

Yoyoyoyoyoyoy...

i love travelling indeed~~ThankS GOD~

I love U, Dad......

blur

i reached here finally after 2 and half hours.
Today, its happened 2 big cases for me.
first, i nearly cant checked in my luggage bcos i was late.
my flight was 5 pm but 4.40 i only arrived the departure hall.
What a careless and blur thing i did today.
Thanks God, a kind mas crew helped me to settle it.
I think i am the last one passenger who went in. ^^
opss, before checked in my luggage, i forgot to scan my luggage somemore.
What a blur thingy i did again.
however, I was having a delicious meal in the plane.
Thumbs up to MH.
Alright, another thing that was i lost my luggage key.
i forgot where i put after locked it.
U know how clever i am , i used other key to force it to open. (It cause my fingers so pain too)
Yes! i did it! But, its also indirectly proved that my luggage is not that secure actually.
but, luckily its still got password setting. so still ok~
What a blur day for me today.....@@
aiya...i started to miss my dear cg family........
How are you guys?

fly...

i gonna fly again..
i really lazy to do my packing now.
i want to sleep first.
thinking to start my packing only in the morning later,
since my flight is 5pm.
Bye, nite.......

家

我家的弟兄姐妹，默契越来越来好。。

我们可以稀里哗啦唱起共同要唱的歌。。

不管会歌词还是不会，

总之，就唱就是了。

但是，我们很厉害叻。。

因为我可以把它唱得很好听耶。。

感谢赞美主。。

虽然我们常常当中有一些的小插曲，

可是我们不会因为这些的小插曲而击倒，

最后我们还是会抱在一起大哭。

多美的画面。

神在我的生命中画了很多的画。。

我喜欢这些画。

也因为这些画，我才有今天的我。

虽然有悲伤，但是我感恩，因为神让我经历这一切。

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好吧，说到我家了，那就说说我家以外的朋友。

我有两个从小到大的朋友。

一个是莉霓，另一个是颐颖。

你们有没有发现他们的名字都好复杂哦。。

不过我喜欢叻。

只是苦了他们小时候学写名字。

难怪他们现在那么聪明。

我们自从中学毕业后，就很少见面。

因为各分东西，

可是当我们遇到时，我们又是那么的熟悉对方。

说一个好笑的东西，

我为过他们流泪，

听了好像很奇怪。。

他们没有骂我，也没有打我。

因为我把他们成为我真正的朋友。

我流泪痛苦是因为当看到他们难过时，

我不知道如何帮助他们。

那时的我，我觉得自己很没用。

看到他们难过，我的心更加不好受。

当我想把福音传给他们时，

她拒绝了耶稣，也间接拒绝了我。

我顿时感受到痛心，眼泪又不听使唤，

在他们面前流了下来。

我知道那时，天父的心情比我更难过百倍。

对不起，天父爸爸。

女儿，尽力了。

但是，我没有放弃哦。。

因为天父从来都没放弃过任何一个人。

我是祂宝贝女儿，怎么可以说放就放呢？

加油，刘思伶。

噢，再说一个很巧的东东。。

我们三个人有一个共同点。

我们的名字都是花。。

Jasmine, Lily and Flora.

