每天我去公司的路上，一定会经过教会。有时候还会看到小飞鹰的小朋友坐在福音车里下着车。一点也不陌生的画面。心想，可怜的冬瓜们，七早八早就要被逼去学校。还记得刚刚开学的几天我去帮忙。看到那些小孩哭得稀里哗啦的，要找妈妈。我心里想我以前有这样吗？我也不知道。我只知道我从小父母都把我送去外婆家照顾。他们俩去木山去。
现在，不懂那些小孩们还有这样哭吗？
这个不是重点。今天也是像以往一样走同样的路。突然我看到有一辆粉红色的小绵羊载着一个小飞鹰的孩子。而且还是站在那呢...哇塞。。。酷毙了。但是，有点危险因为小孩子没有戴安全帽。所以，大人们最好不要这样了。
做小孩真开心。每天睡醒读书，吃，喝，玩，乐。。。我多么希望我可以回到从前一样成为一个小孩。小孩的心是多么的简单，多么的纯。。所以，我们要常常要有一颗想小孩的心一样。
感恩的事，现在我上下班都有天使载我，那就是我的同事们啦。所以以后我可以更慢出门了呵呵。。谢谢天父。。。
要睡了。。晚安咯~
I was informed by my parents that they will going to China for travelling in this coming September cum visiting relatives there. Their invitation makes my heart so" itchy". I feel like i dont have a long break after staring my working life. (actually one mths passed only)hehe;P
I knew they wish me to join with them especially my dad. I really hope i can go with them as i had been long time dint go travel with them. Due to several reasons, i am still doubting to go or not. I scared of taking leaves so oftenly and might be influence my performance and reputation in company. Now, i really can realise that there are more burdens and thoughts when someone is getting older.sigh... I cant make any decision as i like last time. And yet i got another trip in oct as well.
God, give me more credits than what i expected if u want me to go!!! haha....
Well, hope my dreamsssssss will come true.
Today will be a historical date in 2010 as the final stage of the FIFA will be on. I am not going to watch the match as my team brazil went back since long time ago so i have no point to go for it again. And i am guessing that all the mamak stalls started to be crowd soon. Now only 10.32pm...Still few hrs to go man. But, all my housemates were leaving from house to their own place for the match. i am not so involving for that and i rather spend my precious time for sleeping.. haha...i just want to know the result after wake up from dream.
opps...i can hear that the screams and shouts from the people at downstair in mamak. Hey man, i am living in 19th floor of condo. So, can u imagine how loud is the shout? But, hey bro and sis, now only 10.39pm. what a weird fans! Pls dun disturb me, ok. well, i knew they are so exciting. Just let them to be. I am starting to worry abt later how s going on later the match start. I am afraid of waking up by their shouts. =.= i still need to work in the next day. And i experienced that when i was sleeping at the midnight. My life is so miserable. haih.....
what so ever, i still want to proclaim that tonight will be a good good night. Hopefully, my red spot scars on the face will disappear soon. Its painful. awrhh....I spent more than 2 hrs in the beauty salon for facial wash. The result was worse than what i was expected. sigh... Nvm la... not a big deal what. Just no face to see only. Hahaha... Ok. Tomorrow is going to be another busy day, busy week....God bless me all the time. One more thing to share, its a sad story. I am not entitled to join for this year company trip. Its too bad as i am just a newbie in the company. Well, everything need to follow the rules so boh bian lo. This is our company policy. hmm....
Ok, i gonna stop from here. Good luck to the SPain and holland's fans. GO GO GO GO~~~~~
For the purpose to fill up my blog entries in june so i need to enter the only "one" entry before end of this month. Can u imagine how busy of my life now. Well, now its 7.40pm. I am still working in the office. Everyday OT, i think i will become ET very SOON. WAKAKA~~
I am wondering how is ET look like actually. haha...Ok. Thats all~ Bye.
眼泪可以一直不要流了吗？
眼皮已经快睁不开了。
天父，我累了。
哭了整天了，好累噢。。。
好想休息。。
行李还没完全收好。。。
难过极了。。
我能有多坚强？
我能有多没事？
我能有多勇敢？
原来，我什么都不能。。。
T_________T
T_________T
有些人明明过的不好，但是又要让别人觉得他他们过得很好，所以常常都是做出开心的脸，
甚至生活的每一点滴都表达出他或他很快乐。。
到底有多少人是真正开心的？
人到底在生活中的要求是什么呢？
每天过着吃喝玩乐？享受？玩？拍拖？
到底每个人的生活观又是怎样的呢？
到底哪一个地方又可以真正属于自己的快乐？
那如果所计划的，到最后没有实现，你会后悔吗？
后悔后，又会怎样呢？
痛苦，难过，伤心？
看到别人过得很好，你心里会酸酸的吗?
