❤Laying mine's heart bare to u.....❤

Crow and peacock's day

2011-10-17T22:26:00.000+08:00

Unwittingly, i dint update my blog or notes for quite a long time. Everytime when i gaze on my laptop screen, i got lots of unspeakable words in my mind. I know i gonna have full of different frame of mind. Yea, my heart is down again. My thoughts and inclinations are standing in the middle of battlefield. Sometimes, i think myself is staunch and unyielding enough to face all the obstacles. However, i feel helpless when the thing comes bad. Although i know i am living in a realism world with many those reality people around, but somehow i still put a tiny hope to meet those kind-hearted. Dont worry, there are still have plenty of good one. I strongly believe man at birth is fundamentally good in nature!

Everyday, I finger crossed tightly to tell my Heavenly Dad that i want a good day, pleasant day, happy day, fantastic day....But, its still difficult to escape from all kinds of grievances. As usual, i ended up to gulp all the tears and cries inside without leaving any trace. i always believe when u treat others good, you will get the same return from them as well. Unfortunately, the fact is always cruel until i cant breathe well sometimes and unbearable.

Admittedly, i confront those difficulties, i still grateful i have God in my life. Thanks God that i am a christian as i know how to forget and forgive. Its not an easy task but we need to learn for it in ourm whole life. Thanks God, i am controling my tougue not to say those malicious words eventhough when facing something that really impervious. We all know that we hardly to please everyone and we hardly please by someone too. So, we still need to be happy everyday as God with u and me. Holy ghost, please be with me and pour down all the smiles, happiness upon me.

i miss my mommy.

counting down...

2011-07-27T09:06:00.000+08:00

tik tik tok tok ......I am counting down .........

hehe

2011-07-25T23:13:00.000+08:00

halo, Hao ren~~hehe

hehe

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halo

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halo

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halo

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halo

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halo

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halo

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halo

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halo

ho ho ho

2011-07-23T10:17:00.001+08:00

8.30am -10.30pm (13 hrs )

12am- 4.30am (4.5 hrs)

Total : 17.5 hrs

I start to "pui Fu" myself.......LOL

Why am i still here?

2011-04-05T23:48:00.003+08:00

Its 11.48 and i supposed to sleep on my warmy bed instead of sitting in front of lappy.

After 12 hrs working, i found out my mind is shutting down into sleep mode.

Obviously, i am starting with my ET life again.

well....Still need to have a good night everyone.

Ps: Suddenly dun like secret recipe. ><

Halo

2011-04-04T12:31:00.002+08:00

Halo, boys and gals. Finally i am back.

I am wondering is there any people here still remember i had a blog before? XD

Sorry for the long lost since when i stepped into this " society University".

Oh yeah~ Its almost one year passed. What i can say, time flies really very very very very fast which i unspeakable.

Jasmine's youth will never return anymore. Sigh.........

小孩的心

2010-07-13T23:40:00.003+08:00

每天我去公司的路上，一定会经过教会。有时候还会看到小飞鹰的小朋友坐在福音车里下着车。一点也不陌生的画面。心想，可怜的冬瓜们，七早八早就要被逼去学校。还记得刚刚开学的几天我去帮忙。看到那些小孩哭得稀里哗啦的，要找妈妈。我心里想我以前有这样吗？我也不知道。我只知道我从小父母都把我送去外婆家照顾。他们俩去木山去。

现在，不懂那些小孩们还有这样哭吗？

这个不是重点。今天也是像以往一样走同样的路。突然我看到有一辆粉红色的小绵羊载着一个小飞鹰的孩子。而且还是站在那呢...哇塞。。。酷毙了。但是，有点危险因为小孩子没有戴安全帽。所以，大人们最好不要这样了。

做小孩真开心。每天睡醒读书，吃，喝，玩，乐。。。我多么希望我可以回到从前一样成为一个小孩。小孩的心是多么的简单，多么的纯。。所以，我们要常常要有一颗想小孩的心一样。

感恩的事，现在我上下班都有天使载我，那就是我的同事们啦。所以以后我可以更慢出门了呵呵。。谢谢天父。。。

要睡了。。晚安咯~

Another Getaway?

2010-07-12T16:50:00.004+08:00

I was informed by my parents that they will going to China for travelling in this coming September cum visiting relatives there. Their invitation makes my heart so" itchy". I feel like i dont have a long break after staring my working life. (actually one mths passed only)hehe;P

I knew they wish me to join with them especially my dad. I really hope i can go with them as i had been long time dint go travel with them. Due to several reasons, i am still doubting to go or not. I scared of taking leaves so oftenly and might be influence my performance and reputation in company. Now, i really can realise that there are more burdens and thoughts when someone is getting older.sigh... I cant make any decision as i like last time. And yet i got another trip in oct as well.

God, give me more credits than what i expected if u want me to go!!! haha....

Well, hope my dreamsssssss will come true.

july

2010-07-11T22:28:00.002+08:00

Today will be a historical date in 2010 as the final stage of the FIFA will be on. I am not going to watch the match as my team brazil went back since long time ago so i have no point to go for it again. And i am guessing that all the mamak stalls started to be crowd soon. Now only 10.32pm...Still few hrs to go man. But, all my housemates were leaving from house to their own place for the match. i am not so involving for that and i rather spend my precious time for sleeping.. haha...i just want to know the result after wake up from dream.
opps...i can hear that the screams and shouts from the people at downstair in mamak. Hey man, i am living in 19th floor of condo. So, can u imagine how loud is the shout? But, hey bro and sis, now only 10.39pm. what a weird fans! Pls dun disturb me, ok. well, i knew they are so exciting. Just let them to be. I am starting to worry abt later how s going on later the match start. I am afraid of waking up by their shouts. =.= i still need to work in the next day. And i experienced that when i was sleeping at the midnight. My life is so miserable. haih.....
what so ever, i still want to proclaim that tonight will be a good good night. Hopefully, my red spot scars on the face will disappear soon. Its painful. awrhh....I spent more than 2 hrs in the beauty salon for facial wash. The result was worse than what i was expected. sigh... Nvm la... not a big deal what. Just no face to see only. Hahaha... Ok. Tomorrow is going to be another busy day, busy week....God bless me all the time. One more thing to share, its a sad story. I am not entitled to join for this year company trip. Its too bad as i am just a newbie in the company. Well, everything need to follow the rules so boh bian lo. This is our company policy. hmm....
Ok, i gonna stop from here. Good luck to the SPain and holland's fans. GO GO GO GO~~~~~

ET

2010-06-29T19:31:00.003+08:00

For the purpose to fill up my blog entries in june so i need to enter the only "one" entry before end of this month. Can u imagine how busy of my life now. Well, now its 7.40pm. I am still working in the office. Everyday OT, i think i will become ET very SOON. WAKAKA~~
I am wondering how is ET look like actually. haha...Ok. Thats all~ Bye.

Mommy

2010-05-08T22:53:00.001+08:00

I miss my mum badly. T_______T

T__T

2010-03-22T20:19:00.003+08:00

眼泪可以一直不要流了吗？
眼皮已经快睁不开了。
天父，我累了。
哭了整天了，好累噢。。。
好想休息。。
行李还没完全收好。。。
难过极了。。
我能有多坚强？
我能有多没事？
我能有多勇敢？
原来，我什么都不能。。。
T_________T
T_________T

想太多

2010-03-19T21:25:00.002+08:00

有些人明明过的不好，但是又要让别人觉得他他们过得很好，所以常常都是做出开心的脸，
甚至生活的每一点滴都表达出他或他很快乐。。
到底有多少人是真正开心的？
人到底在生活中的要求是什么呢？
每天过着吃喝玩乐？享受？玩？拍拖？
到底每个人的生活观又是怎样的呢？
到底哪一个地方又可以真正属于自己的快乐？
那如果所计划的，到最后没有实现，你会后悔吗？
后悔后，又会怎样呢？
痛苦，难过，伤心？
看到别人过得很好，你心里会酸酸的吗?
会想说，'我一定要过得比他/她好。’
所以，人就会拼命生活的好。
未来的日子，还有很长，很短？
一个人心里所想的，没有任何人会明白，
所以，其他人也没必要猜来猜去。。。
就去相信眼前所看的，
是怎样，就是怎样。
因为，他们的目的就要让别人觉得他们是开心，
所以，其他人就应该要为他们开心。
也许，他们是真的过得很好！
其他的，是想太多了。。。。呵呵。。

grateful.happy.loves

2010-03-16T02:57:00.003+08:00

Its time to come back here. Hello, celebrity. I gonna lose some weights. Erm, i think not some but quite a lots.>.< But, i know i always mention to u guys that i need to diet. I think it used to become one part of my life. frankly, this time i really really really need to. No more excuses for myself anymore. Dun ask me for any supper or extra meal. No doubt, i still can be ur mealmate if necessary. However, not for everyone. =P

See, today i burnt 258 + 50 sth ( lost my previous record) calories and walked for 9km++ for 1 hr and half. I was just merely walking there without any jogging. Jordan said that i very geng in walking. *proudface* hahahahaha....JK JK....Hopefully after walking, i can own a pair of slim legs. LOL. Is it possible??? But, dont care now. Just do it! Never Give UP!!!!!!!oh ya, i even completed to watch one episod of 还珠格格while walking...(never even feel bored although i watched it over few times already). Like!

After sauna and bath, Jordan went for his dinner. He said i need to have some too so i still go although i am not so willing to. But, i was really hungry too. Aiks. Dandan, Pls dun eat so oily yang zhou fried rice. Its fattening!!! Luckily i was not attracted by his fried rice.

This is mine. Tell u, i only completed the part with eggs, soup and vege. The rest of kueh tiao i passed to dandan. hahaha... He said, " you seems like no eat at all." But, I was so full already. satisfied. happy. enjoy. As long as i happy will do. hehehe.....

One more thing that i even more happy than tat, i passed ! Yeah! horray! Grateful! Thankful!

I heart U, Lord. U r just so great to me. I believed what U made me believed with. From the first day till today, Your loves and blessings upon me never fade. It seems like tough but U go through with me all the hardships. I believe U will lead me for all the ways till the end. Lord, let me hold u more closer. I need more blessings from U~

Thanks my mummy and daddy too. Thanks for everything. Thanks God!

I am happy now!!!!!...lalalalalalalalalala........lulululululululululul......lelelelelelelelelele.....

hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha..................................

My new toys

2010-03-15T12:14:00.002+08:00

I need these so much now.

Love it, as it will make me become more prettier.

Ya, i just love to be pretty.

Who cares?

missing u

2010-03-15T01:22:00.002+08:00

i am missing that moment!

So memorable and unforgetable...

A frame of mind

2010-03-14T14:58:00.004+08:00

The weather is scorching hot. I hate to feel my head swimming so much.
My heart and mind are preoccupied with something else.
Something that i cant express out from my mouth. Its complicated.
Every decisions come all of a sudden.....I need some advices.
Inside my heart, there are too much kind of sentiments.
Sometimes, i am guessing that am i having a emotional disease.
Haha. It sounds ridiculous, right?

i am not willing to accept somebody's instructions without a murmur, so d please dont let other take u for granted.
No idea, i am fearing solely for something.
However, i feel reluctant to part with someone too.
i am not purposely to get an outcome cross to ur purpose.
I just need mutual aids from u so much.
i dont wish to be at odds with u.
An endless controversy, i dont like.

arghh....I have too much thoughts over my brain.
Its full and gonna to burst out like an explosion.
All feelings are going to flare up too.
I truly need a break and relax myself. Pray hard for myself.
I always like to strive for something that i wish to have.

i realised sth disorder of my body.
i missed my mummy badly.

T.T

escaping!

2010-03-06T14:46:00.003+08:00

i just love to sleep and sleep till never ever wake up.
So, i have many nice and wonderful dreams during my sleeping time.
instead of back to this reality world!
Too many things i need to think and solve.
How good if there are no brain in every human being?
Bring me out.

insomnia

2010-02-13T01:15:00.002+08:00

i need a new camera...
ipod touch or iphone?
new phone?
insomnia is causing me think too much.
where r u, Alvin?
its late.

Where is Alvin?

2010-02-11T00:42:00.002+08:00

T_T

2010-02-04T22:57:00.002+08:00

I no need any comforts but i just need some tissuessss.
T____________T

new year

2009-12-27T08:25:00.003+08:00

Christmas was just past by 2 days time! And the new year is coming towards me. Yet i havent thought of what to do.But im definitely spending my day with my girls and boys at church! BBQ! precious suggested that. If not, you dont have to ask me further….. party at somewhere? So far, i am not really interested on any party yet! hahaha

Anyhow, the year passed just like a splendid drama . Seriously it had been bustle of a year for me and im heavy-hearted, it coming to an end. Yet, through all these i realise the ones who really love and care for me. I couldnt say enough to them. How appreciative i am to have them during my lowest period. They are just priceless…

Now sharing my new year’s resolution 2010:
- find a goal and work towards it
- more holidays, visit japan, korea, europe....bla bla bla.....LOL....
- make it a good year!
- loving in God more....

Happy new year in advance. New year new hopes!! God bless u all.. XD

sleepy mode

2009-12-17T13:15:00.001+08:00

i just want to shout out loud~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I AM So SLEEPY~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

first time Belly dance

2009-12-02T22:34:00.002+08:00

As usual, after working i headed to celebrity fitness for my workouts and dance classes.
Lets guess what class i attend for today? No Jazz, mtv dance, step body...but is belly dance.
A dance that i never try before. I was excited and curious abt it actually.

I tell u guys, the aunties there were aggressive than me. I was shocked by their costumes. Haha...i think i am the one who r weird without the belly belt. Anyway, they were pretty indeed.