神，很可爱对吧？

神创造花是很美的。

所以，我们也很美的啊！！

对不对？

我不是骄傲哦。。

因为我要把我的生命活出更美。。

活出美好的人生。。

朋友，加油吧。。

虽然你们看不到，但是，

我永远不放弃你们。

我会永远支持你们，

不管你们做任何事。。

我会在祷告中纪念你们。。

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说到家，我原本的诗巫的家，

对他们的爱肯定是不动摇。。

希望他们都一切安好。

我还有一个家，就是我在kl的家。

里头有七个人住。

很对不起神，我又常常忽略他们了。

我很少关心他们，

那天，就在一个夜深的时候，

我也不知道哪来的勇气，

跟他们传福音去了。

她们很认真地听，

虽然她们很多不懂我在讲什么，

不过，感谢神让我踏出那一步。

接下来会有什么样的造化，

由神亲自来带领。

说到一半，其中一个室友，

就分享她的家事，

说着说着，她就跟着哭。

我看到时，我的眼泪也泛眶了。

想必她一定很辛苦走来的。

更难过的是她不认识耶稣。

那时我错过了一个机会为她祷告。

想了但是到最后没做到。

神啊，对不起。

再给我一次机会吧。。

我想我真的要好好为这个家祷告。

祝福他们。。。

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我学习如何更爱每个人，

我学习有忍耐的心，

有怜悯的心，

也学习更有耐性。

神，请坚固我的心思意念。

我要一直抓住你给我的应许，

走下去。

神，我有一个小小计划，

但是不懂这计划，是不是在你的计划中，

快快给我看见吧。。。。

你知道我说什么哦。。。。

呵呵。。

天父爸爸，耶稣哥哥，给你们一个傻脸。。

不可以笑我！！XD

我有话对他们说

听着听着，吹呀吹，烧呀烧。。
最近，我也不懂为什么我的泪腺发达。。
回想起三年前我来到这里，我那一副很欠揍得脸让人可怕。
那时候我认识了两个好朋友，颖和connie。
从来没有觉得自己可以有很好的朋友姐妹。
我也从来没想过我会在这里有什么造化。
但是神很可爱，祂把我安排在这个家庭里。
起初，只有小家庭（豪爸爸，凤妈妈，壁虎哥哥，还有几个已经换组了）
如今我们这个小家庭变成大家庭。
我爱这个家，他们陪伴我成长。
只有在这个家，我才是真正的我，肆无忌坦的大哭。
完全放下自己的颜面，尽情的大笑。
我爱每个人，真的。
对不起姐妹弟兄们，如果我有不知觉中伤害你们的。
我要向你们道歉。
感谢天父，赐给我有一个很棒的属灵爹地和妈咪。
感谢天父，给我一大堆的很赞的哥哥，妹妹，弟弟。。
为什么没有姐姐，因为我在他们当中是姐姐。唉。。
但是我好像没做到什么姐姐的榜样。。
对不起咯，我的弟弟妹妹们。。
但是，姐姐要跟你们说，我对你们的爱只有增没减。
就好像爱我的天上的父和耶稣哥哥。
我的哥哥们，我也是很爱你们的哦。。
壁虎哥哥，我有话对你说，
你那无厘头的保护和爱护，我都深深的记载在我的脑海里。。
蛋蛋哥哥，你那呵护和保护我，我都只知道。
好啦，知道你爱史奴比，以后去哪里看到都特地感动“想”到你。哈哈。。
颖妹，你那可爱的笑声，玩食物，害羞的样子，
我想我应该不可能会忘记的啦。。
想到你那怕狗，怕猫的样子，我只能说我再也找不到第二个了。
再想到当我在痛心大哭时，你默默地躲在角落也哭，
我就知道我们的感情是多么深。
妮妮妹妹，知道你应该不会看到这，
不过我还是有话对你说，
你的幽默和笑声我领教过了，我喜欢。
请原谅我对你的忽略，缺少关心你。
但是，我其实一直都在留意你，因为你是我亲爱的妮妮！
不要忘记我们是沐恩三剑客噢~！呵呵。。
祝祝弟弟，说是弟弟，但是感觉好像我比较象妹妹。
呃。。我不是说你比我老，
我是说，你比我成熟多了，想哥哥照顾妹妹一样。
谢谢你咯。。
雪儿妹妹，你那无声无息的讲话声，
常常很冷静的脸，你到底有那么冷静吗？哈哈。。
你常常有很多话想说，但是你选择不说。。
不可以这样的噢。。嘻嘻。。知道吗？
也许，我帮不到你但是我们有天父爸爸帮我们呀。。对吗？
加油！！加油~~为你打气！
莲莲妹妹，你很好笑，想到你说“我躺在床上不用一分钟我就可以睡了”
超好笑的！你那可爱的眼睛，我只能说大眼睛的都没你可爱呢！！对吗，各位？
我想和你的关系更好一点，可以吗？哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。
怡儿妹妹，你啊。。我想问你？你还可以再成熟一点吗？
年级轻轻，想得也太多了吧？
我都觉得惭愧，成熟度没比你多，但是年龄就比你大。
最懂得做人就是你了！我欣赏你！
诗怡妹妹，你是我很少沟通的那位，
我知道你想谈恋爱哦。。但是，切记，
放大眼睛好好选择呀。。先祷告是不是他。。收到吗？哈哈
旭旭哥哥，我现在才知道你比我大一个月。。
哎呀。。不小心做了你的妹妹。。呵呵。。
你啊你啊。。迟来报到儿。
你已经错过了很多精彩的回忆。。
不过，没关系，我可以告诉你，
从现在开始，你的人生将会是丰富精彩，
只因你拥有我们和天父。尽情期待吧！
懋懋弟弟，你是我们当中最小，
虽然，你没有在我们的母组里，
但是，你仍然是大家心目中的小王子。
你知道哥哥姐姐们都很关心你的吗？
如果，你没感觉的话，我代表所有人向你说对不起。。
我们是一家人，有什么事都可以和我们说，
只要你愿意。。。。
凤妈妈，世上只有妈妈好。。
果然没错，你为我们的劳心劳力，
我们都知道，对不起了。。
如果我们常常使你难过了。。
我知道你站在这个位置上很不容易，
常常跌倒时没有人晓得。。
记得，你的孩子们都爱你。。。
最后，我的亲爱的豪爸爸，
你看似小孩子一样，但是你的内心是充满对主的热诚和衷心，
你那长气的口，我们知道句句都是真心为我们好。。
对不起，常常无意中的投诉。。原谅我们吧！！！！
我知道你没那么小气的啦。。
补充一句，今天豪爸爸说心痛了，
我问他怎么了？
他说，他的经理生日让他破费了。。
他还说，oh no...我是过着俭朴的生活。。
以为什么事呢？爸爸，你也太夸张了吧？
笑活我了。。没办法。。我就是有这么可爱的爸爸。。

