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眼泪可以一直不要流了吗？
眼皮已经快睁不开了。
天父，我累了。
哭了整天了，好累噢。。。
好想休息。。
行李还没完全收好。。。
难过极了。。
我能有多坚强？
我能有多没事？
我能有多勇敢？
原来，我什么都不能。。。
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想太多

有些人明明过的不好，但是又要让别人觉得他他们过得很好，所以常常都是做出开心的脸，
甚至生活的每一点滴都表达出他或他很快乐。。
到底有多少人是真正开心的？
人到底在生活中的要求是什么呢？
每天过着吃喝玩乐？享受？玩？拍拖？
到底每个人的生活观又是怎样的呢？
到底哪一个地方又可以真正属于自己的快乐？
那如果所计划的，到最后没有实现，你会后悔吗？
后悔后，又会怎样呢？
痛苦，难过，伤心？
看到别人过得很好，你心里会酸酸的吗?
会想说，'我一定要过得比他/她好。’
所以，人就会拼命生活的好。
未来的日子，还有很长，很短？
一个人心里所想的，没有任何人会明白，
所以，其他人也没必要猜来猜去。。。
就去相信眼前所看的，
是怎样，就是怎样。
因为，他们的目的就要让别人觉得他们是开心，
所以，其他人就应该要为他们开心。
也许，他们是真的过得很好！
其他的，是想太多了。。。。呵呵。。

grateful.happy.loves

Its time to come back here. Hello, celebrity. I gonna lose some weights. Erm, i think not some but quite a lots.>.< But, i know i always mention to u guys that i need to diet. I think it used to become one part of my life. frankly, this time i really really really need to. No more excuses for myself anymore. Dun ask me for any supper or extra meal. No doubt, i still can be ur mealmate if necessary. However, not for everyone. =P

See, today i burnt 258 + 50 sth ( lost my previous record) calories and walked for 9km++ for 1 hr and half. I was just merely walking there without any jogging. Jordan said that i very geng in walking. *proudface* hahahahaha....JK JK....Hopefully after walking, i can own a pair of slim legs. LOL. Is it possible??? But, dont care now. Just do it! Never Give UP!!!!!!!oh ya, i even completed to watch one episod of 还珠格格while walking...(never even feel bored although i watched it over few times already). Like!

After sauna and bath, Jordan went for his dinner. He said i need to have some too so i still go although i am not so willing to. But, i was really hungry too. Aiks. Dandan, Pls dun eat so oily yang zhou fried rice. Its fattening!!! Luckily i was not attracted by his fried rice.

This is mine. Tell u, i only completed the part with eggs, soup and vege. The rest of kueh tiao i passed to dandan. hahaha... He said, " you seems like no eat at all." But, I was so full already. satisfied. happy. enjoy. As long as i happy will do. hehehe.....

One more thing that i even more happy than tat, i passed ! Yeah! horray! Grateful! Thankful!

I heart U, Lord. U r just so great to me. I believed what U made me believed with. From the first day till today, Your loves and blessings upon me never fade. It seems like tough but U go through with me all the hardships. I believe U will lead me for all the ways till the end. Lord, let me hold u more closer. I need more blessings from U~

Thanks my mummy and daddy too. Thanks for everything. Thanks God!

I am happy now!!!!!...lalalalalalalalalala........lulululululululululul......lelelelelelelelelele.....

hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha..................................

My new toys

I need these so much now.

Love it, as it will make me become more prettier.

Ya, i just love to be pretty.

Who cares?

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missing u

i am missing that moment!

So memorable and unforgetable...

A frame of mind

The weather is scorching hot. I hate to feel my head swimming so much.
My heart and mind are preoccupied with something else.
Something that i cant express out from my mouth. Its complicated.
Every decisions come all of a sudden.....I need some advices.
Inside my heart, there are too much kind of sentiments.
Sometimes, i am guessing that am i having a emotional disease.
Haha. It sounds ridiculous, right?

i am not willing to accept somebody's instructions without a murmur, so d please dont let other take u for granted.
No idea, i am fearing solely for something.
However, i feel reluctant to part with someone too.
i am not purposely to get an outcome cross to ur purpose.
I just need mutual aids from u so much.
i dont wish to be at odds with u.
An endless controversy, i dont like.

arghh....I have too much thoughts over my brain.
Its full and gonna to burst out like an explosion.
All feelings are going to flare up too.
I truly need a break and relax myself. Pray hard for myself.
I always like to strive for something that i wish to have.

i realised sth disorder of my body.
i missed my mummy badly.

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escaping!

i just love to sleep and sleep till never ever wake up.
So, i have many nice and wonderful dreams during my sleeping time.
instead of back to this reality world!
Too many things i need to think and solve.
How good if there are no brain in every human being?
Bring me out.