Actually, belly dance costume designs are divided into styles depending upon the number of pieces in the bra and belt. An "oriental" costume contains several pieces, including a bra and one-piece belt, a skirt, which may or may not be attached to the belt, and a veil. The picture was shown as below like what i attended just now. So, they are not my classmates as well. ( focus on the belts)

pretty right?

see, a fat lady also can dance belly dance. So, i believe i can too. ( hopefully one day in future)

Egyptian women!

They are kind, faithful, lovely and very sensual, especially when they are dancing.

Not just any dancing, but when they are belly dancing.

They can warm you to the depths of your soul when they dance.

Belly dancing flowers in every Egyptian girl's blood as she grows up.

In fact, there is no Egyptian woman who cannot belly dance.

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Since i attended for the my first class today, i cant deny that belly dancing does not mean moving only the belly.

When i belly dance, i used my entire body including my head, hair, shoulders, arms, hands, chest, belly, hips, bottoms, legs and feet. It is magic! but, its tired too.

I just feel like i got a bit "cacat" with my all movements.

i cant feel any beauty from myself. hahaha...

However, its a good try for me.

Hopefully i can love it~

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i always feel lonely when driving alone especially in traffic jam.

No one can talk with me.

But, Thanks God for creating a brilliant brain for human being to invent radio in the car.

Thanks Hitz fm to be my companion all the time. ^^

thumbs up!

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Ok, guys. I gonna continue to do my revision.

TATA~~~

enjoy ur night, midnight, morning............

God bless u all....

disturbing XD

2009-11-30T01:14:00.003+08:00

From soup to nuts, i savoured the music with relish. *relax-ing* ^^

The night still young.

While doing my revisions, i was trying to subdue the magic cubic as well.

i know i used to be dull-witted especially when playing the magic cubic. *never give up*

However, i still be smart in certain aspects such as shopping, eating and crying. lol...
Thereupon, i really very need a big wardrobe in my dream house in the future.
and yet you never can imagine how big i wish. XD

i wish i can own a walk-in wardrobe. i think this request still not too over right?
As i know, almost every gals are desirous of this. We are gals!!!!!! LOL....
Henceforth, i want to earn more money for my own good. hahahahahahaah.... *joking*

i think i am much more to be a disturber than a blogger now cos keep talking and dreaming nonsense here.
hahahaha...

ok la......tata, everyone.........

encounter

2009-11-28T22:31:00.002+08:00

I was over fatigued with work, perhaps I still wasnt excited on encounter camp.

But on Friday noon, upon reaching saturday night just now, that feeling of lethargy totally changed.

Now, I forgot my worries, forgot my troubles, and my problems just melt into oblivion.

Only full of hopes and smiles on my face. *shines*

All because of Loves from Jesus Christ.

I love u, Lord.

Tonight, i gonna have a sweet dream.

cheers, everyone.

Tomorrow is another brand new day. =)

True love waits

2009-11-23T13:11:00.004+08:00

One day in future,

I hope i can step on the red carpet and walk along together with my beloved one.

Who is that actually?

U know?

i have no idea.

It sounds like a bit mystery but interesting also.

Anyway, I am waiting for u.

Background clearance *hehe*

A short note:

I really appreciate the things you had done for me for the past years till now..

Without you, my life couldnt never be so complete and safe.

You did a great job as a friend cum siater, and pardon me if i didnt.

On this *special* day, i shall spare all the talkings and let you know...

i am serious. *shy*

I dont know if that call came at the right time…

but i know love isit about keeping.
You learn to accept, learn to let go.

Cast that emo aside,

Im back as a brand new me.

GO GO GO, mine mine!!!!

hahaha.....

Bye.

真正爱你的女人是这样的

2009-10-14T14:59:00.002+08:00

1.真正爱你的女孩，在别人面前总是野蛮，只会为你温柔，眼泪特别多；
2.真正爱你的女孩，总是会对你说：别抽烟！尽管她知道你改不了，还是不耐烦的说；
3.真正爱你的女孩，无时无刻都想知道你在干什么；
4.真正爱你的女孩，会为你晚回家而着急，然后不停的给你手机拨电话，直到手机没电；
5.真正爱你的女孩，不会管你的钱，而你自然会心甘情愿的把所有钱都给她；
6.真正爱你的女孩，不许你在她面前夸别的女孩子漂亮，也许她心里也那么想，但是不许你在她面前那么说；
7.真正爱你的女孩，会想尽办法给你好吃的东西，因为她愿意和分享一切她最好的；
8.真正爱你的女孩，会在你气她的时候，默不作声，然后红着脸，嘟着嘴，等你去哄她；
9.真正爱你的女孩，有时候会在你面前变得无理取闹，撒娇任性；
10.真正爱你的女孩，会特别在意你在兄弟面前的面子；
11.真正爱你的女孩，不会跟你生气，总是假装生气，你说两句好话便马上开心；
12.真正爱你的女孩，如果你总是在她面前提到她和别的男生，她会马上泪如雨下；
13.真正爱你的女孩，记得所有你们一起有意义的日子，并且为你送上惊喜；
14.真正爱你的女孩，希望你在每年生日的时候都许下同一个愿望，就是永远和她在一起；
15.真正爱你的女孩，不会干涉你太多，她愿意永远做你背后的女人；
16.真正爱你的女孩，她的一切都在证明，你是她生命中唯一的男人;
17.真正爱你的女孩......真正爱你的女人，在你为生活忙碌了一天以后，不会因为你身上的汗味难闻而远离你，会温柔地为你擦去汗渍；
真正爱你的女人，在你懒得不想洗澡的时候，帮你打好水给你泡脚，帮你洗脸按摩，而不会一脚把你揣下床；
真正爱你的女人，帮你洗衣服的时候从来不会有怨言，因为她觉得为你洗衣服也是一件很幸福的事；
真正爱你的女人，会在你内心空虚的时候陪你度过一个又一个晚上，而当你忘记她的时候她却不会怪你；
真正爱你的女人，在你提出分手的时候虽然很不舍得但还是会马上答应你，因为她知道你和她在一起已经不会快乐；
真正爱你的女人，会在买自己东西的时候对比三家，但会毫不犹豫地买下你喜欢的东西；
真正爱你的女人，总是把自己最活跃的一面展现给你，因为她希望你看到的总是一个阳光的自己；
真正爱你的女人，在你伤害了她后躲在自己的房间里偷偷地哭，因为她不想让你心存内疚；
真正爱你的女人，一颗心总是在你身上：今天过得好不好？有没有注意休息？有没有按时吃饭？真正爱你的女人，会在你和别的女人交往的时候默默地为你祈祷祝福，因为她是真的很希望你幸福；
真正爱你的女人，不会和你说她有多么的在乎你希望你时时刻刻在她的身边，因为她知道你喜欢自由地呼吸空气；
真正爱你的女人，在撑伞的时候总会把伞靠近你，因为她宁愿自己生病也不愿意让你淋一点雨；真正爱你的女人，会在她最快乐的时候打给电话给你，因为他希望你能分享到她的快乐，她喜欢和你一起分享的感觉；
真正爱你的女人，会抛开一切和你一起疯，因为她希望你和她在一起的时候不会有压抑的感觉；真正爱你的女人，会拒绝所有对她示爱的男生，因为她的心里就只有你一个；
真正爱你的女人，会全心全意地支持你，和你一起做的你喜欢做的事；
真正爱你的女人，不会让你因为她而停止了你前进地脚步，她会鼓励你让你没有顾虑的往前走；真正爱你的女人，在分开了以后还是会常常想你，然后给远方的你打给电话或发短信和你说要注意身体；
真正爱你的女人，从不会要求你送她什么贵重的礼物，她只希望在她生日的时候你可以陪她度过一整天；
真正爱你的女人，她会让其他的女人介入你的生活，因为她希望你可以找到你所认为的属于自己的幸福；
真正爱你的女人，她会一直等，等到你对她说“我爱你”的那个时候。

好文章：母亲，我怎么让你等了那么久

2009-10-10T11:46:00.001+08:00

好感人！看了直掉眼泪......
子欲养而亲不在……很感人的一篇文章, 雖然長了點可是只花費你一些時間....
請好好的把它看完.母亲，我怎么让你等了那么久..........文/ *刘继荣*

母亲真的老了，变得孩子般缠人，每次打电话来，总是满怀热诚地问：「你什么时候回家？」　　且不说相隔一千多里路，要转三次车，光是工作、孩子已经让我分身无术，哪里还抽得出时间回家。母亲的耳朵不好，我解释了半天，她仍旧热切地问：「你什么时候能回来？」　　

几次三番，我终于没有了耐心，在电话里冲母亲大声嚷嚷，她终于听明白，默默挂了电话。隔几天，母亲又问同样的问题，只是那语调怯怯地，没有了底气。像个不甘心的孩子，明知问了也是白问，可就是忍不住。我心一软，沉吟了一下。　　

母亲见我没有烦，立刻开心起来。她欣喜地向我描述：「后院的石榴都开花了，西瓜快熟了，你回来吧。」　

　我为难地说：「那么忙，怎么能请得上假呢！」她急急地说：「你就说妈妈得了癌，只有半年的活头了！」我立刻责怪她胡说，她呵呵地笑了。小时候，每逢刮风下雨，我不想去上学，便装肚子疼，被母亲识破，挨了一顿好骂。现在老了，她反而教着女儿说谎了，我又好气又好笑。　　

这样的问答不停地重复着，我终于不忍心，告诉她下个月一定回去，母亲竟高兴得哽咽起来。可不知怎么了，永远都有忙不完的事，每件事都比回家重要，最后，到底没能回去。电话那头的母亲，仿佛没有力气再说一个字，我满怀内疚：「妈，生气了吧？」母亲这一回听真了，她连忙说：「孩子，我没有生你的气，我知道你忙。」　　

可是没几天，母亲的电话催得越发紧了。她说，葡萄熟了，梨熟了，快回来吃吧。我说，有什么稀罕，这里满大街都是，花个十元八元就能吃个够。母亲不高兴了，我又耐下性子来哄她：「不过，那些东西都是化肥和农药喂大的，哪有你种的好呢。」母亲得意地笑起来。　　

星期六那天，气温特别高，我不敢出门，开了空调在家里呆着。孩子嚷嚷雪糕没了，我只好下楼去超市买。在暑气蒸腾的街头，我忽然就看见了母亲的背影。看样子她刚下车，胳膊上挎着个篮子，背上背着沉甸甸的袋子，她弯着腰，左躲右闪着，怕别人碰了她的东西。在拥挤的人流里，母亲每走一步都很吃力。我大声地叫她，她急急抬起满是热汗的脸，四处寻找，看见我走过来，竟惊喜地说不出话来。　　

一回到家，母亲就喜滋滋地往外捧那些东西。她的手青筋暴露，十指上都缠着胶布，手背上有结了痂的血口子。母亲笑着对我说：「吃呀，你快吃呀，这全是我挑出来的。」我这没有出过远门的母亲，只为着我的一句话，便千里迢迢地赶了来。她坐的是最便宜、没有空调的客车，车上又热又挤，但那些水灵灵的葡萄和梨子都完好无损。我想象不出，她一路上是如何过来的，我只知道，在这世上，凡有母亲的地方就有奇迹。　　

母亲只住了三天，她说我太辛苦，起早贪黑地上班，还要照顾孩子，她干着急却帮不上忙。城里的厨房设施，她一样也不敢碰，生怕弄坏了。她自己悄悄去订了票，又悄悄地一个人走。　　

才回去一星期，母亲又说想我了，不住地催我回家。我苦笑：「妈，你再耐心一些吧！」第二天，我接到姨妈的电话：「你妈妈病了，你快回来吧。」我急得眼前发黑，泪眼婆娑地奔到车站，赶上了最后一趟车。　

　一路上，我心里不住地祈祷。我希望这是母亲骗我的，我希望她好好的。我愿意听她的唠叨，愿意吃光她给我做的所有饭菜，愿意经常抽空来看她。此时，我才知道，人活到八十岁也是需要母亲的。　　

车子终于到了村口，母亲小跑着过来，满脸的笑。我抱住她，又想哭又想笑，嗔怪道：「你说什么不好，说自己有病，亏你想得出！」受了责备的母亲，仍然无限地欢喜，她只是想看到我。　　母亲乐呵呵地忙进忙出，摆了一桌子好吃的东西，等着我的夸奖。我毫不留情地批评：「红豆粥煮糊了；水煎包子的皮太厚；卤肉味道太咸。」母亲的笑容顿时变得尴尬，她无奈地搔着头。我心里暗笑，我知道，一旦我说什么东西好吃，母亲非得逼我吃一大堆，走的时候还要带上，就这样，我被她喂得肥肥白白，怎么都瘦不下去。而且，不贬低她，我怎么有机会占领灶台呢？

　　我给母亲做饭，跟她聊天，母亲长时间地凝视着我，眼里满是疼爱。无论我说什么，她都虔诚地半张着嘴，侧着耳朵凝神地听，就连午睡，她也坐在床边，笑咪咪地看着我。我说：「既然这么疼我，为什么不跟着我住呢？」她说住不惯城里的高楼。　　

没呆几天，我就急着要回去，母亲苦苦央求我再住一天。她说，今早已托人到城里买菜了，一会儿准能回来，她一定要好好给我做顿饭。县城离这儿九十多里路，母亲要把所有她认为好吃的东西都弄回来，让我吃下去，她才能心安。　　

从姨妈家回来的时候，母亲精心准备的菜肴，终于端上了桌，我不禁惊诧──鱼鳞没有刮尽、鸡块上是细密的鸡毛、香油金针菇里居然有头发丝。无论是荤的还是素的，都让人无法下箸。母亲年轻时那么爱干净，如今老了竟邋遢得这样。母亲见我挑来挑去就是不吃，她心疼地妥协了，送我去坐夜班车。　　

