Papa, hear my prayer. Just only U know me well. T_T sob sob..i dun wan to explain so much. i am tired of it. really.......
等待
2 years ago
Papa, hear my prayer. Just only U know me well. T_T sob sob..i dun wan to explain so much. i am tired of it. really.......
sick mode, unfair mode, frustrated mode, mixed mode, confused mode........
Having a glass of orange juice and sitting in front of the laptop while updating my blog is my first time. Thats feeling no bad ha. Actually at this moment ,my brain and mind cant really function well after working for the whole day. Yea......this is definitely a life of a worker...of cos this also my first job since i became an adult..."blink" yo ho...i am no longer a kid.. However, we always need to have kids' heart inside our real heart. I used to be that. ^.^
by the way, i gonna leave here bcos i finished my juices already. Then, is time for me to have bath. well, i know i wrote sth nonsense here, instead of doing nth while having my juices.hahahahahahahahaha. i knew its short but i dun bother bcos i am who i am. bYe..my sticky body is waiting for me to clean it...tata...my dears......
mine mine
24/4/09
9.16pm
by the way, i gonna leave here bcos i finished my juices already. Then, is time for me to have bath. well, i know i wrote sth nonsense here, instead of doing nth while having my juices.hahahahahahahahaha. i knew its short but i dun bother bcos i am who i am. bYe..my sticky body is waiting for me to clean it...tata...my dears......
mine mine
24/4/09
9.16pm
Yea. like the day before, i saw that two little kids while i was waiting for sia sia. I realised that their relationship were getting worsen. They really started to push each others just becos a small thing. Aiks. what i can say to them? Kid really only just a kid. i am wondering that am i also same as them since i was also a little kid? However, i really cant remember how is it when i was just a small kid. Am i also quarrel with my schoolmates, churchmates, tuitionmates? i really got no idea..ho ho ho.. By the way, i knew i am a smart kid since i never bring back of my homeworks to do. As I always done them before the ring bell. wakaka.. Besides, i wont do my any revision although the exam was around corner but my result always came out by highest or high marks. "blush" Hey, i am not taking any pride in that just merely want to share it out with u all. But, now i feel my brain became deaf since i am getting older and older. aiks.. i think i really need to find a way to solve it..hahahaa....but, nvm la..just let it go.. cos i am who i am.....hiak hiak...ok..i gonna stop here...goood nite, my dearssss....god bless u~
minemine
23 Apr 09
10.55am
good luck to all of the examerssssss.....May God give u all more wisdoms in every papers...I will keep u guys in my prayer. Sorry being i cant concern all of u through sms or call. but, my heart still with u guys...GAMBADE!!!! God bless u neh!!!!
今天是星期三，像以往那样我总是很早就起身准备自己去上班。到了guardhouse，又看到熟悉的小孩和他们的母亲在等候校车。我觉得小孩真的很可爱。就连睡觉也是那么可爱。为舍我会这样说呢？因为我发现到其中一个小女生，她每天都很爱睡，所以她的女佣人的肩膀就成为她的床。看到她的样子，我也跟着爱睡了。她真幸福。连睡觉都可肆无忌惮地睡，什么也不必顾虑，什么也不想。我想她的佣人都把她打点好了。
发现到另外两个小女孩，也是很可爱。她们可以今天是好朋友，明天是敌人。之前的她们很好，互相讲话，分享他们的东西给对方。但是，它们今天吵架了，还差一点打起来了。真是满好笑的。因为她们吵架的原因只为了门。一个要开，另外一个就要关。唉。好天真啊。有时候，我好想变成他们一样。什么烦恼都没有，因为什么事都有爸爸妈妈来承担。好想我的妈讷。。妈，我好累厄。。什么时候可以放假呢？也不晓得为何眼泪不听使唤的冒出了。唉。。真没用。
这几天，都忙透了。一直往外audit。眼睛和体力要消耗尽了。天父啊，求你加添我你的力量好让我可以熬过。也填补我心中的洞。。。。。今天，我跟了我公司的中国男同事讲了一些话，我竟把“死城”讲成“屎城”。哈哈。笑翻大家了。我真的要多多学习了。
最近，看上了iphone，好想买它。但是还得想想。因为最近要花很多钱。。噢。。已经十二点多了。。是时候睡了。其实，我七点多都已经睡了，但到了十点起来冲凉。呵呵。。今天的心情起伏很大。很复杂。很不通。。但是我不想了。good nite, my heavenly Father.
minemine
23/4/09
12.30am
P/S: sorry being late to update ah beh's birthday blog cos i am busying recently...pls give some allowances to me ya...i will make it as soon as possible...