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。。

再续。。。。

失眠

神啊！

你这次又要给我什么样的教训呢？

我怕我没有能力承受了啦。。。

告诉我吧。。

首先，错过了，

第二，迷路了,

第三，冒烟了，

第四，迟到了，

第五，不见了，

第六，找不到，

第七，心痛了，

第八，难眠了，

第九，很累了。。

还有吗？？还有多少呢？

一个晚上而已呢。。。

唉。。还是要感恩吗？

对啊。。记得要感恩。。。。。

狗狗

爸爸的mms

我们家的狗

它有跟很多人拍照。。

有ah beh,whitney,jordan.....

Yingying 很怕它。

记得新年的时候，它为了闪它，结果把我家的杯打破了。。

哈哈。。你还记得吗？

很久没有看到它了。。

是不是长大了呢？？

Miss this so much!!

I am missing this right now.

Juan ma intended to open this kind of shop.

Guess what i tell her?

I wanna ber her partner too.

SO, i can eat it everyday..

hahaha...

I am serious.^^

I think ying Ying will "举脚赞成''..

LOL

Check it more :

http://www.blackball.url.tw/

宜蘭之旅

-The forth day of taipei's tour-

We went to Yilan- a place that i unexpected to go in this time trip.

Its out of my plans actually.

But, God always has his own plan on me.

YeAh! thanks, John. He is our tour guide for the day.

train ticket from taipei to yilan.

left hand side is mine. Another is Grace one.

Finally, we reached.

thanks God. We got VIP tickets for 2009 Yilan International Rain Festival.
We are VIP. haha

The weather was HOT HOT HOT!!

So, i ate a ice cream to cool down myself.

The sea is blue. But, my mood was high...

hehe..

I love this photo so much.

Thanks John.

Before leaving to train station, last capture with John's family.

The only guy in this photo, that is John. The one who pregnant beside him is her anata.

hehe..

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p/s: i am getting more lazier to talk abt my taipei trip.

by Ps jay

Symthoms of the need of inner healing:


1) insecurity


2) Anguish


3) lack of goals


4) lack dreams


5) Not organised


6) Dont trust others


7) slow in everything


8) need affirmation from others


9) timid


10) Dominate / stubborn


11) isolated





How many u spot it? if got any one of these, u must go for inner healing as soon as possible.





We always feel suffer about our life and keep blaming God why we got such a bad luck and bad things tat we faced. However, there are so many unrealised things that suffered by Jesus. He always know our pain so much as we know because He the one who experienced through those pains much earlier than us that we never know.





1) Jesus Knows our pain because Jesus lives through rejection


Isaiah 53: 3- He was despised and rejected by men, a man of sorrows, and familiar with suffering. Like one from whom men hide their faces he was despised, and we esteemed him not.


他被藐视，被人拒绝，是个多受痛苦，熟悉病患的人。他像被人掩面不看的人一样；他被藐视，我们也不重视他。以赛亚书53：3


Mathew1：18-19- This is how the birth of Jesus Christ came about: His mother Mary was pledged to be married to Joseph, but before they came together, she was found to be with child through the Holy spirit. Because Joseph her husband was a righteous man and did not want to expose her to public disgrace, he had in mind to divorce her quietly.


耶稣基督的降生是这样的：耶稣的母亲马利亚许配了约瑟，他们还没有成亲，马利亚就从圣灵怀了孕。他丈夫约瑟是个义人，不愿张扬使她羞辱，就打算暗中与她解除婚约。


2）Jesus knows ur pain because He birth & childhood were difficult


Mathew 2:13-When they had gone, an angel of the lord appeared to Joseph in a dream. "Get up," he said, "take the child and his mother ands escape to Egypt. Stay there until i tell you, for Herod is going to search for the child to kill him."


他们走了以后，主的使者在梦中向约瑟显现，说：“起来，带着孩子和他母亲逃到埃及去，留在那里，直到我再指示你，因为希律要寻找这孩子，把他杀掉。”马太福音2：13


3) Jesus knows ur pain because He was abandoned.