天很黑，母亲挽着我的胳膊。她说，你走不惯乡下的路。她陪我上了车，不住地嘱咐东嘱咐西，车子都开了，才急着下去，衣角却被车门夹住，险些摔倒。我哽咽着，趴在车窗上大叫：「妈，妈，你小心些！」她没听清楚，边追着车跑边喊：「孩子，我没有生你的气，我知道你忙！」　　这一回，母亲仿佛满足了，她竟没有再催过我回家，只是不断地对我说些开心的事：「家里又添了只很乖的小牛犊；明年开春，她要在院子里种好多好多的花。」听着听着，我心里一片温暖。　　到年底，我又接到姨妈的电话。她说：「你妈妈病了，快回来吧。」我哪里相信，我们前天才通的话，母亲说自己很好，叫我不要挂念。　　

姨妈只是不住地催我，半信半疑的我还是回去了，并且买了一大袋母亲爱吃的油糕。　　

车到村头的时候，我伸长脖子张望着，母亲没来接我，我心里忽地就有了种不祥的预感。　　

姨妈告诉我，给我打电话的时候，母亲就已经不在了，她走得很安详。半年前，母亲就被诊断出了癌症，只是她没有告诉任何人，仍和平常一样乐呵呵地忙里忙外，并且把自己的后事都安排妥当了。姨妈还告诉我，母亲老早就患了眼疾，看东西很费劲。

我紧紧地把那袋油糕抱在胸前，一颗心仿佛被人挖走。原来，母亲知道自己剩下的日子不多了，才不住地打电话叫我回家，她想再多看我几眼，再和我多说几句话。原来，我挑剔着不肯下箸的饭菜，是她在视力模糊的情况下做的，我是多么的粗心！我走的那个晚上，她一个人是如何摸索到家，她跌倒了没有，我永远都无从知道了。

母亲，在生命最后的时光里，还快乐地告诉我，牵牛花爬满了旧烟囱，扁豆花开得像我小时候穿的紫衣裳。你留下所有的爱，所有的温暖，然后安静地离开。　

我知道，你是这世上唯一不会生我气的人，唯一肯永远等着我的人，也就是仗着这份宠爱，我才敢让你等了那么久。　

是，母亲，我真的有那么忙吗？*

cute love story

2009-10-07T17:25:00.002+08:00

gal: am i pretty?
boy: no.
gal: do u wish to live with me?
boy: no.
gal: will u cry if i leave u?
boy: no.
after that the gal start to cry, the boy pulled her closer 2 him n said" u are not pretty but the prettiest, i dont want to live with u, but i live for you, if u leave me. I wont cry, but I will die.

^^ love is so true.

主捎来的一封信，您有时间看看吗？

2009-10-02T09:03:00.001+08:00

亲爱的朋友：
今天早晨，当你起床的时候，我在旁端详着你，并且希望你能和我说话；即使是几句短短的字句，询问我的意见或是为了昨天发生的一些事感谢我。但是我发现，你一起床就很忙，忙着找适当的衣服穿去上班。我再一次等候。当你在房子里东跑西跑，忙着准备出门时，我知道你有几分钟可以停下来和我打个招呼，但，你还是太忙了。后来，你有十五分钟，呆坐在椅子上，什么都没做。然后你突然站起来，我想你大概要对我说话，没想到你竟然跑到电话那儿拨了号码给朋友闲聊了一番。我看着你去上班，我一整天耐心地等着你。从你一天的活动，我知道你真的没空和我聊一聊。

结果午餐的时候，你四周观望了一下。或许你觉得在他人面前和我说话很丢脸，所以你也没有低头向我谢饭。你看到前面几桌有你的朋友在开动之前简短地对我说了几句话但是你还是无法做到。没关系。反正还有时间，我希望你可以和我说说。你下班回家了，但好像你还有许多的事要忙。做了几件事后，你打开电视，我不知道你是否喜欢看电视，你拿着选台器一个个频道不段地跳着。你每天花很多时间坐在电视机前，脑袋空空毫无思索，只是欣赏着节目。我还是很有耐心地等你看完电视，吃完晚餐，但是你还是不理会我。

上床的时间到，我猜你大概累坏了。你向家人道晚安后，一股脑儿地躲进被窝里，准时倒头就睡。那也没关系，因为你可能没发现我随时在你旁边守候着你，我有的耐性是远超过你所思所想的，我甚至想教导你如何对待他人也要有耐心。我非常的爱你，以至于我每天等候你向我点个头、祷告、想到我，或者从内心深处说出你对我的感谢。单向的会话实在很难的……。嗯，你又起床了，你一次次地起床，我会一直用爱等候，盼望今天你能给我一点时间。祝你顺心如意。

朋友，我们是否常因为忙碌、害羞或信心不足等因素，常常忽略了和神说话呢？虽然我们是如此的软弱，但神却一直与我们同在，深爱着我们，并且愿意用一颗宽容的心，等待我们再次的归向祂……

hectic weeks

2009-10-01T13:30:00.002+08:00

tues: assignments
wed: assignments
thurs: assignments (today)
Fri: assignments
Sat: assignments + dinner with juan ma
Sun: assignments
Mon: assignments
Tues: assignments
wed: assignments
Thurs: assignments
Fri: date of submission ^^

So, i think nth i can blog for these 2 weeks unless i done my things. So stressful and out of idea.
But, there sure must have outcome in the end. So, worry wad, mine. Just Go ahead!! I need more wisdoms from U, God. Pour down on me~ Amen.

miserable

2009-09-29T01:27:00.002+08:00

Now already 1.28am. I just only done my packing.

Later 5 sth need go to airport ald.

I am kinda of heavy hearted feeling right now.

i dun wish back to KL.

But, what can i do?

Nth i can do.

I still need back to reality.

Full of assignments are waiting for me.

I think gonna go through quite tough within these 2 weeks.

i need more wisdoms, God.

A kind of miserable feeling on me too..

Sigh...Dont know how to express out.

I just hope everything should be fine.

I need focus on U only, God.

Help me~

sigh...Stop to thinking so much now.

I need to SLEEP now!

Bye...

blank

2009-09-28T13:28:00.002+08:00

breakfast-cum-lunch with betty and kr just now.

Half-dead staring blankly at the computer screen now.

im definitely not wishing to do my packing...

i gonna miss my mum again...:(

* someone please shake me up *

manukan and sapi island

2009-09-23T18:34:00.003+08:00

Last week, i went for my trip again.

This time my destinations are islands islands......

yeah, i love naturals which are created by God.

Its really awesome scenery that i saw.

Nothing i can express with my grateful heart,

I just only say "thanks, Lord for everything."

thus, Thumbs up to my Heavenly Ahba......^^

Well, the main purpose for this time trip of cos are those islands.

i dint join any water activities like banana boat and etc.

As i only want to walk around and relax myself from those pressures that i am facing.

Of cos with my panasonic lumix, i captured lots of photos.

I love to capture indeed. ^^(actually influenced from my cg members)

They can camwhoring in any sessions or any places..

Aiks..i get used of them oledi. So, its fine. They are still the besties for me.

From those photos below, u can noticed that i wear so tight to protect myself to escape from sunburn.

I dun wan getting darker and darker as my skin is origin dark oledi.

All ppl are saying that i became darker after back from taiwan trip bcos is summer time there.

So, to avoid the same thing happen again, i just want wrapped up myself tightly.

Frankly, its damn hot. But, u know la..

Gals are always "爱美不要命''...LOL..So, u know la......

oh ya, i forgot to tell u guys that, i think the most unforgettable moment was sitting on the speed boat. I barely wanna cried out of the unstability of the boat.

Can u imagine that, the situation just like sitting on the banana boat which keep shaking up and down, right and left. Its really scary man...

Of cos i screamed all the way to manukan island. LOL...funny right?But, i dun care much.

Its just same as that and the only difference was i dint fall into the sea.

On the way, beside screamed out loud, i keep saying " Jesus, save me!!" (in chinese)

Hahaha..when recalling back that moment, i also feel i am funny. wakakaka..XD

Sapi island

New fren from the same boat as me. I dunno her name actually..haha

manukan island..

End of my islands' trip.

I am wondering where is my next destination.

i think i should change from shopping maniac to travel maniac.

Am i correct? haha...But, tats my latest hobby...

Yoyoyoyoyoyoy...

i love travelling indeed~~ThankS GOD~

I love U, Dad......

blur

2009-09-16T22:55:00.004+08:00

i reached here finally after 2 and half hours.
Today, its happened 2 big cases for me.
first, i nearly cant checked in my luggage bcos i was late.
my flight was 5 pm but 4.40 i only arrived the departure hall.
What a careless and blur thing i did today.
Thanks God, a kind mas crew helped me to settle it.
I think i am the last one passenger who went in. ^^
opss, before checked in my luggage, i forgot to scan my luggage somemore.
What a blur thingy i did again.
however, I was having a delicious meal in the plane.
Thumbs up to MH.
Alright, another thing that was i lost my luggage key.
i forgot where i put after locked it.
U know how clever i am , i used other key to force it to open. (It cause my fingers so pain too)
Yes! i did it! But, its also indirectly proved that my luggage is not that secure actually.
but, luckily its still got password setting. so still ok~
What a blur day for me today.....@@
aiya...i started to miss my dear cg family........
How are you guys?

fly...

2009-09-16T02:04:00.002+08:00

i gonna fly again..
i really lazy to do my packing now.
i want to sleep first.
thinking to start my packing only in the morning later,
since my flight is 5pm.
Bye, nite.......

家

2009-09-15T11:07:00.002+08:00

我家的弟兄姐妹，默契越来越来好。。

我们可以稀里哗啦唱起共同要唱的歌。。

不管会歌词还是不会，

总之，就唱就是了。

但是，我们很厉害叻。。

因为我可以把它唱得很好听耶。。

感谢赞美主。。

虽然我们常常当中有一些的小插曲，

可是我们不会因为这些的小插曲而击倒，

最后我们还是会抱在一起大哭。

多美的画面。

神在我的生命中画了很多的画。。

我喜欢这些画。

也因为这些画，我才有今天的我。

虽然有悲伤，但是我感恩，因为神让我经历这一切。

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好吧，说到我家了，那就说说我家以外的朋友。

我有两个从小到大的朋友。

一个是莉霓，另一个是颐颖。

你们有没有发现他们的名字都好复杂哦。。

不过我喜欢叻。

只是苦了他们小时候学写名字。

难怪他们现在那么聪明。

我们自从中学毕业后，就很少见面。

因为各分东西，

可是当我们遇到时，我们又是那么的熟悉对方。

说一个好笑的东西，

我为过他们流泪，

听了好像很奇怪。。

他们没有骂我，也没有打我。

因为我把他们成为我真正的朋友。

我流泪痛苦是因为当看到他们难过时，

我不知道如何帮助他们。

那时的我，我觉得自己很没用。

看到他们难过，我的心更加不好受。

当我想把福音传给他们时，

她拒绝了耶稣，也间接拒绝了我。

我顿时感受到痛心，眼泪又不听使唤，

在他们面前流了下来。

我知道那时，天父的心情比我更难过百倍。

对不起，天父爸爸。

女儿，尽力了。

但是，我没有放弃哦。。

因为天父从来都没放弃过任何一个人。

我是祂宝贝女儿，怎么可以说放就放呢？

加油，刘思伶。

噢，再说一个很巧的东东。。

我们三个人有一个共同点。

我们的名字都是花。。

Jasmine, Lily and Flora.