发现到另外两个小女孩，也是很可爱。她们可以今天是好朋友，明天是敌人。之前的她们很好，互相讲话，分享他们的东西给对方。但是，它们今天吵架了，还差一点打起来了。真是满好笑的。因为她们吵架的原因只为了门。一个要开，另外一个就要关。唉。好天真啊。有时候，我好想变成他们一样。什么烦恼都没有，因为什么事都有爸爸妈妈来承担。好想我的妈讷。。妈，我好累厄。。什么时候可以放假呢？也不晓得为何眼泪不听使唤的冒出了。唉。。真没用。
这几天，都忙透了。一直往外audit。眼睛和体力要消耗尽了。天父啊，求你加添我你的力量好让我可以熬过。也填补我心中的洞。。。。。今天，我跟了我公司的中国男同事讲了一些话，我竟把“死城”讲成“屎城”。哈哈。笑翻大家了。我真的要多多学习了。
最近，看上了iphone，好想买它。但是还得想想。因为最近要花很多钱。。噢。。已经十二点多了。。是时候睡了。其实，我七点多都已经睡了，但到了十点起来冲凉。呵呵。。今天的心情起伏很大。很复杂。很不通。。但是我不想了。good nite, my heavenly Father.
minemine
23/4/09
12.30am
P/S: sorry being late to update ah beh's birthday blog cos i am busying recently...pls give some allowances to me ya...i will make it as soon as possible...
一段感情之中也许会遇到分，吵，离，合。。。。但是只有惟有一个人不会让我们遇到这些问题，伤心，分离。那就是耶稣。你说如果我们谈恋爱的对象是耶稣，那该有多好呢？？只有他是永远不会抛弃我，生气我。。这样我就不会面对到任何的难过，伤心了。。。
但是，在现实生活中，到底有多少段的感情是过着公主和王子幸福般的日子呢？我也不知道。。天父阿。。请你告诉我吧。。。。
jazzymine
12.45am
17 Apr 09
爱是一种让人很甜蜜也可以很挺苦的事。它可以很简单也可以很复杂，可以很精彩，也可以很乏味。但是我相信没有一个爱情故事都可以一帆风顺和风平浪静的吧！也许有，但是有的那一个也应该是仅有的一个故事吧！如果是这样的话。我真是要也恭喜他们。。。。
爱情对有些人来说是不可缺少的人生一部分，但对有些人来说也许根本不需要。每个人的爱情观都有自己的异见。那你又是怎样的呢？我相信这个观点常常都会因为自己的爱情经历而产生的各个观念。比如，一个女生她的她感情路上都很甜蜜，当然一定会有偶吵。所以，从她的口里出来的观念是爱情既美好又甜蜜。相反的，当你面对一个在感情路上受到创伤的，被劈腿的，被抛弃的，他一定对爱情有消极的看法。不知道你对感情又有怎样的另外的见解呢？？你爱的路上又有怎样的障碍或是铺平的路呢？
爱情无可承认能永远走得顺利。但是它就像一条路。一条刚新建的路，开始走的时候，肯定是走得很顺因为它是平路。但是当日子久了，路面上会出现很多的空洞，甚至有裂的痕迹。爱情也是这样，那个时候，两个人就可能会为了一些小事就吵。但是，如果一旦不停下来修补那些的空洞，那些的空洞肯定会越来越大。就如感情一样，两个之间若不好好的沟通，一段感情没多久就准备要结束了吧！
可悲的是有一些人，他们明知道这段感情不是他们要的，但是因为太爱对方而放不下，自然而然就拖了好几年。当分手的那一刻，都舍不得，即使跟了另外一个结婚，心里最爱的还是旧爱。但是，他却不知道，他最爱的人最终爱是她吗？所以阿。。不要那么执著，学习放下。身边有这么多人，有这么多选择，天父爸爸一定会为你准备最好。有人说爱情是盲目的。我深信是的。当你遇到你喜欢的对象，你可以为他做任何事。甚至一口咬定他是你的最爱。在那个时候，你当然为他是最爱的。但当再进入另外一段感情时，你又发现最爱是新感情的那个。那请问之前曾经说过最爱的那个呢？有时候我觉得人类真的不可思议。或许可以这样说，因为人类是神创造的宝物。。所以是特别的。。
一直以来，我都抗拒那些花言巧语的人，讲得天花烂醉，但到后来也只不过是空头支票。所以啊，睁大眼看清楚先，才做任何的决定。我认为实际行动会比花言巧语好多了。当然最重要的是那颗心。不过偶尔讲讲也不赖，但是要适量的表达，这样才不会弄巧成拙。
女人都喜欢贴心的男士做他们的另一半。打个比方，女人喜欢男人为他们付出一切。男人应当负责女人的安危，包括一切的上下行程。这些都是一些绅士的风范吧。。。To be continue.........
