no one is perfect but only U r perfect

hmm...i am trying to transform myself into another one perfectly...
but i knew i got a lots of weaknesses that i never know b4, but someone told me today..
thanks Father again, i know u r always want me to grow grow up and learn learn learn through the ppl around me...thanks, Father..

bcos of my arrogant and imperious nature,sometimes i will judge others unconciously..
sorry, my dear heavenly Father...
forgive me for my sometimes ill-advised words from me to others...
forgive me for my imdomitable heart on u sometimes...
forgive me for my nonsensical attitude sometimes...
forgive me for always fail to live up to expectations...
forgive me that i do not have self-respect sometimes..
forgive me for overrating my own abilities sometimes...
forgive me for always have misgivings on Ur ability when i was weak..
forgive me for that sometimes i infuriate others...

i seems to be someone who need beyond help today...
perhaps sometimes i am thinking that my life is hopeless...
however, God of the Bible specializes in giving help to those regarded as so old, so guilty, or so weak as to be beyond help...
Cos He know i am not a perfect mine...
i need to learn more and gain more blessings from U...
thanks heavenly Father....
i love U....



Jesus seeks the lowly ones
When others do not care;
His lovingkindness and His help
He longs with them to share. —D. De Haan

God’s strength is best seen in our weakness.

moody

moody mine mine...
complicated feelings again...
God, pls help me...T.T

tiring mind but with peaceful heart

today is 19 jan 09...

before 12 pm i still in kl but after 2pm i finally reached sibu safely..thanks God
luckily the flight not delay till long time and weather still not too bad as my mum told me that sibu keep raining heavily with non stop within these few weeks. its terrible...

however, i was happy bcos i booked this air ticket for around RM70 only not more than tat..is it cheap?? haha...

why i can book such a cheap airticket?? hmm...hehe..this was becos i am always so alert on the airasia promotions..wakaka...of cos it booked since very early time ago and actually i also not confirm yet whether i free to go back on today or not..but i dun care too much and its jus only cost me a tiny amount. haha....is it u r thinking that am i a wasteful gal?? aha,,i can read ur mind but i also can sure tell u that i am not wasteful but i jus want to find a better way and more valuable when spending money. hahahhaa....so pls do learn more from me..blek

Not only the way to sibu is cheap, the return airticket to kl also cheap and cheaper somemore and cost only RM 0.00 (not taxable yet). see, how good i can manage my money so well....."blush" ahahahahahahaa....

i bought lots of things for my mummy, daddy, and bros..my mum so happy when seeing those clothes that i bought for her although she always warning me stop to buy things for her..But, i know her very well cos she is my beloved mum. Cos no any woman dun like to wear pretty clothes and dress up pretty themselves lo...kekekee..somemore i purposely spent another rm309 for a newly and bigger luggage to put all the things that i bought for them.. how generous i am?? hahahaha..jk...i am always their beloved daughter and sister.. Beside that, i also sacrified my sleeping time jus for only packing luggage..aiks..i think from 12 ++am to 5 ++ am i jus done my packing..see...how pity i am T_T.....haha...due to so many things that i brought back, the airasia charged me rm 30 for another 2kg exceed. But for me, i already get used on the extra kg exceed charges cos its usual thing and always happen on me. hahaa...its quite funny when i was recalling back the words that my mum told me last time. when she saw my luggage, she like to ask me is it u wan to move house from kl to here???lol... haha.. i dunno how to answer her then i jus keep silent there...kekkee...

hmmm...i am thinking that whether this year cny i will feel a bit difference if compare with the previous years????I know God will give me many surprises and hopes that beyond my thoughts.... i hope it will do.thanks heavenly daddy..so i am looking forward loooooooooooo..........Happy chinese new year in advance!!!

sadness without any tears

my dearest heavenly baba,

i am feeling down and upset now...

am i useless?

i wish everything can end with a happy ending... but seems tats not work at all...

how should i do now?

Pls guide me, lead me, instruct me, talk to me....i need U, Lord....

Let me know the best way to head for.......

thanks, baba.....

NEW YEAR 2009..

2009 is a new and fresh year for me. when i am casting my mind back to 2008, i really take a lots of lessons in the year no matter there were rejoicings or misery. but, i still want to thanks my heavenly baba. He let me changed from a little spoiled girl to grow to maturity. hmm..... i really undergo many sad experiences with families, relationship, study......

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thanks God again, He let me to narrowly escape with my suffering life. I knew He never give up on me and always hold my little hand tightly never let me go. He knew my weaknesses cos He always give me his endless loves and cares through brothers and sisters beside me. i always be grateful that I am his lovely little daughter cum princess. He always pamper me no matter how i grumble Him as my awful life. i knew He want me to learn more from every matters that i faced. yeah...i learnt from these bcos A fall in the pit, a gain in my wit. And the important thing tat i learnt to be always thankful and grateful regardless of happiness or sadness.

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oh ya..one more things to tell u guys....i got a new "ai ya" family.. its sounds freakish but its true and one of rare treasures from God. i love them so much although some of them i jus know less than one mth. BUt, they always be my laughingstock and full of laughters with me. hehehe...especially my Ai ya mama----leng MA!!! She really good to us...thanks mama....i got 2 elder sisters who are pretty and charming lan lan da jie, then kind fong er jie. i am San jie and also san mei. haha...of cos i got one younger brother -----sheng di di and finally is my dearest plus lovely Ying xiao mei.

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there are quite complicated relationship between us. haha...how to say le...Ying ying is my dearest younger sister. I love to laugh with her and cry with her also..we got a lots of nonstop conversations to share. we love to eat together also...we love to do everythings together. hahahhaha...i love her heaps...i cant deny that she is one of important person in my life..thanks god, He assign a good sister beside me.. i do appreciate her a lots and want to protect her more as i am her elder sister.....hahahaha...Ying MEI!!!!!!!i love u......hahahahahahahaha

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alright back to normal....hmm...i declare i want my 2009 have to be differrence and full of blessings from God...thanks baba....bye bye..i wan go to take bath and do my mask lu...

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god bless u all~~

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my "ai ya" family~~~