神，很可爱对吧？

神创造花是很美的。

所以，我们也很美的啊！！

对不对？

我不是骄傲哦。。

因为我要把我的生命活出更美。。

活出美好的人生。。

朋友，加油吧。。

虽然你们看不到，但是，

我永远不放弃你们。

我会永远支持你们，

不管你们做任何事。。

我会在祷告中纪念你们。。

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说到家，我原本的诗巫的家，

对他们的爱肯定是不动摇。。

希望他们都一切安好。

我还有一个家，就是我在kl的家。

里头有七个人住。

很对不起神，我又常常忽略他们了。

我很少关心他们，

那天，就在一个夜深的时候，

我也不知道哪来的勇气，

跟他们传福音去了。

她们很认真地听，

虽然她们很多不懂我在讲什么，

不过，感谢神让我踏出那一步。

接下来会有什么样的造化，

由神亲自来带领。

说到一半，其中一个室友，

就分享她的家事，

说着说着，她就跟着哭。

我看到时，我的眼泪也泛眶了。

想必她一定很辛苦走来的。

更难过的是她不认识耶稣。

那时我错过了一个机会为她祷告。

想了但是到最后没做到。

神啊，对不起。

再给我一次机会吧。。

我想我真的要好好为这个家祷告。

祝福他们。。。

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我学习如何更爱每个人，

我学习有忍耐的心，

有怜悯的心，

也学习更有耐性。

神，请坚固我的心思意念。

我要一直抓住你给我的应许，

走下去。

神，我有一个小小计划，

但是不懂这计划，是不是在你的计划中，

快快给我看见吧。。。。

你知道我说什么哦。。。。

呵呵。。

天父爸爸，耶稣哥哥，给你们一个傻脸。。

不可以笑我！！XD

我有话对他们说

2009-09-14T15:24:00.005+08:00

听着听着，吹呀吹，烧呀烧。。
最近，我也不懂为什么我的泪腺发达。。
回想起三年前我来到这里，我那一副很欠揍得脸让人可怕。
那时候我认识了两个好朋友，颖和connie。
从来没有觉得自己可以有很好的朋友姐妹。
我也从来没想过我会在这里有什么造化。
但是神很可爱，祂把我安排在这个家庭里。
起初，只有小家庭（豪爸爸，凤妈妈，壁虎哥哥，还有几个已经换组了）
如今我们这个小家庭变成大家庭。
我爱这个家，他们陪伴我成长。
只有在这个家，我才是真正的我，肆无忌坦的大哭。
完全放下自己的颜面，尽情的大笑。
我爱每个人，真的。
对不起姐妹弟兄们，如果我有不知觉中伤害你们的。
我要向你们道歉。
感谢天父，赐给我有一个很棒的属灵爹地和妈咪。
感谢天父，给我一大堆的很赞的哥哥，妹妹，弟弟。。
为什么没有姐姐，因为我在他们当中是姐姐。唉。。
但是我好像没做到什么姐姐的榜样。。
对不起咯，我的弟弟妹妹们。。
但是，姐姐要跟你们说，我对你们的爱只有增没减。
就好像爱我的天上的父和耶稣哥哥。
我的哥哥们，我也是很爱你们的哦。。
壁虎哥哥，我有话对你说，
你那无厘头的保护和爱护，我都深深的记载在我的脑海里。。
蛋蛋哥哥，你那呵护和保护我，我都只知道。
好啦，知道你爱史奴比，以后去哪里看到都特地感动“想”到你。哈哈。。
颖妹，你那可爱的笑声，玩食物，害羞的样子，
我想我应该不可能会忘记的啦。。
想到你那怕狗，怕猫的样子，我只能说我再也找不到第二个了。
再想到当我在痛心大哭时，你默默地躲在角落也哭，
我就知道我们的感情是多么深。
妮妮妹妹，知道你应该不会看到这，
不过我还是有话对你说，
你的幽默和笑声我领教过了，我喜欢。
请原谅我对你的忽略，缺少关心你。
但是，我其实一直都在留意你，因为你是我亲爱的妮妮！
不要忘记我们是沐恩三剑客噢~！呵呵。。
祝祝弟弟，说是弟弟，但是感觉好像我比较象妹妹。
呃。。我不是说你比我老，
我是说，你比我成熟多了，想哥哥照顾妹妹一样。
谢谢你咯。。
雪儿妹妹，你那无声无息的讲话声，
常常很冷静的脸，你到底有那么冷静吗？哈哈。。
你常常有很多话想说，但是你选择不说。。
不可以这样的噢。。嘻嘻。。知道吗？
也许，我帮不到你但是我们有天父爸爸帮我们呀。。对吗？
加油！！加油~~为你打气！
莲莲妹妹，你很好笑，想到你说“我躺在床上不用一分钟我就可以睡了”
超好笑的！你那可爱的眼睛，我只能说大眼睛的都没你可爱呢！！对吗，各位？
我想和你的关系更好一点，可以吗？哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。
怡儿妹妹，你啊。。我想问你？你还可以再成熟一点吗？
年级轻轻，想得也太多了吧？
我都觉得惭愧，成熟度没比你多，但是年龄就比你大。
最懂得做人就是你了！我欣赏你！
诗怡妹妹，你是我很少沟通的那位，
我知道你想谈恋爱哦。。但是，切记，
放大眼睛好好选择呀。。先祷告是不是他。。收到吗？哈哈
旭旭哥哥，我现在才知道你比我大一个月。。
哎呀。。不小心做了你的妹妹。。呵呵。。
你啊你啊。。迟来报到儿。
你已经错过了很多精彩的回忆。。
不过，没关系，我可以告诉你，
从现在开始，你的人生将会是丰富精彩，
只因你拥有我们和天父。尽情期待吧！
懋懋弟弟，你是我们当中最小，
虽然，你没有在我们的母组里，
但是，你仍然是大家心目中的小王子。
你知道哥哥姐姐们都很关心你的吗？
如果，你没感觉的话，我代表所有人向你说对不起。。
我们是一家人，有什么事都可以和我们说，
只要你愿意。。。。
凤妈妈，世上只有妈妈好。。
果然没错，你为我们的劳心劳力，
我们都知道，对不起了。。
如果我们常常使你难过了。。
我知道你站在这个位置上很不容易，
常常跌倒时没有人晓得。。
记得，你的孩子们都爱你。。。
最后，我的亲爱的豪爸爸，
你看似小孩子一样，但是你的内心是充满对主的热诚和衷心，
你那长气的口，我们知道句句都是真心为我们好。。
对不起，常常无意中的投诉。。原谅我们吧！！！！
我知道你没那么小气的啦。。
补充一句，今天豪爸爸说心痛了，
我问他怎么了？
他说，他的经理生日让他破费了。。
他还说，oh no...我是过着俭朴的生活。。
以为什么事呢？爸爸，你也太夸张了吧？
笑活我了。。没办法。。我就是有这么可爱的爸爸。。

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。。

再续。。。。

失眠

2009-09-09T04:04:00.002+08:00

神啊！

你这次又要给我什么样的教训呢？

我怕我没有能力承受了啦。。。

告诉我吧。。

首先，错过了，

第二，迷路了,

第三，冒烟了，

第四，迟到了，

第五，不见了，

第六，找不到，

第七，心痛了，

第八，难眠了，

第九，很累了。。

还有吗？？还有多少呢？

一个晚上而已呢。。。

唉。。还是要感恩吗？

对啊。。记得要感恩。。。。。

狗狗

2009-09-08T11:12:00.002+08:00

爸爸的mms

我们家的狗

它有跟很多人拍照。。

有ah beh,whitney,jordan.....

Yingying 很怕它。

记得新年的时候，它为了闪它，结果把我家的杯打破了。。

哈哈。。你还记得吗？

很久没有看到它了。。

是不是长大了呢？？

Miss this so much!!

2009-09-06T22:10:00.003+08:00

I am missing this right now.

Juan ma intended to open this kind of shop.

Guess what i tell her?

I wanna ber her partner too.

SO, i can eat it everyday..

hahaha...

I am serious.^^

I think ying Ying will "举脚赞成''..

LOL

Check it more :

http://www.blackball.url.tw/

宜蘭之旅

2009-09-02T10:59:00.004+08:00

-The forth day of taipei's tour-

We went to Yilan- a place that i unexpected to go in this time trip.

Its out of my plans actually.

But, God always has his own plan on me.

YeAh! thanks, John. He is our tour guide for the day.

train ticket from taipei to yilan.

left hand side is mine. Another is Grace one.

Finally, we reached.

thanks God. We got VIP tickets for 2009 Yilan International Rain Festival.
We are VIP. haha

The weather was HOT HOT HOT!!

So, i ate a ice cream to cool down myself.

The sea is blue. But, my mood was high...

hehe..

I love this photo so much.

Thanks John.

Before leaving to train station, last capture with John's family.

The only guy in this photo, that is John. The one who pregnant beside him is her anata.

hehe..

-end-

p/s: i am getting more lazier to talk abt my taipei trip.

by Ps jay

2009-08-28T16:40:00.004+08:00

Symthoms of the need of inner healing:

1) insecurity

2) Anguish

3) lack of goals

4) lack dreams

5) Not organised

6) Dont trust others

7) slow in everything

8) need affirmation from others

9) timid

10) Dominate / stubborn

11) isolated

How many u spot it? if got any one of these, u must go for inner healing as soon as possible.

We always feel suffer about our life and keep blaming God why we got such a bad luck and bad things tat we faced. However, there are so many unrealised things that suffered by Jesus. He always know our pain so much as we know because He the one who experienced through those pains much earlier than us that we never know.

1) Jesus Knows our pain because Jesus lives through rejection

Isaiah 53: 3- He was despised and rejected by men, a man of sorrows, and familiar with suffering. Like one from whom men hide their faces he was despised, and we esteemed him not.

他被藐视，被人拒绝，是个多受痛苦，熟悉病患的人。他像被人掩面不看的人一样；他被藐视，我们也不重视他。以赛亚书53：3

Mathew1：18-19- This is how the birth of Jesus Christ came about: His mother Mary was pledged to be married to Joseph, but before they came together, she was found to be with child through the Holy spirit. Because Joseph her husband was a righteous man and did not want to expose her to public disgrace, he had in mind to divorce her quietly.

耶稣基督的降生是这样的：耶稣的母亲马利亚许配了约瑟，他们还没有成亲，马利亚就从圣灵怀了孕。他丈夫约瑟是个义人，不愿张扬使她羞辱，就打算暗中与她解除婚约。

2）Jesus knows ur pain because He birth & childhood were difficult

Mathew 2:13-When they had gone, an angel of the lord appeared to Joseph in a dream. "Get up," he said, "take the child and his mother ands escape to Egypt. Stay there until i tell you, for Herod is going to search for the child to kill him."

他们走了以后，主的使者在梦中向约瑟显现，说：“起来，带着孩子和他母亲逃到埃及去，留在那里，直到我再指示你，因为希律要寻找这孩子，把他杀掉。”马太福音2：13

3) Jesus knows ur pain because He was abandoned.

Luke 2: 42-46-When he was twelve years old, they went up to the feast, according to the custom. After the Feast was over, while his parents were returning home, the boy Jesus stayed behind in Jerusalem, but they were unware of it. Thinking he was in their company, they traveled on for a day. Then they began looking for him among their relatives and friends. When they did not find him, they went back to Jerusalem to look for him. After three days they found him in the temple courts, sitting among the teachers, listening to them and asking them questions.

当他十二岁时，他们按着节期的惯例，照常上去。过完了节，他们回去的是的时候，孩童耶稣仍留在耶路撒冷，他父母却不知道，还以为他在同行的人中间。走了一天，就在亲戚和熟人中找他，没有找到，就转回耶路撒冷找他。过了三天，才发现他在圣殿里，坐在教师中间，一面听，一面问。路加2：42-47

4）Jesus know our pain because He was betrayed.

Luke 22:47-48 While he was still speaking a crowd came up, and the man who was called Judas, one of the Twelve was leading them. He approached Jesus to kiss him, but Jesus asked him,"Judas, are you betraying the Son of Man with a kiss?"

5) Jesus know our pain because He was denied/ disowned

Mathew 26 : 69-70 Now Peter was sitting out in the countryard, and servant girl came him. "You also were with Jesus of Galilee, " she said. But he denied it before them all. " I dont know what you're talking about," he said.

6) Jesus experienced loneliness

Mathew 26: 36-38,40 Then Jesus went with his disciples to a place called Gethsemane, and he said to them, "sit here while i go over there and pray." He took Peter and the two sons of Zebedee along with him, and he began to be sorrowful and troubled. Then he said to them, " my soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death. Stay here and keep watch with me." 40 Then he returned to his disciples and found them sleeping. " Could you men not keep watch with me for one hour?" he asked Peter.

7) Jesus walked through persecution

Mathew 2 :13 When they gone, an angel of the Lord appeared to Joseph in a dream. "Get up, he said, take the child and his mother and escape to Egypt. Stay there until i tell you, for Herod is going to search for the child to kill him." So he got up, took the child and his mother during the night and left for Egypt.

John 7:1-5 After this, Jesus went around in Galilee, purposely staying away from Judea because the Jews there were waiting to take his life. But when the Jewish Feast of Tabernacles was near, Jesus' brothers said to him, "you ought to leave here and ho Judea, so that your disciples may see the miracles you do. No one who wants to become a public figure acts in secret. Since you are doing these things, show yourself to the world." For even his own brothers did not believe in him.

8) Jesus was abused & verbally

Mathew 26 : 67-68 Then they spit in his face and struck him with their fists. Others slapped him and said, " Prophesy to us, Christ. Who hit you?"

9) Jesus was sexually humilated/disgrace

Mark 15:24 And they crucified him. Dividing up his clothes, they cast lots to see what each would get.

Hence, be grateful and thankful to our Jesus because He know us well more than anyone beside us. Anything that we owned today, all are from God. Thanks, Jesus. You are so good to me~:D

Oh~~ what a glorious day, what a glorious way~~

the third day

2009-08-28T10:33:00.009+08:00

Sorry for the delay about the taiwan journey as i just back from Fight for Christ conference in Malacca yesterday.

well, i am lazying to descibe the all the way of journeys so i think i only brief some for you all. LOL.

ok, as the first day and second day, 师母prepared breakfast for us. Today's breakfast is 水煎包.

One of the famous food in taiwan too. Its special and nice.
After breakfast, we walked to the MRT station for heading to our destination 五分铺.
One of the shopping heaven for gals..I was so excited.

the only way we can take photo together was camwhoring.

LOL...

Again, we were camwhoring inside of the MRT.

After reached 忠孝东路station, we need to have interchange of the station then jus can reach to our destination. before that, lets us captured one!

A long way escalator.

Dalah~~ here we came. Its really a narrow path as you see in the photo.

is me~lalalalalalalalala~

finally we got a 3 person photo. Thanks to the lady boss~

Around 3, we just having our lunch.

The famous 卤肉饭again.

Very de nice!!!

Me with the rice.

grace and me~a quick capture.

the famous one also.

thanks Tammy jie for the treat.

Nice or not?

i said , '' great!!!!".

马汉全席 the best one that i ever tried.

富霸王猪脚---must go!!!!!

卤味also one of the famous food in taiwan.

the second one shopping mall we went.

101 taipei.

captured randomly.

After we visited the shop, "ka char"~

Inside the Loewe shop, Tammy and juan were asking for the bag price.

We love to take photos....

Finally find a angle to take with the building of 101. its too bad cant capture the whole building till the top.

before leaving.

the internal design of 101.

i captured this in the car so its a bit blur..

The famous Ice shop in taiwan where in the 永康路.

Everyone who go to taiwan must go have a try!!!!

If not, we will regret.

See, how attractive of this. It cost 160 new taiwan.

How good if i can eat this right now. Aiks...

the last destination-- 中正纪念堂

-end of the third day-

second pretty day of my journey~

2009-08-22T14:23:00.009+08:00

yo~~come to my second day lu~~

Today, we wake up quite early bcos later need for morning prayer meeting at 8am.

Although we all need to wake up early but i still the one who last one to wake up...XD

The last one also need wake up at 6.30am ho so still can count EARLY le......am i right?Blek :P

After ready myself, i walked out my room. I can smell a dense of coffee from kitchen.

wat a intimate action from师母.Thanks thanks, shi Mu.

A cup of hand-cook coffee with fresh milk without sugar.