jazzy-mine
13April09
1.45am
p/s:jazzy is my new brand nickname. so pls take note...haha..good nite~my dearssss...
爱情对有些人来说是不可缺少的人生一部分，但对有些人来说也许根本不需要。每个人的爱情观都有自己的异见。那你又是怎样的呢？我相信这个观点常常都会因为自己的爱情经历而产生的各个观念。比如，一个女生她的她感情路上都很甜蜜，当然一定会有偶吵。所以，从她的口里出来的观念是爱情既美好又甜蜜。相反的，当你面对一个在感情路上受到创伤的，被劈腿的，被抛弃的，他一定对爱情有消极的看法。不知道你对感情又有怎样的另外的见解呢？？你爱的路上又有怎样的障碍或是铺平的路呢？
爱情无可承认能永远走得顺利。但是它就像一条路。一条刚新建的路，开始走的时候，肯定是走得很顺因为它是平路。但是当日子久了，路面上会出现很多的空洞，甚至有裂的痕迹。爱情也是这样，那个时候，两个人就可能会为了一些小事就吵。但是，如果一旦不停下来修补那些的空洞，那些的空洞肯定会越来越大。就如感情一样，两个之间若不好好的沟通，一段感情没多久就准备要结束了吧！
可悲的是有一些人，他们明知道这段感情不是他们要的，但是因为太爱对方而放不下，自然而然就拖了好几年。当分手的那一刻，都舍不得，即使跟了另外一个结婚，心里最爱的还是旧爱。但是，他却不知道，他最爱的人最终爱是她吗？所以阿。。不要那么执著，学习放下。身边有这么多人，有这么多选择，天父爸爸一定会为你准备最好。有人说爱情是盲目的。我深信是的。当你遇到你喜欢的对象，你可以为他做任何事。甚至一口咬定他是你的最爱。在那个时候，你当然为他是最爱的。但当再进入另外一段感情时，你又发现最爱是新感情的那个。那请问之前曾经说过最爱的那个呢？有时候我觉得人类真的不可思议。或许可以这样说，因为人类是神创造的宝物。。所以是特别的。。
一直以来，我都抗拒那些花言巧语的人，讲得天花烂醉，但到后来也只不过是空头支票。所以啊，睁大眼看清楚先，才做任何的决定。我认为实际行动会比花言巧语好多了。当然最重要的是那颗心。不过偶尔讲讲也不赖，但是要适量的表达，这样才不会弄巧成拙。
女人都喜欢贴心的男士做他们的另一半。打个比方，女人喜欢男人为他们付出一切。男人应当负责女人的安危，包括一切的上下行程。这些都是一些绅士的风范吧。。。To be continue.........
jazzy-mine
13April09
1.45am
p/s:jazzy is my new brand nickname. so pls take note...haha..good nite~my dearssss...
Every single of drops will be another height of my life.
Though you have made me see troubles, many and bitter, you will restore my life again; from the depths of the earth you will again bring me up.
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God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea, though its water roar and foam and the mountains quake with their surging.