Luke 2: 42-46-When he was twelve years old, they went up to the feast, according to the custom. After the Feast was over, while his parents were returning home, the boy Jesus stayed behind in Jerusalem, but they were unware of it. Thinking he was in their company, they traveled on for a day. Then they began looking for him among their relatives and friends. When they did not find him, they went back to Jerusalem to look for him. After three days they found him in the temple courts, sitting among the teachers, listening to them and asking them questions.

当他十二岁时，他们按着节期的惯例，照常上去。过完了节，他们回去的是的时候，孩童耶稣仍留在耶路撒冷，他父母却不知道，还以为他在同行的人中间。走了一天，就在亲戚和熟人中找他，没有找到，就转回耶路撒冷找他。过了三天，才发现他在圣殿里，坐在教师中间，一面听，一面问。路加2：42-47

4）Jesus know our pain because He was betrayed.

Luke 22:47-48 While he was still speaking a crowd came up, and the man who was called Judas, one of the Twelve was leading them. He approached Jesus to kiss him, but Jesus asked him,"Judas, are you betraying the Son of Man with a kiss?"

5) Jesus know our pain because He was denied/ disowned

Mathew 26 : 69-70 Now Peter was sitting out in the countryard, and servant girl came him. "You also were with Jesus of Galilee, " she said. But he denied it before them all. " I dont know what you're talking about," he said.

6) Jesus experienced loneliness

Mathew 26: 36-38,40 Then Jesus went with his disciples to a place called Gethsemane, and he said to them, "sit here while i go over there and pray." He took Peter and the two sons of Zebedee along with him, and he began to be sorrowful and troubled. Then he said to them, " my soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death. Stay here and keep watch with me." 40 Then he returned to his disciples and found them sleeping. " Could you men not keep watch with me for one hour?" he asked Peter.

7) Jesus walked through persecution

Mathew 2 :13 When they gone, an angel of the Lord appeared to Joseph in a dream. "Get up, he said, take the child and his mother and escape to Egypt. Stay there until i tell you, for Herod is going to search for the child to kill him." So he got up, took the child and his mother during the night and left for Egypt.

John 7:1-5 After this, Jesus went around in Galilee, purposely staying away from Judea because the Jews there were waiting to take his life. But when the Jewish Feast of Tabernacles was near, Jesus' brothers said to him, "you ought to leave here and ho Judea, so that your disciples may see the miracles you do. No one who wants to become a public figure acts in secret. Since you are doing these things, show yourself to the world." For even his own brothers did not believe in him.

8) Jesus was abused & verbally

Mathew 26 : 67-68 Then they spit in his face and struck him with their fists. Others slapped him and said, " Prophesy to us, Christ. Who hit you?"

9) Jesus was sexually humilated/disgrace

Mark 15:24 And they crucified him. Dividing up his clothes, they cast lots to see what each would get.

Hence, be grateful and thankful to our Jesus because He know us well more than anyone beside us. Anything that we owned today, all are from God. Thanks, Jesus. You are so good to me~:D

Oh~~ what a glorious day, what a glorious way~~

the third day

Sorry for the delay about the taiwan journey as i just back from Fight for Christ conference in Malacca yesterday.

well, i am lazying to descibe the all the way of journeys so i think i only brief some for you all. LOL.

ok, as the first day and second day, 师母prepared breakfast for us. Today's breakfast is 水煎包.

One of the famous food in taiwan too. Its special and nice.
After breakfast, we walked to the MRT station for heading to our destination 五分铺.
One of the shopping heaven for gals..I was so excited.

the only way we can take photo together was camwhoring.

LOL...

Again, we were camwhoring inside of the MRT.

After reached 忠孝东路station, we need to have interchange of the station then jus can reach to our destination. before that, lets us captured one!

A long way escalator.

Dalah~~ here we came. Its really a narrow path as you see in the photo.

is me~lalalalalalalalala~

finally we got a 3 person photo. Thanks to the lady boss~

Around 3, we just having our lunch.

The famous 卤肉饭again.

Very de nice!!!

Me with the rice.

grace and me~a quick capture.

the famous one also.

thanks Tammy jie for the treat.

Nice or not?

i said , '' great!!!!".

马汉全席 the best one that i ever tried.

富霸王猪脚---must go!!!!!

卤味also one of the famous food in taiwan.

the second one shopping mall we went.

101 taipei.

captured randomly.

After we visited the shop, "ka char"~

Inside the Loewe shop, Tammy and juan were asking for the bag price.

We love to take photos....

Finally find a angle to take with the building of 101. its too bad cant capture the whole building till the top.

before leaving.

the internal design of 101.

i captured this in the car so its a bit blur..

The famous Ice shop in taiwan where in the 永康路.

Everyone who go to taiwan must go have a try!!!!

If not, we will regret.

See, how attractive of this. It cost 160 new taiwan.

How good if i can eat this right now. Aiks...

the last destination-- 中正纪念堂

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-end of the third day-