After finished, we walked to ORTV (Oversea Radio & Television .Inc) which just nearby another street from our stay. We were attending their morning prayer meeting.
Before entering to Office, let me capture with 台湾实践大学 where just beside the ORTV office.

The one who was blowing the trumpet is the founder of ORTV.

Her name is 彭蒙惠 Doris.

She is around 80 yrs old. See , she is still healthy to perform there..

She really is the blessed one.

God create human being with our unique voice for singing.

SO, everyone can sing well. Me too...hehe...

Inside controller room while they were doing their recording session.

They are all look so professional one.

Inside the studio before they started.

U see juan ma with that handsome guy..They were staring to each other..

Wad a funny action....LOLZ....

WIth 黑珍珠..

Ps Xu brought us to breakfast where nearby our place.

Its called 来来豆浆。

Pastor told us that this shop became famous bcos of an incident few years ago.

I also dunno clearly abt the news but its quite serious and is a big case.

So, after that the business of that shop always have a great gathering of distiguished guests.

amazing~

delicious~

牛肉卷..super super delicious.

my first try.

烧饼油条配豆浆。。赞啊！

包子
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After finished our breakfast, i headed to our next destination---taipei train station.

We were no going any outstation by train.

We went there underground street for shopping--台北地下街

Since we 3 ppl so we decide take cab to go there instead of change the MRT from here and there.

Of cos its a bit costly but it saves our precious time. Time is money Too..haha...

Dalah~here we come...

opps, sorry juan ma. hehe..

i hope i can own this.

the underground street.

yo yo yo....its really called street dance!

Must try!

After we bought our things, we took cab to go back to Dazhi again..

Actually, we want go to XI men Ding but its raining heavily and somemore our hand were fully occupied. So we changed our plan.

Its raining day.

Taiwan's cab

Mei, one of the member in Heavenly Melody.

She brought us to 大阪涮涮锅for our dinner.

Taiwan is famous of the steamboat. So, must try also for that.

Prince mee!!! very nice!

Juan ma and Mei.

Grace and me

full table~got beef and pork.....

i am gonna to eat prince mee....yum yum~

Around 7 sth we finished our dinner, since it still early, so we decide go to 公馆.

An area which also for shopping but not in shopping mall but is just like a shopping street.

Due to 台大near there, so there were full of university students.

Hence, we went by 捷运MRT.

Ticket for MRT. Look cute~

juan ma and me again...

the masks i used to use~!! GOOD!

Taiwan product.

The shops at Gongguan .

Full of gals things.

I am loving it~

After that, we went back to Dazhi by MRT again. Its really convenient for us.

another full day.

Its time for sleeping again.

The next day we going to 五分铺 lu....

looking forward....

-end of the day-

first day of taipei tour

2009-08-21T19:13:00.008+08:00

Taiwan is one of the country i keen to go since long time ago.

As ordinary, i like to watch taiwan entertainments and dramas too.

i am truly addicted by the culture there especially the taiwaneses are always come into vogue.

In thoughless, i bought the airasia ticket since two month agos. Honestly, i still not under any excitement at the beginning till the days are coming then i just warmed up a bit. haha..It sounds weird right? erm..watever la...hehe..

ok, there were about one week tour from 12-19 aug 2009 with juan and Grace.

First at all, i want to give a big HUG and CLAP to my beloved Juan Ma as if not she offerred me to go with her i also not dare to join also...haha...Thanks Grace for being one of my companions too..

well, lets go directly to my first day trip.

As prevention of infected with H1N1, we forced to wear the mask to protect ourselves.

Frankly, i not really like to wear such a thing on my mouth and nose cos it will lose my breathe. However, i dont wish to be a victim who under quarantine for one week. Then its really spoil my travel mood and its pity u know..But, thanks God. I am healthy now!!!hehe..

see, inside airasia airbus provided this kind of service. But, i am wondering that is that anyone who really will chat through this? haha...I was trying to chat with juan ma and grace with this who are actually just sat beside me..I just tried for fulfilling my curiousity only.

There are four hours durations from Kuala Lumpur to taipei through the map shown on the screen. The symbol of aeroplane will keep on moving according to the air route there.

Its quite interesting.

How blue is the sky that created by God. Our God really awesome!

My tourmates, Grace and Juan.

Around 3 sth noon, we arrived TaoYuan international Airport safely.

After taking our luggages, John who came to fetch us from airport to DaZhi, Taipei. Da zhi 大直 the place that we stayed for one week.

Haha, just ignore us who like to take photos...

Around one hour, we arrived Dazhi then 许师母brought us to her house to put on our luggages.

Oh, do u guys know who is 同恩 a singer from taiwan? Actually, we stayed in her room as she was staying outside due to her job. Thanks God to assign another angels for us. 许牧师和许师母is her parent of cos. haha...Unfortunately, we dint meet her up this time altough we stayed in her room. Its too bad...

After settled down ourselves, 师母brought us to a small food store for our dinner.

Dunno when Juan ma took this photo de...just ignore it..haha...
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Lets go for our first meal in taipei.

this call 凉面. Its cold cold de and taste not too bad..I ordered the normal flavor for this. Grace ordered same as me but her cold mee with cayenne pepper.

One of my favourites--Tako. Its taste a bit different if compare with the one i used to buy in jusco Malaysia. i think Taiwan there are taste better than here. really Yummy!!

yer~~ It causes my stomach keep on tumbling now. aiks...

strained eggs with kelp. Nice nice~

Plain noodle without any dressing (阳春面）

I told u, this really delicious. Its quite healthy cos i wont feel oily after eating this.

really 赞！

Toufu~

高丽菜

First destination after dinner,美丽华白乐园(Miramar).

I was fascinated by this little cute gal with her "full battle array". Hahaha..Geng ar!!!

One of the taiwan's famous, ice cream puff...

I was eating my ice cream puff while juan ma was having her cheese bun.

We really super duper can eat, after mirarar, Pastor Xu took us to a Ice Shop.

Juan ma's favourite!

I dont know mine de so huge portion. really surprised me..haha..

I ended up with cant finish. so waste~

This mine de... i wish i can eat it now.....sigh.....so miss that~

After dessert, we walked back. Its really a nice place.

I wont feel scare or dark although i we walked along the street.

I felt so safe and peaceful...Its really different when u walk along in malaysia street.

I dunno how to express out that kind of feeling.

Just Different!

Ok...After a whole day traveling, we were exhausted already.

After bathing, i laid my head on my pilow and just drop off to sleep.

A good start for us!

-end of the first day-

p/s: i still got many days not yet post up. Its just only the first day~~aiks..

i am wondering when i can done it~haha...wait patiently ba, my frens...

一起成長

2009-08-11T22:50:00.001+08:00

有人說，最好的婚姻，是兩個人成長。

兩個相愛而廝守的人，眼光一起遠大了，世界廣闊了，思想開通了。

這樣的婚姻，這樣的愛情，永遠不會老。是的，我們多麼渴望婚姻就是這樣子，愛情就是這樣子。然而，這種想法，會不會是烏托邦?兩個人成長，那是最好的。

可是，多數時候，是一個人成長得比另一個人快。兩個這麼親密的人，無可避免地會互相侵蝕。侵蝕對方最多的那個，茁壯成長。

不知不覺被侵蝕的那個，在原地停留，到頭來，也許被侵蝕者嫌棄他追不上。一個男人南征北討，世界愈來愈廣闊。

他可以毫無後顧之憂，專注提升自己，乃是有一個女人在後面照顧他，為他放棄了自己的事業。

一天，男人的眼光遠大了，回頭卻發現他的女人，眼光只放在柴米油鹽的事上，狹隘而沒情趣。他埋怨她：「我成長了，可是你沒有。」一個女人可以不停成長，不停吸收新事物，因為她背後有一個愛她的男人。

她知道即使失敗了，還有他。所以她放膽去看更遠的世界。一天，她的世界變得遼闊，驀然回首，她的男人，卻是個固執保守、頭髮漸白的男人。她抱怨：「你為甚麼沒成長?」

我們都忘了，誰令我們成長。你怎忍心放棄那個沒成長的人? 愛情和婚姻，是一項承諾、一項意志和一項判斷，從來不包括成長。（可是，能夠一起成長的，更好！）一起成長的愛情，一起成長的婚姻，是烏托邦？

享用

2009-08-11T21:33:00.000+08:00

一个造船匠造船的目的，是不是为了要把船搁在船坞里呢？不，他造船的目的，乃是要把船放在海洋和波涛中。他在造的时候，就已经想到了。否则不是一位优秀的工程师了。当神把你造成一个信徒的时候，他的目的就是要把你放在试炼中；所以当他给你应许，吩咐你信赖的时候，他就给你一些在狂浪颠簸中所能应用的应许。你想神的应许，会不会象有些商店里出卖的游泳带——只能在玻璃窗内陈列，不能在洋海中应用呢？我们都知道：作玩具的刀剑，在战场上是没有用处的；作玩具的鞋子，是不能穿着走路的。但是神的鞋是铜的，是铁的，你能够穿着它们走上天去，它们也永远不会穿坏；神的救生带，你用以游过一千个大西洋，也不会使你沉溺。他的应许，必然要经过试验与证明。神最不喜欢的就是他的子民把他当作一个展览品，不去用他。他喜欢我们享用他。所立的约并不是给人看的，乃是给我们享用的。我们的主耶稣，也是神赐给我们，给我们现在享用的。

watermelon baby

2009-08-07T00:03:00.002+08:00

i love this baby so much.

He is so sosososososososo cute!!!

i will feel happy when i see this baby.

i wan to find but i not dare to find bcos i had been warned cant find.

sigh...hope everything r fine.

Keep in prayer always.

梁文音在Good TV

2009-08-06T00:32:00.001+08:00

ying ying share with me de~

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梁文音在Good TV 生命不打烊節目中演唱六龜育幼院合唱團經常拿來當Ending 的一首非常感動人心的基督教歌曲!

袮都知道

2009-08-05T01:58:00.002+08:00

世界上虽有悲伤，痛苦，眼泪
生命中虽有困苦，艰难
我仍要仰望光明的救主
因他在最黑暗的夜里带来希望
我所面对的忧和伤
只有袮知道答案
当我以信心呼求袮
天父就把我来照看
袮知道我们的重担
知道我们的艰难
我们的伤害
我们的试探
我们的损失
袮关怀每一个哭泣
关怀哭泣的灵魂
上帝擦去我们眼中的泪水

Thanks samson for the song to comfort me..
hope i can go through this soon.....
i know that the one God who know me well...
no others.....really...

5 august 09
2.01am
-tear-ing-

痛苦

2009-08-02T01:35:00.002+08:00

委屈，无奈，难过，眼泪，辛苦。。。

这是我现在的情绪和感受。。

神啊！！救我！！！

女生永遠都不會知道的6件事

2009-07-31T12:46:00.001+08:00

(1)当一个孤独的男孩经常对你厣厣一笑时,他已经喜欢上你了
　　
(2)每次和你在一起的时候,他会很沉默,明明牵着你的手,却一会看天一会看云,你会认为他不喜欢你,错了,此时他眼里只有你,只是他习惯了一个人的感觉. 　
　
(3)当你在也受不住沉默的时候,你提出分手.他没有忧郁一刻便答应了,你认为他是真的不爱你,错了,他只要幸福快乐,满足你所有欲望,所以宁可忍痛退出.
　　
(4)他答应以后,便故作一点也不在乎的,漫无经心的走掉了,但是你永远也不会知道他心里是多么难过,也许这是他真的知道世界上有一种感觉叫欲哭无泪. 　　

(5)分手后,他每次走过你身边,都会显得更无所谓,但是你不会知道,当你转身只后,他会静静望着你的背影偷偷留泪　　.

(6)就在你终于知道他是多么爱你并且你也仍爱着他的情况下,你去他的廎室找他,推开门,他正在椅在床上默默叹气,你走进她他,他却顾也不顾的一把把你抱住,你笑了,这时却觉得衣襟湿湿的,你永远也不会知道,你的这个笑容,是他用多少不绵的泪夜换来的.

enrich~

2009-07-30T22:39:00.005+08:00

Today is a plentiful thursday.

Why? You will know urself when u see the below photos i had uploaded.

First, thanks for Mr Joseph to be my companion today.

Sorry for interrupt ur precious time too..:p

this is my breakfast cum lunch...2 half boiled eggs...
Yummy!

Nasi tomato @ Chawan (opposite the bangsar village II)

AFter breakfast, i went to Colour Culture for my 11.30am appointment.

I was going to do my pedicure and medicure since i felt i got ugly nails and toes.

I am lazy to diy so just go to my usual salon. Hehe..

my original ugly nails...

i decided to do french nails for myself. Those are the OPI nail lacquers that i choosed.

After finished my manicure, Jun were starting to do pedicure.

She was so concentrate on it.

Dalah~~my french nails after drying in nail dryer.

i prefered last time which did by another person (joyee) but she was resigned already.

so bad......but nvm, i still can accept it.

nail dryer for my pedicure....

see wat colour dare i choose??

haha...i regret for the light green colour actually.

But, i am willing to attempt something that are different.

haha...Atleast i gained an experience. Yes!

Here the place for my dinner today.

"Da Shu Tou" restaurant.

Why call Big tree?

You guys notice that a tree beside the gates there?

That's why call the name. Hmm...

What i can say le? hahaa..

There really got a tree but is a small tree...

So i think i can suggest to the restaurant boss to change the name ba...

Hehehe...

See that uncle, He is one of the chef~

Fried LALA....This is nicer than the one behind Tawakal. Really!

"Wun Nai Cha Ma lan jiang" . Not bad too~

I tell u, i like this the most!! Fried kuew tiao with beefsssssss...

Super duper delicious!!!!!!!

i hope i can eat again next time.

This look delicious and its really delicious too.

Unluckily, i cant eat that big prawn because i am allergy of seafood especially PRAWN!!!