(Psalm 46:1-2)
Finally, i can be here to speak something in my outdated blogspot. Thanks god. the time is quite late already. tomorrow need to work somemore but i still want to update something here. Nothing much about my latest post but just only the preach from Jay koopman on 24 march night at Muk en Methodist Church. Ya, That's my church. Here is my church website www.muken.org. Pls dun be hesitate to browse it to have look..thanks you so much. hehe...
Let me talk about some family backgrounds about Jay koopman. His second father was a drug dealer. So, definitely he grown up in the family of cocain. More the worst, his mum is a prostitute since he jus only a little child. Can u imagine that how is that situation? Somemore, he was totally ignored by his christian friends because of his family background. All the people were thinking of he was bad since he dont have any good guardians beside him. Their family supposed need to invite he to their church but they never do so. So, he fade-out with all the christians and treat them as his enemies. When he was 14 years old, he owned a gun, tattoos on his body. When 16 years old, he was dealing with drug activities. But, THANKS GOD. Jesus changed him after he joined a christian programme when he was 18 yrs old. From that time, his life was totally difference and he was no longer a drug dealer anymore.But, He is a youth pastor now. He is in 29. But, he doesnt look like in 29 yrs old man. He look younger than his real age just like a full of energetic youth. Amen.
The first message from God to us from him was i remembered that i've been chosen by the king of king, Lord of Lord. No matter where you are, where are from. So, we need to take this responsibilities for Him. We all are His beloved princes and princesses. We need to commit ourselves to save His nation all over the world who are still non-christians. Some of them even dont know who is Jesus Christ. As we had been chosen to complete this mission. Not only we had been chosen but also revival day also chosen by Him. Just the only thing, we need to start it by faith and do believe Him. Of cos, we need to wait Him in patiently too.
If we want to get the fire God, we need to keep in great sight. Just like when Moses walked into bushes, he said the bushes is beautiful sight. Hey guys, we should look different with others because Jesus Christ live inside of us. Try to be attractive when in the center of the crowds. For sure, we should keep smiling, although there might be nothing for us to smile. Remember that never leave the devils to our own, they must leave us alone. This is my day, Jesus give me the day. so, we need live for the day. Jay said we need to dress up ourselves like him. We need to be look great in everywhere and always be God's gang. Then, the enemies will be afraid to come forward to attack us. Amen! I am woman of God. So, we need to be shame, because Jesus is the most attractive of the world. See, everyone are celebrating the christmas party although they dont even know who is Jesus Christ. Do u agree?
Everyday, we need to have God's words. Pray also must be part of our days. I learnt to have devotion life.Like what Jay said, you can sing, jump and even dance in front. But, if you dont have devotion life, you will stand behind or even hide yourself. So, always keep in touch with Him and connect our line to Him as well. So that we can stay with him intimately. You could take your home as the church everyday to praise and worship also. More commitments need to involve in and to be more discipline so that we can deliver good news to world. If holy spirit no flow out from you, and you just let the spirit go into you, its death. There are a lots of christians who are no movement also. we need learn to share faiths and to be part of our growth. That's why we were keeping burnt out. If share faith to others, we need to blow out the trumpet and to win must release God's words.
Besides, God want us to live in holy as the bushes grow on the holy ground. Only sins will set us separate from God. If the holy ghost can get his hand the generations can revival. Holiness is holiness. Sins is sins. If we get used of our God, we wont let any chances to devils to attack to make us involve in any sins. Many of us are quite easily to drop into devil's trap sometimes. When sunday is coming, some of them might think to go for shopping rather go to church. They dont want to stay at home or church to pray and read bible. jay said he dare to go the mall to tell everyone of Jesus. Do u dare? God is good all the time. He is using you wherever you go. Just let Jesus to be part if your life so no need to worry of the sins again. we need to conquer this task.
Righteousness is gift of God. We need to kneel down and be surrender. We cant do something for our own only. So, my dear friends, let the God to be our pilot and when we drive, God sit behind me. Let Jesus to be our driver and instructor. We need to be conqueror to win in the spirit war. Nevertheless, Jesus already more than conqueror because we just to conquer the life.
