20.09.2013

Insomnia night. Can I go back to see mama? 

Dreadful day

My mood is dreadful today..Awww.....

What kind of people are around me such as devious, narrow-minded, crafty, malicious...bla bla bla....i really hardly to confront these kind of people who approach me. I unable to make out which one is good or bad. I know no one is perfect but please dont act as too excessive. Everyone is just need an equitable treatment from what he/she paid. So do i. Thats greatly disappointed from  them.

Lord, i pray that t dont let the enemies to treat me unfairly or even take for granted from me. Not only that, let me forgive and forget those who treat me unfairly. Amen.

Head

又是一个头痛的夜晚。不知何时开始，我感到常常头痛，而且甚至连发烧一起来。难受极了。虽然吞了一颗止痛药，但是却没什么好转。发现自己身体状况不如以前。难道这就是进入三十的征兆吗？还是不如已三十的人？觉得好疲惫。但是，感谢神，我明天拿假，好好休息。。。。。。。。。

突然，想念这两个东瓜，你们好吗？

草莓

How do you define about strawberries? For me, they are just too indefinite as sometimes i eat the sweet one but sometimes its another way round. However, i still love the strawberries very much. It is kind of girlish fruits and i bet most of the guys don't really like the strawberries.

Life is something like strawberries. It is either sweet or sour. I learn to be tough no matter how worst the situation that i caught in. Enjoying my life till the max when in the sweet moment especially with those people that i love.

Cant deny that the strawberries are pretty and attractive for me as i got the high-aesthetic judgement but its doesnt mean that i dont like other fruits. For example, i dont think that papayas are  'pretty' as strawberries but i like papaya more than strawberries. haha .... Well, i will try to learn not to look so 'appearance' only but try to observe more into deep on anyone and anything to retrain from any segmentation fault.

Anyway, thanks for the complimentary of these cute strawberries. They are so sweeeeeeeetssss. :)

silence night

yawning~~~~~~~Good night~

Crow and peacock's day

Unwittingly, i dint update my blog or notes for quite a long time. Everytime when i gaze on my laptop screen, i got lots of unspeakable words in my mind. I know i gonna have full of different frame of mind. Yea, my heart is down again. My thoughts and inclinations are standing in the middle of battlefield. Sometimes, i think myself is staunch and unyielding enough to face all the obstacles. However, i feel helpless when the thing comes bad. Although i know i am living in a realism world with many those reality people around, but somehow i still put a tiny hope to meet those kind-hearted. Dont worry, there are still have plenty of good one. I strongly believe man at birth is fundamentally good in nature!

Everyday, I finger crossed tightly to tell my Heavenly Dad that i want a good day, pleasant day, happy day, fantastic day....But, its still difficult to escape from all kinds of grievances. As usual, i ended up to gulp all the tears and cries inside without leaving any trace. i always believe when u treat others good, you will get the same return from them as well. Unfortunately, the fact is always cruel until i cant breathe well sometimes and unbearable.

Admittedly, i confront those difficulties, i still grateful i have God in my life. Thanks God that i am a christian as i know how to forget and forgive. Its not an easy task but we need to learn for it in ourm whole life. Thanks God, i am controling my tougue not to say those malicious words eventhough when facing something that really impervious. We all know that we hardly to please everyone and we hardly please by someone too. So, we still need to be happy everyday as God with u and me. Holy ghost, please be with me and pour down all the smiles, happiness upon me.

i miss my mommy.

counting down...

tik tik tok tok ......I am counting down .........