SO BAD!!! How pity that i cant enjoy such as delicious thing!!!

Yer!!!!!!!
Sigh, but i still need to accept the fact.

So, that y the truth facts always are cruel. hiak hiak..

The most protrude building in kl that i took randomly when on the way back.

Its really magnificent..

Although almost all ppl are knowing this,but i just like to take it for my own adimiring.

Hahaha..who care..Blek~

its really pretty what........

lalalalalalala~~~~

Public bank also nice and just opposite the KLCC....

Now, i fully recommend the OPI product are really good to use as the high quality that they provide. So, girls can try for it.

Those are the products that i belong.

I hope to own more from that...

hahahaha....

End of my day finally.

Ok la...i gonna to have a rest after a busy day.

Bye.

God bless u all...

dance lesson

2009-07-29T23:22:00.002+08:00

As usual wednesday, i used to go to church for my dance practise.

Today, i dint eat much. So, i am hungry now somemore after a intense lesson.

well, our team are preparing for the coming performance.

i think i need to hurry up my steps as till now i still a blur blur dancer.

LOL..

the most geng technique that i can..
my teacher and xuer were busying to practise there but i still taking photo here.
i really like to loaf on my dance..hahaha
hhhmmm..
what a tired day!!
wuhhh.....
gonna sleep soon....Bye

疼爱女朋友爆笑36计

2009-07-28T22:44:00.002+08:00

i found out this quite funny from my fren there so i copy paste to here. share share lo...

第一计：不论吃什么好吃的，都会让她先吃第一口（咽到了，她说我害她）

第二计：永远站在她的左边牵着她的手，就算吃饭时也是坐在她的左边用左手握着她的左手（我们在逆行，行人车辆从右侧掠过，我却坚决站到她左面，结果……）

第三计：她的身体不好，陪着她去锻炼身体，陪她去游泳（锻炼途中我随便看了眼旁边跑过去的女孩，三天没和我说话）

第四计：不论有多忙，忙完了都会第一个打电话给她（她还以为我很闲，开始怀疑我有没有认真工作……）

第五计：爬山的时候她累了，要背着她，大汗淋淋也不说累（一起滚下山……）

第六计：她对紫外线过敏，夏天的时候为她打伞（不小心一下没完全遮住，她怒了，说我不关心她，要我检讨。）

第七计：她不会用刀子，在吃皮萨的时候先把皮萨切成一小块一小块的然后再拿给她吃（可能是我眼力不好，拿了稍微小了1毫克的那块给她，她明察秋毫，海扁了我一顿）

第八计：吃她剩下的饭菜（她以为我胃口好，怕我吃不饱之后每天特意剩下很多……）

第九计：在一个雨夹雪的夜晚，把鱼肉中的刺细心挑出来喂她吃晚饭（我激动万分的说，刺都挑出来了，她高兴放心的大口吃，1分钟后我拨通了120……）

第十计：让她擦过鼻涕的面巾纸直接放到你的口袋里，看到果皮箱以后你再掏出来扔掉（粘在了裤兜上，她要我牵她，我不肯，她哭着给了我一巴掌跑掉了，我坐在LJ桶旁边祈祷）

第十一计：看电影的时候，让她可以舒服的在你的右肩膀，抱着你的右胳膊（她怀疑我是故意靠近右边坐着的女士）

第十二计：她和好朋友出去玩，要会惦记，手机开到很晚，一直等到她回家的电话才睡觉(她玩的很累，忘记了，第二天早上我照镜子发现自己突然老了许多）

第十三计：知道她的一切爱好，尽量去适应她的口味（她总是对我说“拜托你有点个性好不好，你到底是不是个男人？！）

第十四计：去外地出差，会想她打电话给她，如果有时间都会带礼物给她（她规定三小时汇报一次我的地理位置，并且不按时抽查，礼物少了就要家法伺候）

第十五计：不论什么时候打她的手机，都要坦然告诉她你在哪里在做什么（我出门了，我下楼梯呢，我到楼下了，楼下居委会大娘和我打招呼呢，我到地铁站了，信号没了……）

第十六计：你所有的密码都要让她知道，也从来不改（有天我突然发现登陆不了银行帐号，后来知道，她家电脑里养了几只木马……）

第十七计：尽量抽时间陪她，即使是很短的时间也会来看她（父母似乎有点寂寞,我多少年没见到朋友们了，不知道他们还活着吗）

第十八计：晚上睡前打电话给她，会陪我聊到很晚（很快我要找份新的工作，最好是夜班，看大门的那种。。。）

第十九计：她送你的东西都要用心保存（我花了三年积蓄在我家楼后买了间仓房，似乎，还不够，过些天还要贷款再买一间大些的……）

第二十计：为她拒绝别的女孩子的示好（在那瞬间，我感觉到狙击步枪正瞄准我的后脑勺）

第二十一计：看到她的脸色不好，会陪她去做美容，一直等在美容院门口（很快我开始整天躲避高利贷的追杀。）　

第二十二计：在她遇到麻烦的事情时会为她想办法，安慰她（她完全按照我的方法做了，没几天她打电话对我说，她想亲手杀了我。）

第二十三计：约会过后要回家时，要在公车上一直看着她，一直到看不到为止（我发现有个男人出现在她面前，他们在说着什么，我从窗口跳下车……）

第二十四计：知道她总看电脑眼睛疼为她买眼药水（她告诉我那眼药水真好用，她再不为聊天聊到眼花而心烦了。等等，她和谁聊）

第二十五计：给她剪指甲，在她胃疼的时候用手捂着她的胃心疼的不得了（她说我剪的又慢又丑，我用手捂着她的胃1个小时，然后她用死神的眼神看着我说，你怎么还不去给我买药！）

第二十六计：会为她穿袜子穿鞋，走在路上看到她的鞋带松了会弯下腰为她系好（我说，有空把袜子打包邮给我，我给你洗完送回来，她怀恨在心，我弯下腰为她系鞋带时被她踹了一脚）

第二十七计：从不让她提重的东西（她骂我很没用，整天提重东西也不变壮。）

第二十八计：去寺院上香时为会她祈福（她说我迷信，又老土）

第二十九计：上网查找她喜欢的故事和笑话，然后硬记下来见面时讲给她听（她面无表情地看着我被自己的笑话逗的哈哈大乐，连旁人都以为我疯了）

第三十计：会为了陪她而放弃自己的爱好，几乎不再玩游戏（为什么生活越来越平淡，我活着的理想是什么？过的啥这么没意思？我开始有了轻生的念头）

第三十一计：知道有人追她会不安，会吃醋生气（她说我没气度，并且不相信她，我为此写了份一万字的检讨，再也不敢干涉她私生活）

第三十二计：真诚对待她的朋友，在她们有困难的时候尽力去帮忙（有天晚上她终于忍受不住，打电话给我最后通牒说，“和我朋友保持点距离，不然就和我保持距离！”然后挂掉了电话）

第三十三计：保留你们的合影，并告诉周围所有的人你们是情侣（我不明白，为什么他们在背后叫我鸡婆）

第三十四计：看到她流泪会着急，看到她高兴会开心（我每天在着急与开心间轮转N次，没多久我预订了每周去看一次心理医生）

第三十五计：会为她流泪，担心和失眠（我终于断定，自己上辈子是个女人）

第三十六计：真心爱她，并对她说你会娶她（真心D哦~）（十几年后，我经常听见她对孩子们抱怨说“你们长大以后要言而有信，绝对别学你爸，说了1000次会娶我，结果只娶了我一次！）

Today is tuesday

2009-07-28T19:34:00.002+08:00

Today is tuesday.

Ying called me to go out at 5.20pm.What a weird time she called me out to 100 Yen.

Without any hestitation, i promised her.

Actually, i am not in a good mood that time.

Thanks God. He assigned the angels (her and juan ma) to me again.

Yesterday, Ying still in pain of her wisdom tooth but today, she recovered leisurely.

Thanks god. She can talk like normal le.

Tell u, i really cant get used of she talk less and laugh less.

When she sick, she talk less and no laugh also. i will feel like lost a good companion to chat.

You know. We can talk non stop from kl to malacca, malacca to johor, from johor to sg.

Her mom also realised that both of us really love to gossip once we r together.

We can talk whatever and pretend that nobody beside us.

I knew its quite weird but WHO CARE.

We just like to TALK!!!hahahahaha...

See..She can smile le.... :) happy...
Then, we went to Wahad for chendol which fully recommended by Mr LH. He promised to bring me there but no in the end.

Kacang merah campur with pulut.

Rojak sotong. This quite not bad.

3 of us de chendol.

Conclusion, the chendol still ok la but the thing more happy is Ying can eat le!!!!

Thanks God. He he~

I hope i can be happy also but seems like no that happy like what i showed on my face.

Jesus

jesus

ying's big day

2009-07-27T18:29:00.003+08:00

guess who is this?
starbucks? why she dint drink her favorite ?

pity Ying Ying~~She is pain...

my favourite gal, Ying.

Today, she did a mighty job in her life. The job that i never dare to accomplish.

Whats that actually? yo yo yo....She went to a dental clinic for doing a small operation to draw her wisdom tooth.

Before today, she said she want to drink frappucino in starbuck after operation. Pity her. She cant even open her mouth widely. So she ended up with no drink. I can feel her pain cos my heart feel uneasy when seeing she was suffering.

Before this, i was screamed out when she was showing her flesh wisdom tooth inside a transparent bag. U know, its really disgusting me because there still got bloodstain around the tooth. I scare of bloody. Thanks God for that i am not a nurse or doctor (wakaka). well., i dint take any photo about the tooth bcos i not dare to see the second time. U guys if want to see just ask ying to show u ba...

I have a proper sense of pride on u, Ying. You are so bravo!!!

Nothing to scare le after this bcos u did sth tat is impossible for me..

hmmm..I got wisdom teeth too but i am be ashamed of not dare to draw them.

Hopefully they dun to disturb me forever and just stay happily inside my mouth. hehehehe..

hmm.

ermm..

ehem...

tats all for Ying's story.

Hope u will be fine soon...

a sweet sunday

2009-07-26T22:20:00.002+08:00

Dont try to get shock to see the following photo..ehem....

. .

ya, this is me. I was trying a short wig when floating around the bugis street last month (seems like a long past tense ald :p)

Actually, i want to experience to be a short hair sweet girl since long time ago. But, i got the chance tardily. Unfortunately, the naked truth told me the short hair was indisposed on my fatty face. Its made me ugly and i felt like 'a gua'. Although i felt bad, but a pretty young lady customer beside me who trying a short wig same as me still gave a good compliment on me. although i knew that might be just some of consolation words but i still grateful. So, i ended up with No Buy and also No CUT. haha.. Thanks for someone who smart to create sth call "wig'' for those who need it like me. If not, now i might no longer a pretty long hair lady...phew~

Dalah~~~~

See, my hair still pretty long (shorter than before)........

I feel more comfortable on my this look..

Thanks God..

i want credited to ying for being my intimate photographer.

You are so great!!!

(took in Kang cheng restaurant in today)

Yu ho~~~~

p/s: my sweat gland is flourishing because of the hot weather!!!!

God, i want winter right now!!!

grrrrrrrrrr.............................

arggggh.................

shhhhhhh.............

HOT

完整的画

2009-07-26T00:23:00.003+08:00

“如果我能完整唱一首歌。。。。。。”当阿蕾姐妹才唱第一句时，我的眼泪已经在眼眶外流下了。一直在咳嗽的我，已经影响到我的心情了，觉得很嘔。但是，神爱我，让我觉得他时时都很爱我。在我觉得心绪很不专心时，他唤醒了我。歌不停的在唱时，同时发现前面有一个妈妈很努力的安抚一个小孩，原来是一个不很正常的小孩。我体会到妈妈的耐心也同时感受到她的毅力。。心里更是有很多的感触。。

当我看从小就行动不便，样貌不能和正常人一样的黄美廉博士，却可以比一般人更那样的积极生活时，我的内心是充满的感动。神真的很奇妙。他总是在我们不同的人行奇事。看到她那么的乐观生活，我真的要对我自己所拥有的一切献上感恩。我不应该常常的抱怨，不满足，因为我要感恩的是我比他们幸运了。她可以很开心的说，‘我有什么好放弃的，我长得这么可爱，上帝这么爱我，还有小猫陪着我。。’她，鼓励到我到心里。我要大大声声的说出，我也很漂亮，我也很棒，没有什么事可以打倒我，因为我有天父爸爸。。。

常常的我会因为人的言语无意中的伤害我，使我难过。。但是，神不会白白的让我受尽委屈，因为这一切的发生都有他的美意在。我必须要喜乐，要笑，要开心。不要因为被他人影响我的情绪。我要每天活在神的爱里。他爱我。我也爱他。就是这么简单。

我要向她学习我从未不敢学的。我要让我的人生活出不一样的人生。我感谢天父赐我所有的一切，包括好的和不好的。我可以从不好的学习成长，感谢和感激他给我的一切好。。

我有幸福的感觉。。充满香气，希望。。神啊！！给我加油吧！！！

专注在那幅画，你看到的什么呢？

我们都是神的宝贝女儿！！！

多美的一幅画。。

。

Minemine

1.22am

26 july 09

請讓全世界的男人都讀

2009-07-23T12:55:00.004+08:00

其实很多男孩子都不知道，

女孩子在冲他们发火后自己转过身却在不断啜泣。
实很多男孩子都不知道，

女孩子从来不会真正去生他们的气，因为她是真的喜欢他在乎他。
其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子只会对自己喜欢的男生唠唠叨叨，