会想说，'我一定要过得比他/她好。’
所以，人就会拼命生活的好。
未来的日子，还有很长，很短？
一个人心里所想的，没有任何人会明白，
所以，其他人也没必要猜来猜去。。。
就去相信眼前所看的，
是怎样，就是怎样。
因为，他们的目的就要让别人觉得他们是开心，
所以，其他人就应该要为他们开心。
也许，他们是真的过得很好！
其他的，是想太多了。。。。呵呵。。
Its time to come back here. Hello, celebrity. I gonna lose some weights. Erm, i think not some but quite a lots.>.< But, i know i always mention to u guys that i need to diet. I think it used to become one part of my life. frankly, this time i really really really need to. No more excuses for myself anymore. Dun ask me for any supper or extra meal. No doubt, i still can be ur mealmate if necessary. However, not for everyone. =P
See, today i burnt 258 + 50 sth ( lost my previous record) calories and walked for 9km++ for 1 hr and half. I was just merely walking there without any jogging. Jordan said that i very geng in walking. *proudface* hahahahaha....JK JK....Hopefully after walking, i can own a pair of slim legs. LOL. Is it possible??? But, dont care now. Just do it! Never Give UP!!!!!!!oh ya, i even completed to watch one episod of 还珠格格while walking...(never even feel bored although i watched it over few times already). Like!
After sauna and bath, Jordan went for his dinner. He said i need to have some too so i still go although i am not so willing to. But, i was really hungry too. Aiks. Dandan, Pls dun eat so oily yang zhou fried rice. Its fattening!!! Luckily i was not attracted by his fried rice.
This is mine. Tell u, i only completed the part with eggs, soup and vege. The rest of kueh tiao i passed to dandan. hahaha... He said, " you seems like no eat at all." But, I was so full already. satisfied. happy. enjoy. As long as i happy will do. hehehe.....
I need these so much now.The weather is scorching hot. I hate to feel my head swimming so much.
My heart and mind are preoccupied with something else.
Something that i cant express out from my mouth. Its complicated.
Every decisions come all of a sudden.....I need some advices.
Inside my heart, there are too much kind of sentiments.
Sometimes, i am guessing that am i having a emotional disease.
Haha. It sounds ridiculous, right?
i am not willing to accept somebody's instructions without a murmur, so d please dont let other take u for granted.
No idea, i am fearing solely for something.
However, i feel reluctant to part with someone too.
i am not purposely to get an outcome cross to ur purpose.
I just need mutual aids from u so much.
i dont wish to be at odds with u.
An endless controversy, i dont like.
arghh....I have too much thoughts over my brain.
Its full and gonna to burst out like an explosion.
All feelings are going to flare up too.
I truly need a break and relax myself. Pray hard for myself.
I always like to strive for something that i wish to have.
i realised sth disorder of my body.
i missed my mummy badly.
T.T
i just love to sleep and sleep till never ever wake up.
So, i have many nice and wonderful dreams during my sleeping time.
instead of back to this reality world!
Too many things i need to think and solve.
How good if there are no brain in every human being?
Bring me out.
i need a new camera...
ipod touch or iphone?
new phone?
insomnia is causing me think too much.
where r u, Alvin?
its late.
Its time to come back here. Hello, celebrity. I gonna lose some weights. Erm, i think not some but quite a lots.>.< But, i know i always mention to u guys that i need to diet. I think it used to become one part of my life. frankly, this time i really really really need to. No more excuses for myself anymore. Dun ask me for any supper or extra meal. No doubt, i still can be ur mealmate if necessary. However, not for everyone. =P See, today i burnt 258 + 50 sth ( lost my previous record) calories and walked for 9km++ for 1 hr and half. I was just merely walking there without any jogging. Jordan said that i very geng in walking. *proudface* hahahahaha....JK JK....Hopefully after walking, i can own a pair of slim legs. LOL. Is it possible??? But, dont care now. Just do it! Never Give UP!!!!!!!oh ya, i even completed to watch one episod of 还珠格格while walking...(never even feel bored although i watched it over few times already). Like! After sauna and bath, Jordan went for his dinner. He said i need to have some too so i still go although i am not so willing to. But, i was really hungry too. Aiks. Dandan, Pls dun eat so oily yang zhou fried rice. Its fattening!!! Luckily i was not attracted by his fried rice. This is mine. Tell u, i only completed the part with eggs, soup and vege. The rest of kueh tiao i passed to dandan. hahaha... He said, " you seems like no eat at all." But, I was so full already. satisfied. happy. enjoy. As long as i happy will do. hehehe.....
I need these so much now.