You gonna be used to the christ because bush is spirit's giant. He is waiting somebody. As we know, God is moving before 2000 years and he is not holding back revival. He is waiting to dig our heart. This is because God want us to be giant of God. Amen!
-end-
minemine
2 Apr 2009
1.44am
Let me talk about some family backgrounds about Jay koopman. His second father was a drug dealer. So, definitely he grown up in the family of cocain. More the worst, his mum is a prostitute since he jus only a little child. Can u imagine that how is that situation? Somemore, he was totally ignored by his christian friends because of his family background. All the people were thinking of he was bad since he dont have any good guardians beside him. Their family supposed need to invite he to their church but they never do so. So, he fade-out with all the christians and treat them as his enemies. When he was 14 years old, he owned a gun, tattoos on his body. When 16 years old, he was dealing with drug activities. But, THANKS GOD. Jesus changed him after he joined a christian programme when he was 18 yrs old. From that time, his life was totally difference and he was no longer a drug dealer anymore.But, He is a youth pastor now. He is in 29. But, he doesnt look like in 29 yrs old man. He look younger than his real age just like a full of energetic youth. Amen.
The first message from God to us from him was i remembered that i've been chosen by the king of king, Lord of Lord. No matter where you are, where are from. So, we need to take this responsibilities for Him. We all are His beloved princes and princesses. We need to commit ourselves to save His nation all over the world who are still non-christians. Some of them even dont know who is Jesus Christ. As we had been chosen to complete this mission. Not only we had been chosen but also revival day also chosen by Him. Just the only thing, we need to start it by faith and do believe Him. Of cos, we need to wait Him in patiently too.
If we want to get the fire God, we need to keep in great sight. Just like when Moses walked into bushes, he said the bushes is beautiful sight. Hey guys, we should look different with others because Jesus Christ live inside of us. Try to be attractive when in the center of the crowds. For sure, we should keep smiling, although there might be nothing for us to smile. Remember that never leave the devils to our own, they must leave us alone. This is my day, Jesus give me the day. so, we need live for the day. Jay said we need to dress up ourselves like him. We need to be look great in everywhere and always be God's gang. Then, the enemies will be afraid to come forward to attack us. Amen! I am woman of God. So, we need to be shame, because Jesus is the most attractive of the world. See, everyone are celebrating the christmas party although they dont even know who is Jesus Christ. Do u agree?
Everyday, we need to have God's words. Pray also must be part of our days. I learnt to have devotion life.Like what Jay said, you can sing, jump and even dance in front. But, if you dont have devotion life, you will stand behind or even hide yourself. So, always keep in touch with Him and connect our line to Him as well. So that we can stay with him intimately. You could take your home as the church everyday to praise and worship also. More commitments need to involve in and to be more discipline so that we can deliver good news to world. If holy spirit no flow out from you, and you just let the spirit go into you, its death. There are a lots of christians who are no movement also. we need learn to share faiths and to be part of our growth. That's why we were keeping burnt out. If share faith to others, we need to blow out the trumpet and to win must release God's words.
Besides, God want us to live in holy as the bushes grow on the holy ground. Only sins will set us separate from God. If the holy ghost can get his hand the generations can revival. Holiness is holiness. Sins is sins. If we get used of our God, we wont let any chances to devils to attack to make us involve in any sins. Many of us are quite easily to drop into devil's trap sometimes. When sunday is coming, some of them might think to go for shopping rather go to church. They dont want to stay at home or church to pray and read bible. jay said he dare to go the mall to tell everyone of Jesus. Do u dare? God is good all the time. He is using you wherever you go. Just let Jesus to be part if your life so no need to worry of the sins again. we need to conquer this task.
Righteousness is gift of God. We need to kneel down and be surrender. We cant do something for our own only. So, my dear friends, let the God to be our pilot and when we drive, God sit behind me. Let Jesus to be our driver and instructor. We need to be conqueror to win in the spirit war. Nevertheless, Jesus already more than conqueror because we just to conquer the life.
You gonna be used to the christ because bush is spirit's giant. He is waiting somebody. As we know, God is moving before 2000 years and he is not holding back revival. He is waiting to dig our heart. This is because God want us to be giant of God. Amen!
-end-
minemine
2 Apr 2009
1.44am
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