也只会对自己喜欢的人耍性子。

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会来在乎你关心你，怕你做错事情。

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会对你发火不会冲你撒娇让你哄她，

在别人面前她都是淑女。

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，你根本就没有本事让她哭泣，

让她即使生气也不会超过2天。

而这一切都只是因为她喜欢你，而这一切都因为你还不够在意她不够懂她。
于是，你们时常争吵，你认为她脾气不好，她认为你不够迁就她。

于是，你们总是冷战，你以为她不喜欢你，她以为你不在乎她。

于是，你们总是莫名其妙的彼此错过，也许擦身而过，本身就是一种悲伤着的无奈与幸福。
要知道，凄美依然是美的一种，并且美的绚丽悲凉而沧桑，那是更加的美。

因为她喜欢你，所以她偶尔冲你发火，时常对你撒娇。

因为她喜欢你，所以她才会生你的气；

而又因为喜欢你，她才不会去生气很久。

你可知道，每个女孩子的心都是水晶做的，晶莹剔透，但是很容易就碰伤摔碎。

你可知道，每个女孩子都是不设防的，你那么轻易就闯进她的心，走的时候却只留下伤害。她从来都不知道，这个世界上根本没有可以让她哭的人，

因为真正值得她哭的那个根本舍不得让她哭。

她会很矜持，
她会很骄傲，
她会很冷淡，
她总是嘴里说着你走开，心里却一直叫你留下。

你了解女孩吗?
请你张开你的耳朵，
也请你打开你的心，
去听她心里真正的呼唤，
而不是她嘴里的口是心非。

她会看着你转身，然后她跟着你转身，当侧身而过的时候，

你看不见她的泪，滂沱在脸上心里。
如果你喜欢她，请你多陪她；
如果你喜欢她，请你多宠她；
如果你喜欢她，请你多让她。
如果你喜欢她，请你去听听她内心的声音，那是呐喊——请拥抱她。
在爱情里，总是彼此伤害，彷佛这样才能证明自己爱得激烈爱到轰轰烈烈。

可是，爱情里没有孰对孰错；

爱情里更加没有你比我多我比你少。

你爱她，她爱你，如此就已经足够。

不要试图让彼此的伤害，让彼此更加脆弱悲伤。

你们彼此相爱，你们需要的是温暖是幸福是甜蜜是快乐，不是伤害。

不要用沉默宣战，不要互不相让，
更不要什么话都不讲就冷漠离去。要知道，你离去的时候，你的眼睛起了雾，她的眼角泛着泪光。

越是安静战火就越深，这是冷战也是彼此的伤害——

无论是怎么的复合，那些伤口曾经存在，抹不去。

请跟她一个拥抱，用你的拥抱去化解她心里的悲伤与眼角的泪水。

她喜欢你，她绝对不会拒绝你的拥抱，她只会害怕你的冷漠转身无声安静。　　　　
请记住，相爱的人不要轻易宣战，因为冷战带来的伤害，超出你的预计。

也请记住，只要你喜欢她，没有什么是你接受不了的，

只要你喜欢她，就喜欢她的一切一切。

那么她所有的小性子所有的坏脾气所有的臭毛病，在你眼里都是撒娇。

也请记住，她喜欢你，她需要的不是你真的转身，她嘴里说着的也不是她的真心话。

她只是想你宠她，想你抱她，哪怕，没有道谦。

眼泪

2009-07-02T23:46:00.002+08:00

当你说你会常常在我身边时，我的眼泪不停的流。。

当你说要找到一个正真爱我疼我的人时，我眼泪流得更多。。

当你说有什么事情需要帮忙时，可以找你，我的眼泪也没停过。。

真的谢谢你。。。

2009-06-30T22:54:00.002+08:00

神啊。。。你听见我们吗？？

我需要你。。

他也需要你。。。

烦

2009-06-29T16:18:00.001+08:00

神啊。。。怎样？

The power to overcome

2009-06-27T23:37:00.002+08:00

All of us have our own particular fears.

Fear of darkness. Fear of failure. Fear of the unknown . Fear of heights.

Fear of financial disaster. Fear of sickness. Fear of death.

You name it, we entertain it.

Yet God promise to deliver us from all our fears, and so it stands to reason that we can rest in Him.

He shields us when we take refuge in Him.

God will lift you up from the horrible pit and place your feet on a rock.

He will prove Himself strong in your weakness and give you the authority to trample all of Satan's schemes in your life.

Thank God that we have the power to overcome anything we face, in Jesus name!

more @ sg

2009-06-26T21:34:00.013+08:00

after 4 days trip @ sg, i realised that i was getting older and older cos i feel like lack of energy.. i think gonna rest for few days again..

hehe...However, i enjoyed my trip there so much much..

thanks to all of u~~

God bless u all~

well, the photos are the better describer than i am talking here..

So,

scroll down

a pretty susan da jie with me...
another pretty Hazel san jie~~

delicious tian ji zhou @ kallang~~~

i missed this so much....

this underpass is for dancers....

this?

i love this view so much~~

i tell you, i love to take photo indeed~~

hehe...

taka taka....

takopachi....

gui zha~

y malaysia dun have this such things?

I read "old chang kee" to 'old klang kee'' jor....

this little kid really cute..He felt paiseh after we keep seeing him....haha

i was super tired le....

this not nice at all....

this really delicious le~~mashed potato from marche....

this really yummy yummy le~~

desmond and i~

green moo moo~malaysia is red moo~~hahaha

dinner time~~zhu zha tang~! i am missing my mum so much...

another delicious dishes...

sing k time~~

the 4th day morning...

camwhoring~

a cute jia zhen~~~olivia er jie's son....

an gu gu~~

this ar this ar~~~~~~

the most delicious among all....

cant describe how nice it is....

thanks~~the last pieces T that i owned.

Gd bye~sg...

see u again~

-minemine-

singapore

2009-06-23T23:38:00.003+08:00

a short update for my trip here..currently, i still in sg right now. cant deny that, its tiring after 2 days shopping...my whole body very tired and pain....the weather here also very hot as malaysia.aiks...so, i gonna sleep le.......nite nite.....

esplanade (oily face)
At jurong point

the place i stay..

on the way from changi airport to jurong west....

empty

2009-06-14T23:23:00.002+08:00

nth special post for today...
just i am exciting of the life of Mine after one week more...
:)

to special u, i miss you heaps.....
remember pray hard.....

Btw, thanks mao didi for ur delicious "zhu gan tang''........
its nice~

thanks god for anything with my grateful heart..

感动

2009-06-13T01:41:00.002+08:00

看到那些人冲到前面时，

心中满是感恩，感动。。

眼泪也情不自禁地涌出。。。

跟着大嚎哭。。

神啊。。。

谢谢你那奇妙的作为。。

表达

2009-06-12T02:08:00.000+08:00

耶稣。。。
耶稣。。。
阿爸父。。。

tough

2009-06-11T19:53:00.003+08:00

Father God, we're going through a tough time right now, but we know its part of Your plan. Try us and purify us, Lord. Like Job, let us come out of this experience as pure gold.

i worry abt many things, Lord. No matter how hard i try to let go of my anxiety, it creeps back in. I trust you to take k of me and my needs, Father. Pls help me to live out this trust by getting rid of worry in my life.

To u, no matter how is ur decision, i will cont on what we promised God before. I care you much and pray for us everyday. Its seems like getting worst, but i knew there will be the best in the end. although u want to quit, but i still here to improve. God will show his way to me...I believe...

痛到。。。

2009-06-10T00:02:00.002+08:00

很想妈妈煮的猪肝汤。。。
很想喝红酒鸡汤。。
很想吃好吃的黄酒鸡面线。。。。
但是，有可能吗？
很痛，很累。。。。。。
耶稣。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

feeling

2009-06-09T01:13:00.002+08:00

today, nth much i wan to say...

but the only things that i wan to promise to my heavenly father,

i willing to obey u and listen on u...

no matter how long is it...

90days?? 100 days?? 365 days??

i am waiting here....

A black early morning

2009-06-04T22:29:00.003+08:00

u know how painful is it? that is my thumb....what a deep cut and its bloody...
i admit that i was careless....aiks...

A big brother

2009-06-03T01:48:00.004+08:00

1:18amJay

goto sleep little girl

1:21amJay

1:22amJasmine

i got exam this noon

xxxxxxxxxxx

1:23amJay

why?

1:23amJasmine

my mood was xxxxxxxxxx

i dunno how to get through now...

1:24am

Jay commented on his own photo.

1:25amJay

who?

1:26amJay

who? what ? when ? and where?

1:26amJasmine

xxxx

since few weeks ago

no place

1:27amJay

you need me to call you? its free cause i am in malaysia ?

1:27amJasmine

Jay is no longer online. The following was not sent:

y free? (send as a message)

1:28amJay is online.

1:29amJay

a boy?

1:29amJasmine

xxxx

1:30amJay

they hurt you?

1:31amJasmine

xxxxxxxxxx

xxxxxxxxx

xxxxxxxxxxxxx

1:33amJasmine

xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

i dunno how to do now?

xxxxxxxxxxxx

its tired

i wan to let go everything from now

but its hard i know

i m confusing

1:35amJay

i see what it is now , jasmine i have been waiting to share some things with you as a big brother would to a lil sister , i will be in KL for one night free you should come talk to me while i am there?

1:36amJasmine

when u will be here?

1:38amJay

i am checking now

1:38amJasmine

alright

1:39amJay

either 10 or 11 i am not sure yet i will know tommorrow

but no matter what i will be there to fly home at the end of my trip and plus i want to go shopping whil e

i am there so i will be there i promise

1:40amJasmine

ok..u tell me again...

1:40amJay

i love to shop

1:41amJasmine

me too

1:41amJay

1:42amJasmine

so when u go to indonesia?

1:42amJay

but i come back to kl after that

cause then i goto melaka

1:43amJasmine

u will return kl again for how long?

1:43amJay

i dont know but i will make time for you!!!

1:44amJasmine

r u convenient for that?

1:45amJay

jasmine do you know I am !!!!!of course!!!!!!!

do you know who i am ! of course

1:46amJasmine

will it mess up ur original schedule ?

1:47amJay
no way , helping people is my schedule ! and you are special , so i will always be here for you

1:48amJasmine
thanks, jay...

Jay
your welcome just make sure you make time ok

p/s: thanks God, You always assign an angel to me when i need help. Pastor Jay, thanks for u offering to meet me. I knew you want me to share with you about my things and help me....God, u always know me well. only YOU.

You told me, i am special. Yeah.. i know.. i am...thanks you, Lord...

2009-06-02T23:18:00.002+08:00

thanks ying for helping me edited this...love you so much..

God i will rely on you....

If it belong to me then u sure will give me..

No more worry....

i know i need to have a rest well......

Show me your way...

i will seeking for U only from now.....

i will put my sight on U only....

No others..

"I hate you"

2009-06-02T15:14:00.002+08:00

我做错了吗？
为什么你可以做完所有的决定？
难道花言巧语对你那么重要吗？
一句肯定那么重要吗？
我不明白。我真的不明白。。。
你不是说过给我时间吗？
那为什么现在说扔就扔?
你也许不晓得那有多伤，多痛。。
决定从你口中说出真的好容易，简单。。
一句“我恨你”，也讲得出来。
好复杂啦！！！
我很努力的把它简单化，
但是到后来我还是把它复杂化了。。。
耶稣，
耶稣，
耶稣，
教我怎样办？？
我快要支撑不住了。。。。

ME is MINE

2009-06-01T21:35:00.003+08:00

Nothing i want share today. Just let my photos to be protagonist of the day. i knew i am definitely a pro-chamwhorer. But, so what...? i like to be myself. tats Mine. "blush"..

-A day of my dance performance-

i forgot who i was talking with...
i was trying to tie this..my face too round.

ying, chao and me..

we again...finding the best pose...chao, u look cute indeed.

credited to Ying..She is an ever ready photographer...

ignore my untidy corner....

my favourite person in my life.

pretty gals~~weewit!!

a small kid, ah tong...he is only 12 yrs old.

ying....dun bully me moh...

Nice to see u 2 come.......ah cath (a rock gal) and hui ting....

yeah bi~~~again..

i knew its look like lion...lol...

dalah~~~~

i was tired le and i gonna start my diet again...sigh...

guess what...i gained around 5 kg since new year till now.

so sad.........

But, i never give up to become more prettier in my whole life.

i want live happily everyday and a better life than u.

Be tough, mIne....

is she?

2009-05-30T11:11:00.001+08:00

You are so lucky. Congratulation.....

Dumpling day

2009-05-29T00:37:00.003+08:00

i miss my mummy homemade dumpling so much as i dint go back this year. Although no dumpling for me but still got korean food for me. thanks God..He always give more whatever that i want...Clap clap to you too.

there always come with the starter first..
No any dishes that i prefer. They all taste weird...

This is Nyeng Myeon. In chinese called "leng Mian" (cold noodles). What i can say, if without this dish, the dinner will end up more perfectly..Did u try this before? i swear that no more next time for this. Maybe its nice for someone else but for me its just like a cold noodles from the fridge. in conclusion, I more prefer hot food than cold food..Luckily, its cost me only RM15 and not too expensive. Somemore, its worth to gain an experience with only that little bucks. So, no more complaint.

Delicious and tasty dong feng....

Fried beef with dong feng....i gonna to miss it soon again.

This called Bul Gogi that same dish as the two photos above. This cost me RM50. But, i enjoyed this very much eventhough its costly. "worth"

Bi Bim Bab!!! One of my favourite and its cheap. Only RM15..."worth worth"

after mixed it up by a waiter. Ready to eat~

Finally finished the Bul Gogi....

See, Nyeng Myeon still left a lots there. So, can prove that its really bad taste.

Thumbs up for Bi Bim Bab~~Yeah Bi~

My dirty plate..

I like the korea's stainless steel spoon and chopstick very much.

Its really unique and glamour.

After Korea BBQ, headed to look up point for the beautiful scenery from creation of God.

Its feeling good while having a cup of hot chocolate under the light of candles...

Its cheer me up~

thanks a lot........
.

-the end-

mine mine

29 May 09

1.49am

Listening to God

2009-05-28T02:02:00.002+08:00

My heavenly father, the God of my forefathers, inceases me and blesses me with Your abundance just as U has promised. I lack no good thing. My walk in this earth is as if i am walking through a great wilderness. The world system is so contrary to my new nature that i am like stranger in a strange land. But this is not a fearful thing for me, for my Father blesses me abundantly in the land and i lack no good thing.

Despite my tears of disappointment, the Lord says to me, ''daughter, dont you worry abt a thing. I've got your back and wont let anything harm you . I'm always here for you to help you with anything you need. So, dont be afraid."

I believe that there is nth i will ever face that me and god, together, cant handle. I suppose to turn my worries over God and let Him handle them. Lord, You have my Best interests at heart!

Sometimes we must decide to be happy. But when we choose to recognize God's blessings in our lives, His joy will be ours. The Lord dwells in joy, and He makes Himself at home in a heart that is happy.

However, God, sometimes its hard to let go of past hurts. But i know that You dont want me to hold a grudge. Help me to forgive the people who hurt me, and please forgive me for harboring this hurt in my heart. You can do the impossible, right? Would You, please?

Mine mine
28 may 09
2.34am

3rd,4th day in surabaya..

2009-05-27T12:22:00.007+08:00

I realised that its really slow when i posting these photos to here. its ate a lots of my treasure times so i decided to post 2 days in one posts...So what, its still a continuous story there...hehe...e

Again, this always be his trademark. (proud-to-be-skinny)

buses for Garden 1,2 and 3. We are from Garden 2...."yeah bi''

i was camwhoring with my panasonic lumix but i admited that i still unclear with the function well.

Miss Lift, jennihua baobei~~well done!!

which direction u two want to go ? left or right? lol

Its a unique and pretty box. Its look like for a cake but tats not actually....

Its a meal box with cha sao, shao rou, vege, egg, sambal and rice...Yummy~

On the way to crusade..Its really a serious traffic jam happened in surabaya. i think worst than KL(maybe) and do u notice that there are full of motorcyclists there..Terrible man~

Tell you, this the ONLY one that i like the most among all my individual photos. Of cos credit to my beloved MOO~ i knew u ald tried ur VERY best to take for me....hehe

all of us were tiring in the bus..

Its only near around 6 pm but the sky started getting darker.

Praying for all the nation....

i think i never be so hardworking to eat when the praise and worship session started already. But, we were hungry indeed.

Look tired but still happy..

haha...dinner time again..same dinner box again...

God, u did miracles among us...thanks God..

Asia for jesus~~

My indonesian Fren, Andreas. I think from Richard oledi introduced abt him through his blog there. He is a nice and handsome guy.

He is our Garden 2's driver...A nice uncle.

Its really crowd....

20k of ppl there...

Army of God...

its really amazing when i saw this. More better than the best that i can say.

missed out another 2 (siew fong and yun fong)..

We were attending their 10am session of sunday service. As i knew, the mawar sharon church are conducting 5 sessions of sunday services for different categories...

Ps Caleb---He loves his family so much.

This was the report that happened in those 3 days evangelism night in crusade.

Praise the Lord!!!!
.

-end of the day-

福源堂(MASLAND METHODIST CHURCH)

2009-05-27T12:08:00.002+08:00

Since long time i dint back to sibu, i just know Masland Methodist Church under Fu Ya Ge extension project finally completed. i knew it through from other blogs...when i read through and viewed those photos were taken, its really awesome man....Guys, just click in to have a look.

http://dr-david-ling.blogspot.com/2009/05/blog-post_25.html

prayer

2009-05-27T00:46:00.003+08:00

Everything good comes from You, Lord.

And everything You do is good.

Thank you for Your obvious blessings, and thanks You for the things that don't look like blessings now.

I trust that You are bringing good into my lives today.

Amen

mine mine

12.49am

27 may 09

The second day in surabaya

2009-05-26T02:53:00.006+08:00

dalah...the second in the surabaya continue from here..actually just photoss can show the every movements there..Like early birds got worms to eat, so our group of lengloi wake up early to have our breakfast in the hotel cafeteria. We ate how much we can eat so that we can fight till the end of the day. The following photos showed u everythings there....Of cos not all the photos but i think i picked some for the main point. So, guys, just enjoy for reading and viewing these....

thats not mine coffee O....i never like to taste that as its O O de...lol

our beloved Wu Ge and uncle Moo....

cant deny that we are lovely and pretty princesses...hehe

Finally, we arrived mawar sharon church.. This is their Sch of bible.

erm..this is carpark?? i think so...

Big sales in book store. I grabbed a lots of cd from there.

Cutest smile that i had ever seen.

Took a shot in the main hall of conference...yeah BI~~

Poor richard, he was tired of it. Rest well....but makesure close ur mouth next time...if not i scare ur "fren" will come to visit u accidentally.....LOL

A sharing from Vanness Wu and translated by Ps Philip.

yo yo yo...A rapping King----Jaeson Ma. Long time no see. He became more man and mature since 2 yrs ago.

erm...another duplicated photos...sorry...too many photos i need to choose...aiks..sorry for the technical problem ya...lol

The biggest shopping mall in surabaya-Tunjungan Mall. unfortunately, i never been there before. i missed it out. aiks. Ps lau said, its really huge and although spend 5 days also cant finish it. can u imagine how big?? (do u know that, J Co in Kl is origined from Indonesia, jakarta) Sadly, i also missed the chance to taste it from there. sigh........next time i must have a try, i swear.

One of the government buildings in surabaya....

the front side of Plaza Tunjungan....

Till the nite....... wow, i felt like i just stand on the ground of concert. Its really awesome. This is a Crusade of Army Of God. Do u know how many audiences are there for the first day? I think around 15k if not mistake. our God really done his great work on the day..

Ps Philip was preaching on the stage. A modest servant of God...

we are 2x ...army of God..

burning 2x... the fire of God yeah....

A enjoyable memory with oily face of us......lol..its crowd man....

Vanessa from joshua. She is pretty indeed.

Our God is really a great God.

A small correspondent's introduction held after the end of crusade.

No doubt, We really gained a lots through these. thanks God what He gave Us.

-The end of the second day-

To be cont.......

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the first day in surabaya

2009-05-25T11:48:00.036+08:00

hi, everyone. Now is 1.33pm. Is it surprise why i am not in the office but updating my blog here? No doubt, i am in my study leave now. Yes.becos I gona havin my ACCA exam on next week.lol. honestly, i am still a stranger with my exam notes. LOL. Do u get me? hehe.. But, i am Army of God-MINE. So, i never be overthrow by those exams. "YEah"......

well, dont bother about my exam first. Now, i just wan to update some my previous trip to SURABAYA... Do u guys know where is surabaya locate? Its located in indonesia-the second big of city after Jakarta. I never think before i will go to indonesia one day. But, my heavenly papa always happened sth on me that i unexpected. In fact, i really went there although its happened one week ago. However, all the general appearances of those pictures in surabaya still fresh captured in my mind.. i think i gonna miss it oftenly...Ok, due to couples of photos that i captured at there, so i would to share part of it to u all..

Lets me start from the first day-13 may 2009, wed.......recalling back..............Lets doraemon be my assistant yea!!!!hahahaha..

He is one of a famous poser in my world. He is always proud to be a skinny. Actually, i am proud to be ur fan also...hahaha..A nice shot from me while waiting for check-in.

His luggage and mine. Yes. i was wearing one of my favourite shoes-crocs and moo was wearing his converse browny shoes..

A group of my sisters in christ. They are all adorable. I love them so muchie muchie...

After check-in, we were having our breakfast in MCD. Took a shot to keep it in my mind.

Its time for boarding to head our final destination-surabaya. Here we come, indonesia.

Another photo for a group of young ladies. cheer~

A new brother from Medan that we knew each other in the plane and also heading same destination as us. He is Ah hock.

Its cool. i never seen this before. The first sight and first trial that i had been. Do u know what is that? Due for prevention of the spread swine flu, the surabaya airport set up the machine like germicide to sterilize all the bacteria that we might bring in to their place. Well done to indonesia's government for their epidemic prevention works. i think our government should also take some precautions against flu diseases...God bless us.

juana airport--our destination.

haha..we were in the bus and received by a person from the organiser of the conference there who are in charged of hospitality. Say cheese, everyone.

Yummy.... we were served by a delicious fried rice with a creatice lunch box. I heard that there were famous of their fried rice. Now, i really can confirm the fact. Really!!! i was missing this.

some scenes that i captured while on the way to our hotel.

That is MineMine.

Some buildings in the city...

Dont know what is this. Just capture it.

can u see the advertisement board in the highest of the building? yes. we were attending this conference-Army of God. See, how good that they can promote their conference freely. Its amazing....i hope its will come one day in our country too. God, show ur miracles in our country...

A building with some special designs.

A Quite artistic building in surabaya.

i love this Mcd with a big quitar design althought i dunno quitar at all. i wondered that all the guitarists like to come this mcd bcos of the design? hehe...dunno.

Finally, we arrived our hotel-Garden Hotel. But, this tall hotel-Garden palace Hotel not for us. Our Garden Hotel was behind of this Garden Palace Hotel... Its cheaper than Palace.

Free guava juice from Hotel....nice nice.

After registration, i got my id. See, there are some code bar in everyone id. Its really professional indeed.

Handsome richard with his handout.

Pretty Mine with her handout. LOL

An antique lift that i had seen before in our hotel.

After we put our luggage in the hotel's room, we were walking to the nearest shopping plaza. its just a plaza, like sungai wang in Kl. But, nth i buy from there..

Guess what is this?

This is public garbage can in the plaza. Its really difference from our country.

Group of malaysians were gathering together there...hehe

Hungry hungry. its time for our dinner...

dishes that we ordered. we were keep fit so not much we ordered. actually just only 3 small dishes for 4 four gals...hehe

Another plate of delicious fried rice.

Bye, Plaza surabaya.

Here is our room...its so japanish with good feeling.

tats all for the first day....i will cont to update for the second and the following days....wait patiently ba.....hiak hiak...

duplicated photo.....blek...
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swine flu-ing

2009-05-21T00:07:00.002+08:00

After back from surabaya, i sick again. tonight, i am unhappy. my tears came out uncontrollable again. what do i suppose to do?Another complicated feeling for me again.. heavenly papa, pls come to comfort my broken heart.

6 days 5 nights trip

2009-05-13T01:40:00.003+08:00

After few hours to fumble out, i finished pack my luggage finally. Thanks God. I still left few sleeping hours to go. Yes. I am going to travel later. Where is the destination? i dun wan to answer u. For those who are know of cos you know. For those who duno then just wait me to come back and update for u. hehe. But, i think most of u guys know where am i going to, right?

lalala...whatever....i gonna go to sleep. i am looking forward on my trip. Hope everything will be fine. God bless me and others too...tata....

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2.02am

12/5/09

my strenuous job

2009-05-07T23:09:00.006+08:00

Now is the peak period for an auditor so surely me too cos i am an auditor too. Its sound like specialized trade but i admit that i am not the one who are profession indeed. However, i cant deny that this job really work by an appointed man. I believe i am not far off to be that. "blush""

see, these are all the files that i need to vouch and cast cross. can u imagine how numerous are there? somemore, the weight of those files really can tamp pain anyone there....

my cutest colleague, fredda..she volunteered herself to be my model to promote those bulkiness files...

another colleague, claire tan. But, she dint turn her pretty face towards the camera. so, u guys just can see her pretty backside here...hehe

yea..tomorrow i gonna to go there again to meet with my those files...

hopefully we can finish to do our work by tml..

God bless us...

By the way, their burger are super nice and big..U guys can really go have a try.

oppss...i forgot to mention to u all abt the what outlet of that...

that is Carls' Junior which allocoted in pavillion, sunway pyramid, one U and midvalley.

hehe...just go have a try.. you never be regret. But, bear in mind, u need to ready some enough bucks before to go there.

AS, its quite costly. so, i suggest u guys can just go there once in a while will do...

Ok..that's all about me today.

i get to go to sleep cos i need to save more energy for tomorrow...

nite nite, heavenly papa and my dearsssss......
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7/5/09

11.58pm

happy mummy's day

2009-05-06T23:47:00.002+08:00

This cost me rm139. its not very expensive and not cheap too.Its comfortable to wear, Actually, she want Crocs but i cant find her size so i decided to buy SKECHERS. its not bad too. However, this is exclusive for my beloved mummy not for me.. i am wondering how is she feel after receiving it from her beloved daughter. haha...Anyway, Happy mother's day in advance. i love her so much. She is my lovely mum. I hope she will be healthy and happy always. I love u heaps, mum.

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6/5/09
11.55pm

one day broga hill trip

2009-05-01T23:03:00.021+08:00

1 May 2009

what i can say, Our beloved God really awesome God. I am proud of His natural creations.

Its really amazing and beautiful.

silly face with silly smile. anyway thanks to my personal camerawoman.

[credited to ying]

combination of greeny grass with bluely sky which full of clouds. ohhhu..really beautiful man...

a real natural photo...

i love it..

wah..............'i am enjoying the winds blow towards me, ahaha'' ying said.

'hmmm...let me see where is my final destination??''

nth to say, its really great scene.

this too....

thanks god, we saw the sunrise finally.

Everything are well going in the beginning of the day.

yeah...i cant deny that this really nice too....hehe

poser is mine...'blush'

my buddy cum my best sister ying...

purple scene..

blue scene

erm.....we climbed up to the hill at 5 sth morning..the sky still in dark..

BUt its cool...

although i walked in darkness, but i never be afraid of it bcos i knew U oledi command the angels to surround beside me....

before the sunrise, the day still in dark..

dark blue sky also nice too..

thanks God for what U had created for us.

there are no one else like U.

You are so great.

i am proud to be ur daughter...

I love U.....

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5/5/09